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Aneshka Waters

I mean I just want it because I love Gavin

Aneshka Waters

If all the boys were real, I would end up with either Gavin or Sam

thespacebetweenmystars

right?? like of course i love him being all sultry and seductive as much as the next person but hearing him so soft and vulnerable and genuinely happy?? oh hey look they're selling free tears of joy with these butterflies, what a steal!

k4h470

“you make home feel like what happy people mean when they use that word” makes me actually want to cry jesus

Shae D'Amora

This is one of my absolute favorites. I always come back to it when I just want to feel loved and seen and cared for. Gavin's character is just beautiful. 💜

malika.

I come back to this one as well. It's just so beautiful. Like the characterization here? Gavin has had to hide his feelings behind innuendos, been told that he's only worth one thing, will only ever amount to one thing. For him to feel safe enough to let himself be vulnerable (Freelancer even doing a check-in), for Freelancer to bring him comfort, for them to make him feel like he is more than what he's been told for so long. Him being brought to the brink of tears just admitting how absolutely in love he is with Freelancer. And I wonder how long he's been grappling with realizing and admitting that love (especially with how it seems as though people may have made him feel unlovable throughout his life). The long pause just to kiss Freelancer over and over gently once he's inside them, a position being his favorite in part because he can look them in the eyes, and that soft, heartbreaking noise he makes when they say 'I love you' unprompted for the first time (that last one always gets me). They both clearly feel seen and safe and loved with each other and it's embedded into every millisecond of this. Saccharine paragraphs are prob not what BAs are meant to evoke ever lmao, but this such a gorgeous, character arc-driven (like I genuinely feel like a listener would miss out on a major point of his character development if they couldn't/didn't want to listen to this), and loving audio that I can't help it lol.

KaiAndEphie

🥲🥺 This wasn't sex, this was making ❤love❤

Jules13

Alll the damn feels💖💖💖

RedWillow

Jfc. Anyone else end up in fuckin tears? 🥺 God damnit Erik.

Cyma Hana

New listener here (adore Gavin so much). But are you doing better? I’ve been there before, let me know if you’re comfortable with that!

Cyma Hana

Where can I get myself a Gavin? 😭

Icecream4depression

I’m doing ok. I’ve gotten connected with my local lgbtq community through volunteer work and spend a lot of time building my support network outside of my marriage. I’m sad sometimes knowing that it’s possible that this won’t work out and knowing I will stay regardless to support my kid. I’m not sacrificing my life anymore though. Life has so many kinds of love to share and I have so many beautiful friends in my life now. People who have dropped everything for me when I needed them. At 35 I’m finally where I belong.

Jules13

Seven eleven maybe?

RedWillow

🤔 I wonder if Erik will ever give us a BA for the "Make up" bdsm scene? 👀👀👀🧐

Jules13

We neither (Germany)

ohmisskaimii

Crying screaming throwing up over this beautiful man.

Nocogo12

Eii, fellow deutscher Bürger 😂

Eris Storm

Note over here making the most random squeaky animal noises when he confessed his love!

Eris Storm

For me it would be Gavin or Huxley! (Huxley is a sugar cookie of a guy!) I still have a thing for Ivan. Especially since the voicemail audio of him now that he’s not possessed and is back with Baby 1!

picklebums

here to pay tribute to the poly gods in honor of the MAAM crew. i WILL find a latin curse that will make it happen irdc

Frose

oh god

Vampsoul

Back at it again, making my day better.

Nymph

34 minutes?! Oh yes 🤤

Amunet The Fox

Released while I’m at work?! I’m not okay.

Eevee S

I'm glad I work alone 🤣.

Lina Mellbo Cedermyr

I can wait 34 minutes before going to sleep. Will be totally worth it 😍😍

Anonymous

Sir, I am at WORK!!! I can't wait for this ride home.🥲🥲🥲🥲🤡

luce

I AM SITTING HERE. I AM A PUDDLE OF EMOTION. SHAKES MY FIST HOW DARE U DO THIS *thank u sm omg this is lovely*

undeniablyEmily

Gavin is so special. The build and development is unparalleled. I love him SO much. 💜

chloe

Ahhhhhh emotions!!!! I love it so much 😍💘 HE SAID THE WORDS

blossomhazed

I’ll be sure to give this a listen later tonight after work 😉💕

Frose

OK so this is a masterpiece

Pan

AHHHHH!!!! Love it so much!

