I am sorry... (Patreon)

Hey everyone. I want to apologize for everything that has happened since September. I have been constantly falling behind on everything and failing to complete any of my commitments. I genuinely feel terrible for all of this.

Idk what has been going on with me, but I have been way more tired than normally and busy/distracted a lot since last month. I haven't really been able to get enough rest and I still feel a lot of the burn out in me. The pressure to finish everything must have been affecting my rest. I do remember staying up for multiple nights with only the thought of needing to complete everything as soon as possible repeating in my head. For some one like me, that's really bad because I am constantly sleepy every day, which only makes it worse. The thing is, I don't like showing unfinished or rushed works...

You know that saying "Better late than never"? Well that's basically me in a nutshell in every way. But I will still keep drawing to the best of my abilities. Now that my 10 day trip is over, this is what I am going to do.

I won't be able to finish my Halloween project before the 31st ends, so I will continue to work on it until its finished. I am at least 60% done... Hopefully in a few days I can finish it. Once that is done, I will get straight to work with Special Week, which I already have something planned for her. While I work on that, the poll for November will be up and I will strictly work on those winners in November and December. No other projects until after they are done. However, the November winners might not get as much art as the usual past winners because if that happens, I know I won't be able to finish them fast enough.

Now here is the worst part of this post. I know I paused October payments as a way to make up for my failures in September. For November, I can't do that again. Money is getting very tight. If you are outraged or disappointed with me and want to unsub from me, that is completely fair. I don't deserve your money. I've let you all down. If you are reading this after November first and want a refund, file it through Patreons refund method and I will give it back to you. If you are choosing to stay, I can't thank you enough.

Again, I am very sorry for everything. Its been rough, but I will still do my best to finish everything I promised previously. I hope you had a great Halloween and wish you all a great day. I need to go take a nap...