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Sulvain doesn't need to say anything, Udaya understands with just a look. 

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Missiek43

Omg 😭😭😭💔💔💔 Sulvain... 😭 My heart just broke. Dear Udaya, you are so precious

Taylor

How hard it must’ve been for Sulvain to carry on… aaaaaAAAAAAHHHHH KAIJU THIS IS SO PAINFUL 😖

Janoha Novella

WAIT. Is she his first love??? Sulvain is probably her age if he, well, actually aged...

CatrinaWoman

The emotion in this page is amazing.

Missiek43

It's hard to read this and carry on....I swear I'm so heartbroken for him.

Sasha

why have you done this to me.

GrantedDrop

These twoooooo oh my heart 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 such a long life together, of course they know each other so well 🥺🥺🥺

Eibhlin Brennan

Oh honey no!!!! Don't give up yet!!! Raziol is out there in the real life boo you can find him!!!!

Alys

He looks so heartbreakingly young here. I wonder what kind of arrested development Sulvain carries around from essentially pausing at 22/23, and if Udaya feels older than him at this point. She’s so sweet, these pages are killing me :(

Neko-san

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

novae

Yes 😭 💖 Especially with Udaya in her twilight years in comparison. I believe that Sulvain perceive the world like a 23 year old when emotions feel all encompassing.

novae

Yus~ Sulvain had a crush on his sword-master before, but Udaya was definitely his first relationship that made him feel very deeply.

novae

Yup! 🥺😭 Sometimes I feel Udaya knows Sulvain better than he does himself.

Lagiacrus

I think we all forget sometimes when he hesitates with Raz, that he's HYPER aware he would out live anyone he loved again. Raz slipped thru his defenses and atp he's reliving the grief of Udaya all over again but twice as hard because he's actively avoided those feelings for who knows how long. When a story describes a person as completely and utterly broken beyond recognition and repair and shattered into a million pieces, existing as a shell of themself without someone, they could have NEVER provided such an accurate depiction as Sulvain when he believes Raziol is dead. Sulvain keeps very little living around him that he would love. And for him emotions may be harder to come by because of what he is and how he exists. His few loved ones are kept at a distance to a point because he's learned they could disappear faster than a blink. One moment they're there and the next they're nothing more than particles in the wind. Raziol potentially being the first to live thru the transformation and becoming something long lived like Sulvain is probably the one thing he would never have hoped to wish for because of the probability of it happening being so miniscule. But it has and he doesn't even know it. Poor baby. I hope Raz finds him and calls him back to the living world before he loses too much on his coerced mission.

Lagiacrus

Also feel free to ignore my rambling. I have an ADHD writer & artists brain so I look WAY too deep 😅

Aiden

DONT DO IT YOU HAVE SOMEONE LEFT WHO LOVES YOU

Mangsney

Always heartbreaking to see him looking so sad 😭😭😭

Mildred

I'm so glad he let Raz in after this heartache.

Rin Sparrow

Oh Udaya! She was so special! I wish her and Raz could meet- I'm sure there would be much laughter and discussion of Sulvain! My heart breaks for her, but I'm guessing they had a good life! (I hope!)