Meg

That I love you too, my heart is so full, I did not know fictional characters could do this to me, but thank you

V

oh god, i cried. i cried a lot. this was actually so beautiful

Kel

The amount of tears

Maariyaah

“I’ve tasted every kind of ecstasy - but yours is the one that sets my heart on fire.”🔥❤️ I was not prepared for this, but this overall confession was beautiful, my feelings have spilled all over the floor😭❤️Excuse me while I go find a mop.

kayluna

I wasnt ready.

Dorkypocky

Oooo I was waiting for this one! 😍🥰

Charlene Williams

You can hear Gavin's emotions. Beautifully done.

Eleanor Curtis

This was so amazingly beautiful omg.🥺😭 👌🏻

Syn Unknown

First of all sir, I require my emotions back. I can't even begin to put into words what this made me feel. No one tells stories like you. Thank you so much Erik. ^^ ♡

Char

Oh my god that was too damn sweet... Plz excuse me while I cry for joy 😭

Mellissa

So beautifully vulnerable… I love it! 😘

Cen

This made me honestly cry... (still crying) out of all the asmrs i think this one was the one that touched me the most, by far. When Gavin suddenly showed his discomfort and his pain i just wanted to hold him and protect him... it is a really sad phenomenon that through sexist patterns and gender roles, men often get inderectly teached to connect their sexual side with self worth, attractiveness, and their manliness, theres almost no room for them to talk about their vulnerable feelings, about their vulnerable and soft feelings and insecurities. To just be held and taken care of in their vulnerability. When sex is not about proving talents or other things and focusing, but just authentically showing and exchanging true emotions (not just romantical, i also think this counts for all kinda relationships) its the most beautiful satisfying and connecting. And manliness is not about not being vulnerable, but being confident even in your vulnerability and vulnerable sides. I loved this 👏🏻💯

Katie

Well I definitely will now be dying happy

Tiffany

I liked this Gavin audio much more than the last one because of the authenticity. If only every experience could be open and honest like this. And he actually said "I love you" to the Freelancer!!

Cen

And besides of that, the sweet way FL took care of Gavin and how loving and sweet this all was... it felt so intimate and pure and light and hkvknkbhjg. How it showed a completely new but lovely side of him. Gavin deserves all of that sweet affection and i hope FL takes good care of them 💖

Alexandra R

I appreciate this so much as a rope bunny sub...like yes thank you this is literal magic

Mimble

Oh, wow. Okay, I- I was NOT prepared for how incredibly MOVING this was. Like, I'm genuinely having a hard time trying to articulate just how floored I am. The emotion, the way he dropped out of Dom mode, the gorgeous syntax- The delivery of his confession knocked the wind out of me. And I don't mean that figuratively, I literally forgot to breathe. That's how powerful it was. And it brought me to tears. Erik, I can honestly say, without any embellishment, that you are THE BEST asmrtist I've ever had the pleasure of listening to. You're absolutely incredible and I'm so grateful to have stumbled across your universe. Welp, now I gotta go cry about how relationships anywhere NEAR this loving are next to impossible to find in real life. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

LucyM.

Ok now, this was EVERYTHING and then some. OMG

Louisa

I literally gasped and cried when he said “I love you” ahhhhhhhh this is my favorite audio of all, a freaking masterpiece 🥰

Cen

Everything about this confession was so pure and lovely, it made me cry. I did not think i could love gavin any more more but here we are

Anonymous

Okay....I had to pause and collect myself before I drive because that first was line was just....😵☠️💘🤡😭🥺😳 Okay back to it ...Wish me luck

Tiffany

Such beautiful writing!! "No blindfolds, no binding...I wanna see those beautiful eyes of yours...You can bring an incubus to his knees...Do you know the kind of power you have...When I'm with you, I feel like I'm home. More than that actually. Being with you changes what home means...You are a place where I feel true. I feel like an incredible weight has been lifted. Afterglow doesn't even begin to describe it. You are wonderful, Freelancer. The light in my heart."

