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TRIGGER WARNINGS: [references to abusive and violent acts][character angst][serious emotional distress][crying]

not every memory goes quietly into the night

NOTE - this one gets quite emotional, so please only partake if you're in a headspace for that.

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ASMR | Comforting a Struggling Serenity Daemon [Reverse Comfort] [Angst] [M4A]

not every memory goes quietly into the night trigger warnings: [references to abusive and violent acts][character angst][serious emotional distress][crying][trauma response][reinforced helplessness] [Serenity Daemon 3] [Yandere Boy Post-Finale] --- an epilogue of sorts to my yandere series. Ivan and his listener might be free of the memories, but they live on in others, and i felt that should be touched on. to be clear, this is a 'new' listener (though it's one i don't know that we'll revisit). unlike all my other series, Cam doesn't have one fixed listener it seems, at least not at this point. guess he's just special like that :P --- written and recorded by yours truly Patreon (vote in polls, get credited in videos, get early access, get bonus audios, and more): https://www.patreon.com/redactedasmr Paypal (if you're more of the one-time-tip kinda friendo [i'll put your (first) name in the end of the next video, just let me know if you wanna stay anonymous!]): https://paypal.me/redactedrecords Merch (aesthetically pleasing and painfully overthought): https://teespring.com/stores/redacted-asmr-apparel Discord (unbridled chaos and wholesome sweetness abound [16+]): https://discord.gg/PMKkpSK

Comments

Syn Unknown

So you've revealed your strongest boy.

Jamie Lynn

no... Cam, please let US help you... oh the feels!

Ethyt.h

I just cried the whole video 😭 Poor Cam I want to help so much 😭😭

PinkBoss Music

At the end, I shot up in my bed like “Wait! Hold on!” 😂

Lauren

PAAAAAAAIIIIIIIN 😭😭😭 This was SO well done, holy shit. But it HURT. What’s gonna happen when all that grief swallows him whole? 🥺

Sierra

I’m crying and in so much pain right now 😭 this man just wants to help and bring people peace, help them through their pain and help them forget everything bad that has happened to them but at the same time just him remembering all those memories that have happened just to help and they’re pain effects on him so much this poor baby I just wanna help you at any cost..... please.... 😭 give me a chance to take away your pain. omg my heart hurts this is so emotionally powerful and amazing! You made me appreciate this character so much and I just... I’m speechless and emotional rn 🙈 also Aw wow that’s so sweet 😱☺️you’re welcome on the tip! You deserve it honestly you’re incredible 💙

justsomepancakes

CAMELO 👏 PARDALIS 👏. YOU GET RIGHT BACK HERE, BUCKO. Let someone help you, omyfuckingcheezits. Do NOT TAKE ALL OF THIS ON - he’s over here doin a big freak out and I just want to demon a demon SO BADLY. Oh, to eat a certain demons already-eaten-memories and TAKE THEM away so he doesn’t hurt .... but how ironic, because that is how he feels about everyone and SWEET BABY’s RAY’s that’s the whole mess now. AND IT’s STARTING TO FEEL LIKE A MESS. Someone help him *sobs.* Plz

Sin_Nerd

😭, just so you know, i have a big ass stuffed sheep that i hugged the living hell out of during this. God this was emotional. What a send off for that video series.

Char

lifeisspaghetti11

*casually holds butcher knife* I just wanna have a little chat with Vega...

Metagirl0201

Towards the ending I just kept thinking “not every problem can be solved, sometimes it’s enough to vent to someone and just let them listen, Cam. Please don’t modify the therapists memories, it’s better to continue seeing them because if you stop going to therapy when you need it you’ll only get worse”

Aiton

I condemn Vega's actions just as much and feel for cam but can we please not discuss murdering Vega. 8)

Sunny Cloud

I'm ready to get EMOTIONAL!!!!

Doll Face

This had me in tears. The pain was so real. I wanna hug Cam. God bless the heart . Sending hugs toward Cam.

Tea Czarownica

ah abuse, violence, angst, distress and crying. my favourite tags to see. you are spoiling us today <3

HonyB

He needs Calum

Origene

Fucking OOOW...Cam🥺 To have to experience every memory he erases in vivid detail and for the memories to become his alone...his strength is unparalleled. “I’m not fine, but I will be...I have to be” That broke me. It’s okay to not be okay and you don’t have to carry this alone, Cam 😭 I know that’s probably the method he’s always gone by, but I really hope that eventually he’ll let someone help HIM. And does so without knocking them out later, but y’know...baby steps. Erik, I’ve said it a bunch and I’ll say it again: You are amazing! I imagine this couldn’t have been an easy mindset to get into, so I offer you a virtual hug with consent if needed 💖 And a consensual viritual hug to everyone else here that needs one 😊

Magicalfirebunny

Tell me why I screamed ‘is that Lovely’s therapist?’ When Cam revealed that the listener was a therapist in a magic university or did I hear it wrong?

Meh-meh-meh

I just want to give him a hug!

Sierra

Wait hold on- 👀👀👀

Wallflowerloud

Bringing a flamethrower. In case you know, he might get cold or something....

MadnessInABox

Ok... First, if given the choice, even if it meant living with the memories, I wouldn’t allow Cam to take them. Even if it wasn’t that they became his memories and was just brief secondhand exposure to them, I wouldn’t wish those memories on anyone. Second, if I was a therapist for a bunch of magical beings, like empathy and serenity demons, I’d be real mad if I ever suspected they’d altered my memories. Like excuse me, I chose to become a therapist, you goon, to magic people... I already decided to take on that burden. Lastly, I loved this. It made me terribly sad and then real frustrated right at the end and I was yelling at the open air about it.

☆•RedRiot•☆

This was so heartbreaking to hear.. knowing he keeps the memories just so no one else has to bear that fate. I felt for him 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I really cried for him. Really really well done ❤❤❤

Litlkim

YES! I instantly thought the same thing 👍🏻 I know there has to be many therapists at a school that big, but the thought still flashed in my head 😁

Denise

That was heartbreaking. Poor guy:(

aimee

oh no not my butterfly pls 🥺

Char

Good idea. Wouldn't want him to get cold. We could roast... marshmallows. Yeah, marshmallows...

Dee Dee

You know. As I am listening to this, my emotions are following and empathetic with Cam. And while I am pulled to the verge of those emotions physically manifesting, my physical doesn't take that leap to cry. . . and it's not that I'm trying NOT to cry, I'm feeling it welling up, I do. But that is as far as my physical takes it. And it disappears. . . This has been a trait of me that has always frustrated me the most. . . Is there something wrong with me??

Kathy Mc

Erik, I lay a crown and laurels at your feet. This was so emotionally draining for me, I don't know how you did it. I don't know how you wrote it without dissolving into heart-wrenching trauma. You are a master at your craft and I'm in awe and can only say "thank you" for blessing us with your talent. I need to go have a stiff drink now. You have one too. You deserve it.😭😭😭😭💞💞