Extra - GL Bonus Track (Patreon)

I made a bonus track for Chapter 19 and had it out on Spotify.

I wrote the lyrics, chose the style, had a buddy help with production. it’s all intentional—the melody, tone, meaning—everything is built around GL.

But just to be clear—this isn’t literally Noah.

It’s more like… what Noah would sound like if he had zero defenses. No machismo, no control, no emotional repression. Just raw awareness.

When I wrote the lyrics my intention was more of a window into something even Noah’s own POV wouldn’t fully show. By now, Liam isn’t the only one he’s gaslighting anymore.

So this track leans into everything he would never allow himself to feel or say out loud. All the things you guys have been clocking in the comments and chat—the psychology, the defense mechanisms, the control, the way he avoids vulnerability—this is what’s underneath that.

You guys are smart as f*ck. You already picked up on it.

This is just me making it… audible.

READ CHAPTER 19 BEFORE LISTENING TO IT.

Pay attention to the lyrics.

Spotify Link below.

I lied - Noah