1Slightly_Mad1

I’m a… complicated person. Usually I’m content with not dating and such, but there are moments where I have a small breakdown because I just want someone to say they love me and hold me and care like a S/O. To hear Gavin, the character I joined all of this for, say, “I love you” in such a meaningful and beautiful way, I was an instant mess of tears. And it didn’t help that my family had just finished making dinner after the whole confession 😅. Thank you so much for this beautiful audio. I’m going to cherish it forever. ❤️😊

VonBunny87

I had a legit mini freak out when I saw both notifications, and justifiably so....this was amazing!!!

Dee Dee

He said it!!!! 💜💜💜💜😍😍😍😍

Dany_Girl

Finally! 🥰 my feels. This was amazing!

lucy

okay so i just listened n i’m gunna have to listen again to properly process that. i have 0 words. you’ve done it again. that was so amazingly written and voiced. i’ve been excited for a gavin confession for months now and you truly exceeded all my hopes and expectations <3

DarienOppal

I'm sobbing, I love him so much - that he took us out of the moment to be vulnerable and open makes my heart ache and aHHHHHH - he desERVES THE WORLD

Reign

This confession is everything I could ever ask from Gavin 😭

Moss

This is literally the best birthday gift ever oh my god I’m crying 😭😭😭

Quill

i am literally crying this was the best audio ever. my heart is so full of love rn

BlackViolet

🥺🥰💜 *happy sigh* Yes, this is perfect. Gavin is just perfect as he is. Thank you so much, Erik.

Katrina Rainsong

Did I squeal like a schoolgirl at that first "I love you"? Yes! Yes I fucking did, shamelessly! Oh lord this was just... just everything! My words- of-affirmation-love-language self is just completely wrecked in the best way!

Abby

Maaan…something bad is gonna happen after this isn’t it? Everything’s a little too perfect…

Icarus

im 🥺🥺🥺

whatevorzclever

Ah, my fave combo: heart feels AND pants feels

Domini Moonbeam

And here I thought I couldn't adore Gavin any more than I already did...

Wallflowerloud

Hey, remember the time when Erik decided to celebrate his one year anniversary with us by luring us into a thirst trap to disguise his plan to glue all our hearts together so we can never, ever, ever unsubscribe or leave his magical universe? 🥺🤭😍♥️

Eves Clawthorne

Don't mind me I just happy cried and felt sexy at the same time for 34 minutes, so much love in this!

Starlena Scarlet

So, essentially all I heard was: Us: you okay? Gavin: No. No, I’m not okay Us: What’s wrong? Gavin: I caught feelings!

☆•RedRiot•☆

This confession was so beautiful and the sensual moment we have with him was everything I absolutely loved. Such a sexual experience!

ash

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

Spookygirl26

This is my favourite confession hands down, when he says “I’ve tasted every kind of ecstasy - but yours is the one that sets my heart on fire.” 🔥🥺💕

Mei Callum

got me crying in the club rn 🥺

Bonnie

Gavin's been showing hints of sweetness the whole time, and he's definitely been hinting at his feelings for a little while now. I'd been waiting for the confession, and it was everything I've come to expect from Erik and then some. I've been emotionally demolished, and I may never recover.

Zahra HD

i can't even say anything rn except thank you 😭

Clyde Jackson

After hearing this is made my day so much more and it made me feel better on so many levels thank you for making this and being you

ash

i- i’m still :’) but oh my. THIS. this is LOVE. the pause in their play, the communication, gavin being so emotionally available i- AAAAAAAAA- THE I LOVE YOU and then they make love. i’m in love.

ash

sex can be so intimate, and erik, you captured that perfectly. your ability to create these atmospheres is seriously beautiful and the love exuding from this was palpable

ash

nope, no, neverrrrr, absolutely not- right? please

Emma JW

This is amazing. Thank you Erik. ❤️

Lauren

Oh my _god_, that was beautiful.

stellarshakes

I'm glad to see everyone loving the writing & character development so much (as well they should bc that confession had me weak at the knees & those lovely outpourings were better than wedding vows) but also those moans towards the end??? Hello?? That was a whole new level of acting 😳🔥💕

