Update... (Patreon)

Guys...its been a very long month.

April sucked.

We didn't put my cat, Sushi down the day we were supposed to. My daughter changed her mind at the last minute and just couldn't do it. She hoped she'd recover. But she didn't. She didn't improve, so we put her down today about an hour ago, after a lot of tears.

I have been sick for three weeks. I survived ApollyCon by consuming dayquil and nyquil round the clock and by sleeping every second I wasn't on a panel or signing books. I really enjoyed meeting everyone and I'm so happy that I went, but I got way sicker the minute I returned.

I'm not gonna lie.

I'm kind of in a weird place mentally.

I have an appointment with my psychiatrist this week because I'm kind of at the end of my rope personally and professionally. I've bitten off way more than I can chew in every sense. I need to make a decision about what book I finish first because right now I'm just inching along with six different projects instead of just finishing one so Liam can start recording.

I feel like I'm always whining to you guys, but I really am just trying to make everyone happy but instead I feel like I'm standing on quicksand.

I had planned to write all week, and I did, but i didn't finish a single chapter. My brain is just fried. I feel like I'm literally letting everyone down including my cat, who had no idea what was going on. Ugh.

I know this is all over the place but I just want you to know that I'm trying my best to get it together and come up with a plan so I can finish a book and give you guys the content you need. Please just continue to be patient with me. I really appreciate it.