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Trigger Warnings: [disassociation/depersonalization][character angst][emotional distress][references to trauma][references to fictional tragedy and loss of life]

Big thank you to Hedral Wyrdsmythe for reprising the role of William! Be sure to check out the D&D podcast he's a part of:https://www.utopiadndpodcast.com/

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ASMR | Turned Into a Vampire By Your Boyfriend (Ft. @Hedral Wyrdsmythe) [M4A] [Post-Inversion]

it's a long road ahead Trigger Warnings: [disassociation/depersonalization][character angst][emotional distress][references to trauma][references to fictional tragedy and loss of life] --- Big thank you to my friend Hedral for reprising the role of William! Hedral is part of an awesome D&D podcast called the Utopia Dungeons and Dragons Podcast that you should definitely check out, and he's got a channel here on Youtube as well! https://www.utopiadndpodcast.com/ @Hedral Wyrdsmythe https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF0vWSXn7kjhtH-yV3MEwnQ Aftershock may be over, but the road to recovery certainly isn't. The effects of all of this will continue to be felt throughout these storylines. These were some of the immediate impacts directly in the wake of the disaster for some of the characters, but these are just a first step in a marathon, one that, just like in real life, isn't going to be linear. We won't see every step in that-- the pitfalls and high points and the unglamorous-but-incredibly-important stretches in between, where it's just making it from day to day-- but amongst the greater narratives unfolding on this channel, we'll continue to see that process of trying to get back to "normal", while still being honest to the fact that that will be a lot easier said than done, especially for some of these characters. That said, there are also a lot of other plots on this channel that have been on the backburner in favor of these arcs, and they need to get some attention again. So expect in the immediate future to see some of those other narratives get some love before we get back to these characters. And I know a lot of people have asked about Sam; he's not forgotten in all this. We'll absolutely be seeing how he's doing with all this before too long. --- written and recorded by yours truly Patreon (vote in polls, get credited in videos, get early access, get bonus audios, and more): https://www.patreon.com/redactedasmr Paypal (if you're more of the one-time-tip kinda friendo [i'll put your (first) name in the end of the next video, just let me know if you wanna stay anonymous!]): https://paypal.me/redactedrecords Merch: https://teespring.com/stores/redacted-asmr-apparel Discord (18+, SFW): https://discord.gg/PMKkpSK This original content has been created exclusively for this YouTube channel. No permission for this copywritten audio to be distributed, copied, shared, or plagiarized is granted to any person, organization, or entity.

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mouse

Sobbing, screaming, banging my head against the wall.

Misty-Dawn

You're playing with our emotions now. I.... I don't know the right words to say about this absolute masterpiece. Just Erik you've out done yourself again.

Sara Khayat

Erik i hate you for what you've done... but god you've outdone yourself and I'm sobbing 😭

Nexus

I had assumed that Vincent would ask William to invoke him, during the inversion. But the whole thing about him asking William to make it so he can’t lie to lovely in return……my heart…it hurts </3 Erik you have outdone yourself again! Can’t wait to see how their relationship will go from here! <3

☆•RedRiot•☆

Oh gosh I was waiting on Vincent and lovely.... it's really gonna be forever for the both of them now 🥺🥺❤❤❤ Vincent not wanting to lie to them and vice versa despite being her maker.. it was a super sweet touch. I cried for them. I can't get enough of the raw emotions each audio has been portraying to our boys. 100/10 Erik. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

CShirSalad

What a {Lovely} birthday present to me 😆❤️

J

this is such a good description of depersonalisation!! i feel people rarely manage to really word how it feels but you did it so beautifully <3

Eves Clawthorne

We all know how much of Will simp I am so it was great to hear him again! I always love how Vincent comforts and explains things and the whole thing about how they won't be able to lie to each other got me right in the heart! Although not as intense I relate to this when I realized I wasn't straight and having to leave that safety net of being straight to be who I really was inside and out.