HyperShark17

Fuck that was so wholesome 🥺🥺❤️

Kathy Mc

Erik, I don't think there are enough words in the English language to say how outstanding this audio is. The raw emotion, the heartfelt confession, the tearful vulnerability, the gut-wrenching realness....I think you are the best writer and performer I've ever heard. Thank God I found you this past year. It's like going to another world every week and being immersed in all the emotions known to man and coming away a better person at the end. It's a rare gift and you have it. You are the light in my heart!💖💖💖💕💕💕

MJ_1700

Amazing Erik, the love and compassion you are able to put into the characters are amazing. My heart is singing ♥️

Toxic_Persephone

So much love and affection… 🥺 It’s everything I could have wished for. I’m sure it’s everything a lot of us could ever wish for. Thank you, Erik

Kusymre

Aaaaand now I'm crying. From the moment Gavin stayed that first night, I knew there was something there. I just adore him. This was a fun story arc with great pacing, Erik. Thank you.

SaraJSweetheart

This was such splendid acting, that you could actually FEEL that you were making love to Gavin as a loving partner, as opposed to having sex with him as an incubus. Not an easy thing to do - well done! (PS This was EXACTLY what I needed to cheer me up after my beloved kitty/best fur friend of 16 years passed away, thank you x)

Anna

Just when I thought my standards couldn't get any higher.

Lady Bugg

Well. I need to go back and listen to the whole story of this character, cause I have not. But I have concluded I'd cut someone for Gavin. My god this is incredible. Amazing job! 👏👏👏

SaraJSweetheart

Out of interest, What are peoples Gavin headcanon's?

SaraJSweetheart

The line "You make home feel like...what happy people mean when they use that word" broke my heart, cause it implies Gavin hasnt been happy (probably for a long time).....

Northstar

His eyes glow magenta when he uses his powers or get particularly lusty

Northstar

You are so precious Gavin I cannot—

Northstar

Redacted verse boys who would most likely marry their S/O | Mate GO

SaraJSweetheart

Petetion for a Lasko/Gavin NSFW flashback audio :P

SaraJSweetheart

Difficult to say.....Lasko is romantic, but too shy to propose, Damien probably would go into a rant about how marriage is a partiarchical concept, I dont know Huxley too well, so Id actually go with Gavin! (although he would NEVER imagine himself getting married until he met the listener)

SaraJSweetheart

ohhhh! i like that idea! Magenta would suit him too

LokiAce

All of the wolf boys + Vincent have claimed their S.O.'s as their mates. Imho, that word in their culture carries more weight than marriage typically does in humans culture. When you're a mate there is no divorce...typically.

mela.ncholy.kaleidoscope

the wolf boys and the vamps...Because their concept of 'mate' has a deeper meaning than any human has with the term 'partner' or 'marriage'. But out of the Freelancer's boys...Gavin 100%, or Huxley

mela.ncholy.kaleidoscope

Okay....Okay...to have someone, who can literally BE WITH anyone they choose...To choose you?! You out of every.single.person they have EVER had sex with, which is a lot for Gavin!? A Sex demon has committed to using your pleasure as his lifetime supply of ENERGY, in return, he relies on you, LITERALLY, as his life force!?!? SO ROMANTIC

Noel Robertson

🥺😢😭🤧... 🥰🥰🥰 ONE. GAVIN IS ONE. PERIOD.

S

Anyone else just ADORE the way Gavin laughs when he finishes? You can just imagine him smiling! I feel like it would be easy for sex to just become a routine physical release for him as an incubus but when he laughs it just shows he actually enjoys being with the Freelancer💕💕💕

Nikki Quiñonez

My standards are way to high now. I’m gonna be single forever

Northstar

I’m relistening to the Audio and want to know if I’m the only one who caught the “mine” slipped in

SebCastellanYES

I cried. I fucking cried. Are you happy now? God damn this was beautiful. I came here expecting like yay fun happy sexy times and left with my heart bursting with love and a runny nose. I know that feeling of being at home anywhere as long as it’s with a certain person and sometimes I feel like I’m never gonna feel that with anyone again and it hurts but now I’ll just come here and cry. I felt this in my fucking soul and I was not ready. This was amazing. 10/10 would curl up in the fetal position and leak from my eyes again.

mela.ncholy.kaleidoscope

I'm having alot of trouble being intimate again after a bad break up, so this was nice. I go to this every time I need some help.

