Had a bad bleed last night (Patreon)

It was my hopes today to record a short little hello for everyone in a whisper but it seems that isn’t going to happen.

Yesterday I had a few issues with my medicine, had to answer a call and the door and got stressed when trying to talk. I shouldn’t have. One medication also hurt me terribly and I cried, so….

Then, my dumb ass was slacking on the popsicles and pudding and all of a sudden I went from feeling okay to feeling very disoriented, like I had a frog in my throat and I tasted a shit ton of blood. I didn’t go to the ER but managed to get it under control in an hour and my ENT office thinks I may have fucked up the clots.

This shit is beyond painful and I want to curl up into a hall and hug myself for awhile. I have very deep constant ear pain and may have an infection but they can’t see me till Friday.

So wish me luck. I’m going to show you my hand and how the IV nurse fucked it up, and silly me kept apologizing and saying the second try was fine, since she kept saying she’s never had issues!

Speak up. Please. Also, please take care of yourselves better than I just did.

I won’t subject y’all to pictures of my throat. Only one poor person outside of my ENT office has seen that. Bless his heart. 😭