Rough Night (Patreon)

Hey guys, I'll be writing later today, I was going to go to Disney and have a nice relaxing day but tonight got kind of rough. Something just hit me and it felt like my life wasn't going to change, I mean I don't hate living with my parents, except I kind of do. I can't really be myself, try the things I want to try, go live like I want to because of lack of money which I know, I need experience and a good education.

My sister, left, to go have the life she wanted, to marry who she wanted and to this day my parents still don't know that she's gay and married to a woman, which I'm still wondering how long that's going to last. Anyways at some point tonight during dinner, I randomly started crying and my mom caught it and freaked out and I just told her that I missed my friends and they all kind of ghosted me, especially Zach with his new girlfriend and it just all kind of hit me today being so bored and not being able to talk to them. That was part of it, but it was also everything else to and wondering if I'm behind in my life somehow. 

Sorry guys, I guess with no one else, you all are the only people that I can really talk to and won't freak out and kick me out like my parents probably would. Anyways, look later today for another addition to now chapter 6, hopefully it's leading where I want it to without being so sappy and you all continue to enjoy it. Good night!