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The updated community guidelines are going to get me eventually, I can't even mention anything of an "adult" nature in the text boxes anymore.
I have seen a few other options like Subscribestar and such as alternatives to Patreon when it comes to furry/adult material.
Let me know what you all think, I love and appreciate you guys so much, you're support and input means a ton to me! I spent the last few weeks even trying to address this.
It didn't help that a mistake was made with my medication and psychiatrist leaving me currently in a rough state. First a week without my meds and withdrawal, which paxil/paroxitine withdrawal is rough as hell, might as well off yourself.
Then for some reason no one at the office was willing to help me except for a super sweet lady who worked the pharmacy, at one point my doctor's assistant was even telling me I missed my appointments and I lost it. I had not and felt at this point they were legit gas lighting me, even when I eventually spoke to my doctor she said we hadn't seen each other in five months when we had seen each other in June!
So I finally got my medication, I had a complete meltdown of all the varieties, because if you've ever had a medication withdrawal you feel everything 10x worse, you have no way to not feel. Anger? you're going to break something or even hurt yourself. Sadness? I was a crying screaming mess. I even called the emergency line and all they told me was to go to the ER... the ER.
Sigh, I speak to my councilor on Monday and, jesus, I left such a manic message but like, I feel like I was put into a situation that was easily avoidable. I never miss my appointments and if I do I call to reschedule, always.
Sorry I'm oversharing again, I'm still adjusting, it will take about a month for the medication to cycle through me properly and- it's enraging that it even happened and I was essentially blamed for it.
I hope everyone is doing well, please take care of yourselves and find time to unwind and refresh your minds and bodies. 💖😘