The bull-crap that has happend (Patreon)

This is a journal I wrote on FA and I also owe this to my patrons ~ of course any art mentioned also means that you get more art soon!

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 I owe my commissioners and fans an apology; all I can do is hope that you can accept it and don't hold it against me. 

Being silent and seemingly inactivefor this long makes me feel highly  uncomfortable and starts rubbing me the wrong way regarding my self  esteem. 

Originally I made a plan of finishing a huge pile of art to share, with at least half of that being finished commissions. Then the technical difficulties I already mentioned set in. When I finally got rid of every mistake in my hard and software (yes  both happened), I indeed made quite a bit of progress with my  commission-work. 

However, shortly after a heatwave came in and is still going on, with  every bit of rain of thunderstorm going around the area I live in. The air is hot and humid ~ imagine being permanently in a hot-tub with  your head underwater, I am seriously not joking. Usually 30 degrees with  about 85% of humidity on average for the past 2 weeks have been  affecting me more than I thought, in the negative way. 

I also suffered some form of food poisioning starting a week ago. I got over it as recently as yesterday. 

Almost needless to say at this point; it threw me out of my workflow in  the worst way possible and I am struggling as hard as I can to get back  in. Therefore, I am going to start to share what I got so far day by day ~ I miss the contact and interaction with you guys! 

I often heard from fellow artists and also commissioners about people becoming pushy after some time about the art they ordered. I honestly see it as a tremenduous gift and privilege that I can say  that not a single one of my commissions is among the pushy ones. With all that I got, I work towards finishing what I started and will NOT disappoint you. 

~Trias