Lily

OH MAN HERE WE ARE always nice to hear from william again! i want to say i'm surprised vincent asked for his ability to invoke lovely be taken, but, i mean...he's vincent. of course he doesn't want that kind of power over them. even when lovely was an energetic, he's always been super clear about the fact that he doesn't want their relationship to be unbalanced. he's a genuinely good guy, and while of course the situation isn't ideal, he'll be a good maker figure. not that the situations are exactly the same, but lovely's already got some practice with having to go through a huge change and deal with all the fallout: they've still got vincent—and the rest of the clan, now—by their side, and while of course the circumstances of their turning weren't ideal (just what the two of them need: more trauma!), it seems like we're doing everything to make the best out of a not-great situation. this is definitely something that'll have super huge ramifications later, but for now, we're really on a second-to-second timeline. they've got all the time in the world now, so we'll just have to wait and see how things play out as time passes. absolutely incredible work as always!! i can't believe aftershock is already over: it feels like it started yesterday!

Joker Fan

Damn no Valentines episode this year because everyone almost died like a week a ago 💀 but Vincent is why my standards will CONTINUE and ALWAYS be high. Great job as always Erik <3

lucy

i find it so hard to describe what depersonalisation is like but u managed it so well 🥺 also it’s always nice to hear from william!

Aaliyah Ward

My God… this one got me. The importance of equality and consent for Vincent is one of his biggest characteristics, and I didn’t doubt for a second he’d have Will take his ability to invoke Lovely. However, I wasn’t expecting him to also ask Will for the inability to lie to Lovely. That must be comforting for Lovely, knowing that their free will still matters to Vincent. And the dissociation/depersonalization 😮‍💨 (perfectly explained btw). A reality I’m quite familiar with. It’s unsettling realizing irl that I’ve “separated” from my body, so I can only imagine how jarring that is for a newborn. It’ll get easier in time, but the thought of that looming possibility makes me feel awful for the vamps. Another week of eventful, emotional, and lore-filled videos. Grateful to hear Hedral as Will again, and Erik, you’ve truly outdone yourself. It’s been an honor to see you & this channel grow for the past (almost) 2 years (:

Eleanor Curtis

God this was even better then I thought it would be. U really r amazing at this Erik 😌👌🏻

Official Caelina

❤️ I cried listing to this beautiful audio I cannot explain how beautiful this is you did an amazing job Erik 🥺

Michelle Rodriguez

1. I called it! 2. It’s interesting to see how much Vincent has grown. This was very sweet

ouchduke

Sad for lovely.. to be considered a weak human, then to get powers when they needed them most was already tough but now they will need to learn how to have new abilities. I hope they don’t feel weak again and that Vincent can help them see the beauty of their new vampiric abilities

Audrey

I’ve been waiting so long for this one! 🥺

CaperBelle Audios 💘

One word, Erik: 'Goosebumps'. It says it all about everything that went into this. Thank you for everything. ❤️🦋x

Victoria N

My sweet, sweet Vincent ❤️ This was absolutely spectacular. The way he cried with Will tore my heart into pieces, and he loves Lovely so much I can almost physically feel it. So so so so good ❤️❤️❤️

Patrish_ka

Vincent Solair: Consent King

Frenchie

I squeaked when I heard Will’s name and again when King Vamp Himself appeared.

MayTheDreadWolfTakeYou

I’ve managed not to cry at any of them but now this has done it 😭

purrlav

i must say, this was the video i was waiting for all week- i was extremely curious to see how lovely and vincent deal with this huge change, and i have to say that it is already starting out wonderfully. (granted, the circumstances under which this change had to happen aren’t the best *cough* but they’re making the best of it) vincent asking will to take that power away from him was so beautifully in character for him, his comforting words to lovely and his little reminder that there is no force whatsoever that lovely stays with him for all of eternity? wonderful we stan a king 💕

Aaliyah Ward

i love the way you wrote this ! Vincent’s my favorite, so ik how you feel having to wait all week to hear from him 😂

Eleanor Curtis

NOT ME WAITING FOR THIS ONE TO COME OUT ALL WEEK

RebeccaDW

With Sam missing in this line up, I've got a sneaking suspicion. Guess we'll see.

milo

i will lose my shit rebecca don’t play with me like that

RebeccaDW

Oh I have no idea, I'm just making a guess.