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Look Homeward, Ch. 4 P. 9 (Patreon)

Published:
2024-11-05 00:30:01
Edited:
2025-02-07 17:02:03
Imported:
2026-06
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Page 8

thats it for this month!

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Comments

charlie

you can read the “it’s like i don’t even know you any more” behind those eyes

Em

THE POLITE SMALL TALK. WHY ARE THEY TALKING LIKE THAT. thanks I hate it.

Em

Also I love the Kubrick stare. Yes, bb be terrifying 🥰

Newt

Babyboy is /fighting/ demons (eden and bi/homosexuality)

vatican

not arguing arguing is so much worse than arguing arguing

Em

Avoiding an argument while having a conversation worse than an argument my beloathed

charlie

knowing that they’re saying all of this in their soft boy voices makes me physically ill vati im gonna catch the angst plague now

vatican

love that u guys were really bracing for the worse this month and it was just. slightly uncomfortable conversation/car ride

charlie

the autism of it all like….. i finally learned how to read all of your tells and i know you’re mad at me but if you actually said you’re mad at me i might kill myself but sitting here making small talk is making it all worse somehow AHHHHHHHH

Jess

i feel like a1 is trying to respond and thats something? maybe my imagination? it still highlights how weird things are between them. i have to mention how stunningly beautiful a2 looks in in every panel including the one of just his arm. I just got to open my angel presents i will be smooching his little face the rest of the evening.

vatican

i dont like that ur better without me. and i dont like that i dont like that

vatican

(and your bestfriend outgrowing you)

gemini

the hand clench on the wheel 😔

charlie

what do you mean you’re quitting you’ve been smoking as long as i’ve known you what do you mean you’re trying to be healthy now why was i not enough to make you want to be healthy before why did it take me leaving for you to make a difference

Em

Okay sorry but also. It’s so interesting that we’ve been getting so much of A2’s face and visible emotions this chapter so far, but so so little of unobstructed/vulnerable a1. Almost like he’s. Not being true to himself. Like we can’t see past the obstruction of the lies he’s telling himself. Idk I might be full of it, haha.

charlie

I WAS TYPING THIS OUT IN MY NOTES APP SO IT DIDNT GET LOST—it’s so interesting how little of a1 we’ve seen!!!!!!!! another flavor of i’m your best man like he’s the expressive one he’s the one who normally carries the conversation but through all of this obfuscation and misrepresentation of himself a2 is the one carrying the conversation??? extending the olive branch???

Jess

his knuckles are still a little hurt too he is just a baby

gemini

infected with the angst plague; it’s terminal

vatican

they love each other so much and try so hard to be gentle for each other despite their nature

Jess

i like the story telling choice of focusing on a2s emotions, especially given how little he normally talks. we are being led to look at how a1 is effecting him. but we dont really have any idea how a1 feels and why hes choosing to be so cold after being so needy in the hotel room

Em

Yeah, like, he’s definitely trying! And it’s good to see them try, it’s just like. Sad that they have to try so hard, haha

Jess

i mean the passive aggressive arguing not arguing has been making my stomach turn. i wont see most of comic time live next month and i am relieved now knowing i will survive it.

Jess

i bet we would all feel better if they would just wrestle it out

o.Kayland

i don't even care if it's an ugly confrontation just give me something I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE

charlie

what’s a little sparring and biting between friends!!!

Em

BITE that man

vatican

love is stored in the impulse control

Jess

i find that biting solves most things

Rav

A2’s face has so much naked longing and A1 can’t even stand looking at it. I perish.

vatican

blueballing every aspect of everything

vatican

its part of the contract 😔

charlie

no bc the way my intrusive thoughts would be BEEFING like what if i just 🏔️🛻💥

Jess

also! again i love their dark ass clothes in contrast to the clear blue sky. i wonder if its a significant blue? but this section of chapter 4 has been so beautiful to look at. also a2 in every single panel. just beauty everywhere.

vatican

yeah a1 doesnt even look at him once

vatican

which must feel great for the guy who has not known life as anything other than the center of a1’s universe

Jess

i really kept thinking he was just going to run them off the road. i think he wants to.

vatican

alexa play my baby by nicole dollanganger

charlie

and to think a1 was trying to fuck him two chapters ago 😔

Jess

BEFORE WHAT RAT DEMON

vatican

friendship blue ahahaha

Em

Before he remembered what year it is??? 🙃😭

charlie

alexa play glimpse of us by joji

Rav

What are you doing to us? I mean THEM but by proxy us???

