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1988ish, a2 showing a1 his drawings

Edit: also i made a baby angels playlist 

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charlie

oh my god the noise that just came out of my mouth

Nestor

AWWWWW MY HEART 😭💔

saint

the glorious striking blonde hair strikes young....

vatican

yes they both have bowl cuts

Newt

SMOL

Em

Made my friend pause the movie we’re watching to appreciate the BABIES. I LOVE THEM SO MUCHH

vatican

also i was listening to first love/ late spring while drawing this sorry for being emo

charlie

not my baby having the same heart eyes at 9 and 39 😭😭😭

vatican

they are jsut little guys

charlie

you’re so brave for tackling the babies 🥺🥺🥺 thank you for your service soldier there are no words

vatican

drawing them as babies made me so sad

vatican

like… im so sorry for ruining ur lives little guys…

charlie

HIS LITTLE BABY ANKLES IN HIS CUFFED UNIFORM PANTS IM HAVING HEART PALPITATIONS

vatican

neither of them grew out of it 😔

Jess

AHHHHHHHHHHH

vatican

little a2 wanting to be and strong like a1 is

Nestor

the trauma is necessary but seeing them like this knowing they're going to go through it is devastating 🥲

vatican

a1 will always be the coolest guy on earth to a2

Jess

That was my first thought… just no way dude

vatican

this is also like, already post- other trauma. like it just keeps getting worse 😭

Nestor

noooooo no trauma for the babies!! 😭😭😭😭

vatican

his pants too long 😭

Bleak

they knew each other when they were young?

Jess

Wait is the boy holding the drawing a2??? He used to be smaller??? They are clones after all…

charlie

i am also screaming with you i have not stopped for 11 minutes

vatican

a1 meeting a2 again as adults: where is my little guy. did you eat him.

charlie

also his blushy little nose??? the cool older boy looking at his art and spending time with him and making him feel special 😭 three years is such a big difference when you’re smol i’m having so many feelings vatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

charlie

THE PLOT THICKENS

Isobel Starling

How adorable are they? 🥲🥰 Love this.

Jess

I am going to burst into tears

AdamnDisgrace

Oh no! My heart is growing to big for the cage that is my body

charlie

the inverse size difference is everything to me like a1 always seeing a2 as his little guy even once he’s a fucking behemoth attack dog but to a1 he’ll always be the soft little boy with the art i’m just sobbing over here don’t mind me

vatican

charlie this is unrelated but i had, for the longest time, wondered why an a2 kinnie such as urself would have an a1 icon, but then i realized a little while ago that that is actually THE MOST a2 thing to do

ILoveMyKnives

Wait wait wait so A2 who is younger than A1 was tiny and cute and then he got HUGE?!?

vatican

this is actually… a pretty big plot point…

vatican

😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

charlie

the way my man would want it 🙏🏻

vatican

metaphorical heart shaped locket w his bestfriends photo in it

charlie

idk baby boy a2 might be my new face

twoheadedbard

OH SO YOU’RE TRYING TO KILL ME?? (affectionate)

vatican

a1 thinks he knows everything. a2 thinks a1 knows everything. its all so tragic

vatican

YEAH 😭😭😭😭😭

charlie

man i just know this catholic boys home (?) was not kind to little a1

vatican

why…. are you .. in my walls……………..

charlie

i too am a rat simply doing rat things

vatican

you make me feel like ive been sleeptalking

vatican

like i keep doublechecking if ive said this stuff publicly yet or not

charlie

you said something about a1 being an ex catholic and religious trauma and they’re in uniforms and we know they had traumatic childhoods so i ✨extrapolated✨

charlie

i will read into any scrap of information you forgot you dropped six months ago

vatican

appreciate this but am also terrified of this

Em

NO I KEEP SAYING THIS ON YOUR COMMENTS BUT I THOUGHT THE SAME THINGGGGGGGG!!!!! I was thinking catholic orphanage, but yeah. Brain rot overthinkers unite, lol.

vatican

i love you guys so much you dont even understand

vatican

i love this story, and i love sharing this w you guys

Milo

Oh I just know some of the older boys were mean to baby cheeked big eyed A2. And A1 took care of it. His guardian angel one could say...

