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-Im Mostly Venting here beating myself up-
I dont know if its ADHD or What but lately its been a STRUGGLE to work on Rebellion.

I mean actually sit down Lock in and work on it Levels of Struggle...

I put anywhere between 6-8 hours of work and it feels like im barely scratching the surface 80% of the time. The monotony of programing each intractable even when copy and pasting, setting up each event and carefully having to realign and rewrite scenes, keeping track of corruption and affection points, adding in secret goodies in locations, programing every single enemy encounter how they act and what troops exist and such. Aligning and Realigning character images so they fit, changing expressions ect.

And every fiber of my brain is screaming DO SOMETHING ELSE!! Either it be Getting up and pacing, Running laps around the hood, eating something or getting lost Youtube Doom scrolling every other part of me is making me want to do ANYTHING ELSE than work on Rebellion and its been a hellva struggle.

If thats not more Evidence that this project needs to end soon I dunno what.

Before hand I could lock the hell in and work my buns off getting stuff done but lately sense like 2022 its been getting just so hard to stay focused and work. I have no idea whats been going on or why its becoming an absolute struggle to just end things....

It could be so many factors weither it be literally having to do EVERYTHING in the Project where originally I had a team before, The Tedious nature of writing, typing, programing and testing add nausium or it could be because I am near the end who knows.

Im letting you guys know Im working as best as I can trying to get this stuff done before the year end but MAN its a friggen struggle to get stuff done majority of the time.

Shout out to Moonblack for being the Omega Gigachad for actually helping out with these situations.

Sorry for the Weird post guys I just needed to get off my chest how development is been going PAINFULLY slow lately and I dont know why and I hate myself because of it, I know For darn sure I can 400% knock stuff out of the park when I lock in but For some reason lately I cant and I don't know why.

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The Foreign Traveler

Maybe you’re working TOO much on it potentially? Getting it done before the year is over is a good goal but if you feel like you’re losing focus on it then it’s a wise idea to take a step back and relax. Example: did my English Essay in college which was my Final. I spent SO long on it one day, about six hours I think, that when I got help from my older brother to revise it? He flatly told me to go and take a break because he could tell I wasn’t understanding the corrections he was telling me cause I spent so long on it without one and I was stressed as fuck. Relaxed for a couple of hours before going back and when he went over it again it clicked and I understood him. Not quite the same as your situation I know but I hope this helps even if only a little. You’ll finish this Lionheart, thank you for posting this to vent for me to read.

Rho

I'm saying this because I myself have ADHD, so lemme share this; If your putting in that much time, its better to work it in chunks. Take a break to walk, stretch, breathe and unplug for a while to refresh the mind. Some hours of work then a 15-20 minute respite. Everyone has their own rhythm, so try to find yours and you'll be fine.

Hyusen

From personal experience keeping it inside yourself is not healthy. I’m the one to talk and I get it. I’m all eyes and ears reading/listening totally get it and we’ll continue to do so. You are doing great my dude.

Justin

From personal experience, I find setting a goal then taking a break once I reach it helps me so much. It can even be a time goal say work on a project for an hour or so then take a 15–20-minute break to reset helps.

lionheartxiii

Ive been tryin to find my Rhythm all year but I get it. Maybe because its already October and im in "Procrastinate scramble" mode back in college ya know

lionheartxiii

I got a few breaks set up but i dont want to set to many or too long because well Youtube Doomscroll TTnTT

Irvine_1

Are you using AI to assist you in the programming? Maybe you should.

lionheartxiii

Lol it worked Thats a Classic Its not that im giving up its the "DO IT" Part that im more struggling with