Lady Amaya

Ok so I’ve never listened to this one. To be honest Gavin was never one of my favorites. But you said something that I liked a lot. Something described in a way that’s different and I commend that, Eric. You make home feel the way it does when happy people use that word. Very nice. Thank you.

Lady Amaya

Sorry that was auto correct... I do know how to spell your name :(

RainyDay

Listening through this more than once, I could pick up where he starts dropping before he asks to stop..gods the acting is so good

DJ Wood

Soooooo what vampire can we get to bite us to ensure an eternity with Gavin? 🥰

ejunkiette

Absolutely gorgeous writing and character development for the handsome devil himself 🥺♥️

mikeybeans

who’s cutting onions… wHOS CUTTING THE DAMN ONIONS

RainyDay

I havent stopped thinking about this comment since I read it 😭 it's TRUE! I'm daydreaming about an audio where the freelancer has to be away for a few days and he's kind of worn out when we get back, and he's either super dominant and hungry or we get to "take care" or him, I can't decide which would be better 😏

rizz

fucking same i have been so fragilized goddamn

RainyDay

I was talking to one of my friends about Gavin and his development, and in doing so I kind of put into words one of the nebulous feelings I've had about him and his story for a long time. It would've been very easy, I think, for his particular conflict with himself to come out sex-negative on accident. He struggles with what he is and he is at odds with most other sex demons because of this, but the facet of him that comes to light a little more in this audio, that he does objectively enjoy sex and finds fulfillment in what his powers can do for people, is so skillful and such a GOOD addition. I feel that a less skilled writer might have fallen into the trap of "having casual sex is so unfulfilling and now i must learn to have real relationships in order to be happy" but for Gavin, it's not the fact that he's not forming a deep relationship with everyone he feeds on that's leaving him unsatisfied, it's that people assume that sex is all there is to him. He knows that being flirted with and having sex, even casually, can be very cathartic for people and he LIKES that! Even when he's involved with the freelancer, he still likes riling up people around him, and the freelancer doesn't respond with jealousy. It would've been easy for Gavin to have a bad relationship with sex, or for him to "settle down" once he entered a relationship with Freelancer. It would've been easy to make the freelancer jealous and to have that be a source of conflict. But I'm so glad we didn't go down either of those routes, it's so much more interesting for his character and his relationship to the listener be the way it is, and it makes Gavin my favorite. Thanks for coming to my TEDtalk lmao, I have a lot of feelings about our spicy demon boi :3

EmSterling93

I blame Gavin for my expectations being so damn high lol

Chlorine

You said love ALOT in that paragraph. But yeah that just proves how much love there is :)

picklebums

there’s no way his nails aren’t painted there’s just no way

SaraJSweetheart

A guy who believes in empathic consent, open and honest communication in the bedroom about needs, desires, and wants? This shouldn't be a high expectation, this SHOULD be standard default!

SaraJSweetheart

100%. He's secure in his sexuality, therefore isnt afraid to experiment with a bit of eyeliner here, a crop top there, maybe even a piercing; and ofc, his nails are NO basic bitch chipped black polish, they are AKWATS perfectly manicured, and though black is his colour of choice, he isn't scared to also dabble in a bit if cobalt blue, sex red, or even hot pink if he's feeling PARTICULARLY flirty (well, more flirty than usual anyway :P)

Sheridan Hall

"Like what happy people mean when they use that word" Oh my god I love Gavin ❤️

Dawn

"Being with you changes what home means." Sir. SIR. I did NOT sign up to get teary over this! I love them all so much and the writing, the acting, it's just...it really is beautiful <3 All of the episodes are SO good and your talent is something I don't really have words for. Bravo!

Carmilla Dragyns

All those in favor of giving this beautiful bean all the hugs, say "Aye!" Freaking Aye, from me, dang it! TwT

Casualmonster

I didnt expect that twist, but it was beautiful. My heart just fucking threw itself over a cliff when Gavin said "I love you" ❤ Also Idk why, but I love all the "thank yous" in these videos.