Em

Evil evil rat pope. Hateful

Jess

and fun!

charlie

can’t believe we’re still getting findom-ed and emotionally edged by a rat in the year 2024

Em

I AM gonna put it on the bingo card for next year 😂

Jess

*bites you*

DeafeningCat

I wish A2 was a teenage girl in a more tangible level if things were a tiny bit different he would love Olivia Rodrigo

DeafeningCat

when vati said on his blog they would kiss I was 100% waiting for A1 to punch A2's jaw mid drive

vatican

he is so lana del rey when she was still lizzy grant

vatican

im trying to ease you guys into it. 🐸

SailorSuu

Honestly tho, what the fuck

L

OW

L

I can like TASTE a1’s guilt/self-loathing. I also love that we’ve barely seen his face, very evocative.

L

I am feeding him shrooms and weed and ketamine and reading him Wild Geese baby we are gonna YOINK you out of that which resembles the grave but isn’t.

vatican

thank u! i thought it would help the audience relate to a2’s panic/discomfort a bit

L

Also!!!! I am waiting with bated breath for some really rank flashbacks of a2 deifying/putting him on a pedestal……I know they’re there I just need the juicy horrifying details.

Jess

ur man is rancid!! i hope you can fix him.

L

Doing EMDR to him in my mind palace 🥰

Nestor

stop posting them while I'm at work 😡😡 I can't immediately fangirl over them if I have to wait to clock off!!

L

Yeah it’s really really good!!! Especially after getting a glimpse into a1s psyche with the Mikey dream!!!!

vatican

get out of my walls ahahaha

L

HEHEHEHEEHHEEH

L

I do have a lot of feelings about a2 and I genuinely think about him every day it’s just that he’s already the fan fav. Also I love an internally tortured dominant and I think guilt is a really really interesting emotion. And he’s pretty 🥰🥰

vatican

a2 is my favorite son to love but a1 is my favorite toy to torment

vatican

a2 is supposed to be fan favorite rn we’re still in phase 1 😮‍💨 five more years until phase 2

Alec

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

Alec

he doesn’t know because he hasn’t seen him in at least that long i’m

Alec

i’m going to bury myself in the woods and hope the moss reclaims me

vatican

the moss will not save you :(

Alec

cracking open my emergency election results drain cleaner a day early

anthroxagorus

Care to expand on that my rat pope

anthroxagorus

It hurts so much but I also really enjoy getting the slow reveal of their story and seeing reactions and predictions and I just... uh... I just really love it here. I hope to one day unlock the secret phrase where Vati will send me the hardcore a1/a2 passionate lovemaking comic. Perhaps it explodes my phone upon read, but wouldn't it be worth it??

SailorSuu

What in the Marvel timeline, HELLO? I’d like my misery now, please 🤡

Pensulliwen

WELL GOOD FOR YOU YOU LOOK HAPPY AND HEALTHY NOT ME IF YOU EVEN CARED TO ASK-

vatican

my magnum opus, once i finish look homeward, ima be a full time hillbilly, no internet no nothing, just slingin arrows

vatican

i really like the pace so far, love seeing all of the reactions and theories and analysis on each page, and then doing it all over again once the chapter goes public, its been so fun ahahaha

vatican

YEAH IM HAPPY THAT YOU WERE HEALTHY AND HAPPY DURING OUR SEPARATION I TOTALLY DID NOT IMAGINE YOU WALLOWING AND CRYING EVERYDAY LIKE I DID AHAHAHA

오리온

Yeah whatever good for you 👿👿👿👿

Milo

I love the last two panels where you can't see their eyes. Love them being so vulnerable and open and honest with each other 🙂 🙃

Harrixxvi

Big boy why are you letting a rancid blonde piss streak hurt you so 👁️👁️ (I haven’t forgiven him for the “I love you” to someone else. Your man literally right there my guy)

toot

i just joined and im already going crazy

bea.n

i need a smoke after this