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Chess

i knew it was coming but i didn’t want it to get sadd 😭😭

Nestor

WHAT HAPPENED

leon!

:(((((((((((

Nestor

THAT’S MY BOY 😭😭😭😭😭

Bleak

oh no

gemini

oh no

moonmoon

how dare ~ I A m S T R E S s E D

Bleak

the horrors

royautical

Man I hate sub/dom drop

royautical

Boy is DISASSOCIATING

Newt

PAPA WHY

royautical

Just took my T shot and I needed this thanks king

Estrilda

THERE IT IS!

Rav

Oh no he broken

DeafeningCat

Stopp his trauma response is just like mine...

Isaac

Is he... dissociating oh no 😭😭😭

Nikkii

COOL IM SAD NOW THANKS VATI

Bolivian Mafia Princess

Ok, the next page should equal three pages. It's gonna take a while for these two to calm down.

SailorSuu

The fact that a2 presses his knuckles to a1’s, I’m going to be sick. Love is stored in fractures. AND DO YOU KNOW THAT BONES ARE CAPABLE OF PROTECTING BLOOD FROM RADIATION? I DO, YOU GHOUL

Olivander Addams

I FRIGGIN KNEW IT VATI!!! DAMN YOU AND YOUR :) ANSWERS!!! 😭😭😭

Olivander Addams

(⁠ノ⁠`⁠Д⁠´⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

Lil Guy

just two guys with a very normal relationship to sex ❤️

f0x

the way a2’s expression fell with concern for a1 so fast, how they both went from being all blushy turned-on flirty sexy wrestling fun-having smiley to this — i am unwell 😩 and ofc the knuckle press

Aria

THEY MAKE ME ILL ☹️☹️☹️

Ciggie

🥲

Helios

yippeeeeeeee 🤠🤠

Ciggie

You did a beauuuutiful job with the angle of A1's face here and showing how he's off in a place where he never wants A2 to follow.

vatican

it took…. so many takes to get that specific sort of… placid deer in the headlights look…like… terrified but also just. all of the fight has left him

vatican

theyre such normal guys

Helios

got in a mild car accident like an hour ago so some angel angst is exactly what i need to distract from the upcoming repair bill 😌

vatican

yeah! i wanted to keep it in a2’s pov…have you guys see it when he sees it… like theyre having fun and he’s kind of caught up in the moment but if you go back to the prev pages a1 hasnt…moved or said anything in .. awhile

vatican

first place in normal about sex

vatican

something about…reaching out with the back of his hand instead of his palm feels so…. idk… gentle and careful and intimate to me… a2 the loverboy that you are…

vatican

considering extending lemon tree…..

vatican

yeah man fuck a1 for always ruining everything. what a fucking tease killjoy etc etc

vatican

why be there when you can just not be there :D

vatican

i love pain and suffering

Ciggie

You can't see any of the struggle in the end result 😤👏 only fun and friendship left behind 😌

Helios

im fine! it was mild so there wasnt too much damage and i wasnt hurt at all, just stressed about the money aspect 🤧 watching these two deal with unrelated emotional distress is like a spa day for me

SailorSuu

Yes, intimate! Reflexive, innocent because he’ll always reach out for his angel. a2 doesn’t know any other way and refuses any other out of sheer confusion, he’s an immovable yearner.

vatican

he just reaches out to touch him, to comfort him, instinctively, reflexively. like it doesnt even occur to him that him touching a1 is what might be distressing him in the first place

mnknm

Wtf man

prescriptionhugsx

the trembling little self-hug, the gentle knuckle brush, the look of total resignation?? oh those special little babies 😭😭 whyyy

anthroxagorus

Nah this is so upsetting but so well done how did we get here

honeymattison

heyyyy 😠🫵 i dont like that

honeymattison

the hand coming out of the last frame 😭 i knew those little bars between panels on the other pages meant something!

Kaella Cypher

A2 is so many layers of messed up I forget A1 isn't normal either. Also it makes sense why A2 doesn't accept him even when he offers now llkjlkjlkjdk.

SailorSuu

🫩 I am unwell about this lol

f0x

i did indeed notice that a1 has been awfully still and quiet for a bit but i think you very successfully showed a2’s pov throughout where he’s soooo into it and we (the readers) can’t see a1’s expression, only hints of his body and his blush, so we can also presume that he’s into it til that last page with the light flinch at a2’s touch and now this much more obvious page!! ahhh v good storytelling

Ciggie

Did A1 become a much better fighter after Thomas? I feel like he was always a scrappy fighter, but something tells me that even if he wasn't registering the treatment as "bad" from him in his head, his body instinctively became aware of the need to FIGHT and PROTECT itself from ever being back in that position/state of mind. Like no matter how big, he needs to be the one with the upper hand and in control now, physically and mentally. The way he slipped up and just....slid back into position seemingly not of his own volition...this hurts man

padawan

The eyes, dear god…….. and then before that A2’s horny wandering hand bumping against a1’s completely stationary ones (fisted into his shirt 😭) -> A2 pointedly NOT using an open palm to touch A1 once he realizes what’s going on

padawan

also if you ever see me comment something incomprehensible at first no you didn’t, patreon loves to crash in the middle of me typing something, automatically post it, and then force me to manually restart the app in order to fix my comment

SailorSuu

🫩 Comrade, this just gave me indigestion

vatican

thank you 😊🙏 i kinda just wanted to show like… idk.. a less experienced a2? like theyre having so much fun and a2 doesn’t quite know all of a1’s tells yet, doesn’t have the full picture yet, hes just so excited have a1 back in his life again, and doesn’t quite understand that they cant just.. pick things up where they left off. let him be so happy and excited to finally have the thing hes been fantasizing about for years, just to have it shatter in his hands :)

padawan

I was thinking about that earlier today actually, and how a1 reconciles with his sexuality later on in his life (default dom top w/ strong preference for women) juxtaposed with this version of him just… immediately reverting into a trauma response mode the second he felt he wasn’t in control or didn’t….have a say in what was going on… UGH

vatican

yeah, i think a1 puts… so much effort into making sure he’s never helpless. and we just saw him submit a2, so we know he can do it. its just…. sometimes when it actually counts, you freeze

vatican

you know how babies who are neglected dont really cry bc they learn that it doesnt do anything. thats kinda how a1 is with saying no

vatican

yeesss… like the porn here isnt… like… the actual sex stuff. the fantasy here is— what if someone loved you and was so in tuned with you, they respected your boundaries even when you cant vocalize them. its seeing how muchhhh a2 wants it and then seeing him immediately putting distance between them as soon as he realizes that a1 wasn’t as into it as he was

padawan

Very unfortunately, yes!

🅱

Bro vati did u have to say something so heart shattering

asterois

Ghuughh ghuuuuhhhhh 💔