ADA Chapter 02 - Ep 3 (Patreon)

Finally here! Maybe not all that much after all that wait, but... Yeah. :,>

For those of you who follow my twitter, you might have caught my tweet of unfortunate events last November.

I've had various health issues. Some stress related, some very random. Stomach ulcer, random swollen eyeball, kidney stones, lost my new car, close family member in the hospital and the list goes on. There's also compounding issues like new house loans, car loans, mental health and all the things we don't feel we have any control of in life.

I allowed myself some time off after hearing all of your caring sentiments...
though a double edged sword it turned out to be. While a break was something I definitely needed; I got caught off guard by thing's I've suppressed over a long time by letting my mental guard down.

Not to make it too wordy or too personal... I haven't had a panic attack in over a decade. And now it came like a monsoon from nowhere. I had forgotten how terrifying it is.
A few years ago I got diagnosed with Burnout, PTSD and general anxiety disorder, but I sort of just... Couldn't afford to change anything in my life to deal with it. So I've just been trucking on. The art must flow.
I've been seeing help for years, but sometimes life just comes at you from angles you don't expect. :,>

I'll keep at it, just... Maybe not be making too many solid promises. I want to be a professional and such, but I think it includes taking care of oneself.

Hope you're all doing way better, and sorry for all the negativity! I'm doing all I can and should to heal, so don't worry!

Again, sorry for the wait! I hope to resume next ep in a few days. :>