Alec

OH OKAY. OKAY. OKAAYYYYYY. i’m completely and utterly normal about this i definitely won’t be lying here staring at the ceiling thinking about them for hours

vatican

they were so soft and sweet and full of hope 😭😭😭😭

vatican

his guardian angelllll 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

vatican

also the drawings are just cool racecars and his power ranger ocs

Caroline

How dare you?!? I legit started tearing up at work. This is the sweetest goddamn thing 🥺 adorable baby angels save me

Eli

screams they look so cute and round eee

vatican

😭😭😭 theyre so small and round 😭😭😭😭 just little guys

vatican

their round little faces 😭😭😭😭😭

Em

Does…does a2 still do art? Also the nascent hero worship on his face is KILLING me. He really never stopped looking up to a1, huh? Also also his lil cuffed pants are making me emotional somehow tysm for that 😂

vatican

a2 doesnt do art anymore 🥲 he’ll always look up to a1 tho 😭😭😭 something something… nothing ever quite fits him right… something something spending his whole life feeling like too much or not enough etc etc

charlie

AHGHSHSHSJAJA born in a world that wasn’t built for him forever in love with the person who makes him feel like he fits somewhere

L

I DID BURST INTO TEARS LMAO 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

L

Hi sorry I’m late this made me feel like I got stabbed :)))

L

OW I LOVE THEM

L

Pocket sized a2 is making me have a CRISIS I feel like I understand a1 so much better now

vatican

THIS IS HOW HE STILL SEES HIMMMMMM

charlie

“you can’t tell me what to do” ”sure i can” 😭😭😭😭

L

SCREAMING

vatican

fun fact, the original line was “we’re not kids anymore, you cant tell me what to do”

vatican

but i thought that it was too much too soon 😔

L

OH MY GOD VATI

vatican

thinking of switching back to the original for the print version 🤔

vatican

okay well technically my beta committee thought it was too much too soon i got outvoted 3 to 1

L

I REMEMBER YOU MAKING A COMMENT ON THE POST LMAOOOOOOO 😭😭😭

Em

Qojdjswiwjssjwjsjdjejjdbf I would truly have combusted. You’re so evil

L

Honestly I respect everyone’s commitment to the slowest burn

vatican

the other day my friend asked if i can write a drabble about them holding hands and i had to decline bc it was too much too soon

charlie

beta committee you’re a bunch of bastards but i can appreciate staying true to the slowest burn 😭

Jess

What is this committee and how do I get on it we have like 3 individual crumbs we have been losing it over for months

vatican

u dont wanna be in the beta committee, u may get pages like a month early but sometimes they’ll be like 13 nearly identical pages and i interrogate you about them while crying

vatican

rip my husband who has had to read like 12 scripts since october only for me to keep like 4 lines from the original

L

VATI THE PLAYLIST?????? BUZZCUT SEASON???? BOY FROM SCHOOL ??????????? OUGH 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

vatican

SONGS FROM WHEN I WAS A TWEEN/TEEN FOR THAT NOSTALGIA DOUBLEWHAMMY 😭

charlie

rip mr husband i think about your suffering daily

charlie

A NEW PLAYLIST THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD

charlie

i listen to all of them compiled into one playlist on repeat at work and there are hours of ring camera footage of me delivering packages and lip syncing

vatican

ooh sorry for all the mitski repeats

charlie

babe it’s such a vibe they are also asian american lesbians to me—middle aged men with their 13 year old girl first crushes 30 years in the making is what i’m your man is about

L

Never apologize for mitski

Isobel Starling

The PRINT version??? 🤗🧐🥳🤩😍

Jess

ive been staring at this for 24 hours now. i think i am unwell. send help.

vatican

this might be the last time i draw baby angels for awhile bc they hurt my feelings so bad 😭

Jess

noooooooooooooooo the pain is less heavy if we all share it

charlie

i was honestly so so shocked we got them at all 😭 it’s okay go back to torturing them as grown men you’ve gotta season your feelings like a cast iron until they can handle the babies again

vatican

im already having to brace myself the shit show that is chapter 3,4, and 5 😭😭😭 i cant handle sad little babies full of light and wonder and hope 😭😭😭

vatican

i will share the pain just a different sort of pain… the babies will have their arc… in due time…😭😭😭

vatican

😭😭😭😭 theyre just babiesssss

Bleak

i went back in time to make myself sadder