Sheridan Hall

The palpable breath of relief when they say I love you back. It's so beautiful 😍

Glitter Goblin

no matter how many times i listen to this the line "you make home feel like what happy people mean when they use that word" fucking DESTROYS me 😭💖

SebCastellanYES

I’m listening again because I was listening to the darker audios and thought I needed sweetness and love but why does this make me cry and claw at the flesh over my heart and the darker shit is like a comfort. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. WHY DO GOOD THINGS HURT ME. I haven’t listened to this audio in a long time and it still rips me up. Oh my god help. Gavin’s confession is like acid in my brain and I’m dying. His little soft laughs and how he carefully seems to pick each word before he says them. Im melting. If he says “I love you” one more time I’m going to fucking OW MY HEART

Anonymous

I agree gavin breaks me in ways people can’t he’s so special 😭😭😭

Icecream4depression

I cried because I relate to Gavin so much. It feels like I’ll never have a person who makes me feel like I’m home. I want love and deep conversation, but I’m married and it will never be.

roro bb

I wasn't expecting to cry but I did! Gavin wasn't a character I thought would be my favourite but as soon as I started binging his audios I fell more and more in love. The way he shares his feelings is so gentle and honest it melted my heart! He 100% more than just a sex demon! ( on a side note I really appreciate the dedication you give to all the characters! Even their moans sound different and that adds so much more to the experience!)

Icecream4depression

I’m know, but I put feeling safe over anything else after escalating abusive relationships. I love so deeply, but being with someone who has opposite coping skills hurts.

SaraJSweetheart

Revisiting old audios and I saw this comment, I would really like to know how you're doing now? (Because I'm now in the same situation as you were, my relationship was fantastic to start with, but now I feel the love and the depth has gone....I guess I need to know if there's light at the end of the tunnel, or if that's just a trash fire I'm heading towards at full speed and need to bail before i get FULLY burnt...)

just a pebble in a pond

I genuinely mean this in a caring way but if you aren't going to therapy and can afford it, I would recommend. Couple therapy too.

Icecream4depression

Not doing great, but I’m working on uncovering some csa trauma and getting ready to really deal with my codependency issues.

Icecream4depression

Thanks I appreciate it. I’m in therapy and have been on and off since 13. Cptsd depression anxiety have brought me to many dark places. I’m coming up for air enough to start healing some I think. I’m afraid to get better because I know it will change things.

thespacebetweenmystars

came back to Gavin and this beautiful audio after going on a big journey through your channel to catch up on all the other characters and man, i really do love the vast majority of your characters (the ones we're supposed to love at least) because you are just an incredibly talented writer and really amazing at creating lovable characters but, even after discovering so many others, i'm still coming back to Gavin with him being my absolute favourite. his deep, passionate, devoted way of loving and his gentle, sincere, caring nature that he only gradually reveals to the people he trusts just hit me in a way that none of the others so far have. i love that he is flirty and playful and no one is safe from his attempts to fluster you but he always knows when Freelancer needs him to be serious. i love that he is deeply respectful and always mindful of Freelancer's trust and their boundaries. i love how much he's developed since the first time we met him in the 7/11 and while i absolutely get butterflies whenever he's whispering his sweet nothings into our ears with that smooth, sultry voice, i also love the more wholesome, protective, guardian-like side of him that we see when he's talking to Caelum. a lot of the characters make me feel really nice, their stories are super entertaining and i love listening to their audios as much as the next person, but Gavin has a unique way of making me feel safe, cherished, comforted, and so, so loved. it's like he himself said really, it feels like coming home. i really never thought my next fictional love would be an Incubus with a heart of gold but here we are and i'm really happy i found him ❤️

thespacebetweenmystars

guess who's back ONCE AGAIN lmao, Erik if you see this, absolutely no pressure and please do everything on your own schedule (there's no need to throw Echo onto our asses again) BUT if you ask me, i think it's high time for another age-restricted Gavin audio because the thing that always gets me in this one is that this is where that beautiful trust and openness and that deep emotional bond between Gavin and FL starts to fully show itself and this was only the FIRST "i love you"!! the love that these two have for each other has grown SO much stronger and deeper since then and i am literally begging you, i NEED that tenderness and that deep intimacy in my life PLEASE

thespacebetweenmystars

on another note, i somehow didn't remember that Gavin says "you are the light in my heart", hello??? i am a pile of mush god damn it Gavin MARRY ME ALREADY