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ASMR | Your Demon Finally Tells You The Truth [M4A]

it's only a paper moon Trigger Warnings: [references to trauma and traumatic injuries to character] --- hope you all enjoy --- written and recorded by yours truly Patreon (vote in polls, get credited in videos, get early access, get bonus audios, and more): https://www.patreon.com/redactedasmr Paypal (if you're more of the one-time-tip kinda friendo [i'll put your (first) name in the end of the next video, just let me know if you wanna stay anonymous!]): https://paypal.me/redactedrecords Merch: https://teespring.com/stores/redacted-asmr-apparel Discord (18+, SFW): https://discord.gg/PMKkpSK This original content has been created exclusively for this YouTube channel. No permission for this copywritten audio to be distributed, copied, shared, or plagiarized is granted to any person, organization, or entity. Drone in D by Kevin MacLeod Link: https://incompetech.filmmusic.io/song/3680-drone-in-d License: https://filmmusic.io/standard-license

Comments

Rahaf

i can't explain how ready im

DaveysMate

My baby aviors time has come! 👀❤️

vittoria

Let me tell you - IM RUNNING! LETS GO! ✨

levi

I can't quite explain my feelings!!

Octavian

Yo it's 2am let's GO

Jo G

46 minutes 👀

Octavian

WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED

Multiduel

AS IM LEAVING FOR WORK!!! Now I’m gunna be thinking about this all day before I can listen

ohana

i can't sleep SO LET'S DO THIS WOOOO

Dolls- circus

Wow didn’t need my feeling hurt this early in the morning, lovely work as always

LadyoftheLake

Well I wasn’t expecting that and now I have to try and sleep? I didn’t think this through

Magicalfirebunny

I chose confession so I wouldn’t cry but no. This is the first video that has ever, ever, made me actually cry. Like this is like ‘amnesia to lovers’ but with extra steps and that cliffhanger left me almost screaming at 2am. Thank you for that.

Octavian

Erik, excuse me, hi 👋 this is brilliant. This is absolutely gripping me by my heart strings and I am losing it. Thank you for making Avior, for making this world. I appreciate the work you put into to making this, and Avior has just been one of my favorites (next to Sam). To see how the story evolves is fascinating. Please may both sides of your pillow be cold, and may you have green lights at every intersection.

Joker Fan

This actually broke me more than I think the inversion did ngl and that cliffhanger bro once again it's all Blake's fault

probably-a-crying-duck

I do believe him. I hope we get to tell him that. Honestly, I'm disturbed, but not angry. Who wouldn't have cracked in his situation? I myself doubt I would have lasted that long... Even the lying I can forgive smh. Let us smooch/hug him again plz he needs it

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Breathtakingly beautiful! Please tell me the 'he he' comment means there's a part 2! I don't want to put the book down! ❤️🦋x

Madam Smols

Holy shit......I dont think I have heard a more tragic love story than this. Like my heart literally fucking shattered for Avior

Eleanor Curtis

LITERALLY. I WANNA GIVE HIM A HUG SO BAD

Lithe :3c

avior is now my favorite character/storyline i cried like three times during this audio 😭

Whistler

The Meridian being this vengeful and twisted, sentient sort of entity??? THATS HORRIFYING. Avior‘s heart wasn’t the only one that was broken.. I am in shattered little sobbing pieces fuck. This is by far the most..thought provoking (?) sullen storyline yet, in my opinion. Facing an eternity to be alone or drag the one you love most down with you. Very much a “what would you do in this situation” ordeal. No ‘good’ conclusion (if one even at all)- but I’m glad they have each other.. our poor and caring Avior :((

Madam Smols

I dont think ive ever cried this hard over something fictional ive been crying for 20 minutes it was so beautiful but so tragic. Erik...you amazing beautiful bastard.. you did it again

Palilious

Erik. Hi. I’m going to need compensation for the whirlwind of emotions this video gave me. I’m not joking when I say this vid left me UPSET in the BEST way. Your acting is incredible and I was- am so tied into this story line. And the AUDACITY TO LEAVE IN ON A CLIFFHANGER. I’m going to need a serious happy ending by the end of this tornado. 10/10 will listen to again

Damren

Avior has truly become my favourite character. Your writing is astounding and I literally cannot wait for the next instalment. Please let them both have a happy ending ❤️😭

Damren

I’m literally crying my eyes out he loves starlight so much it hurts

Lily

OH SO YOU'RE JUST GONNA LEAVE IT LIKE THAT??? i had noticed that we were running RAPIDLY out of time (somehow: you make 45 minutes feel like a split second with such talented storytelling/acting!!), but i thought we'd at least get SOME kind of word from starlight! i swear, those two better be okay—it's a fucked up situation all around, but i can't blame avior one fucking bit. i couldn't even imagine that pressure, and caving under it only to realize that the person you fell in love with didn't know you at all. christ on a bike, you are SO good at this! jeez!! given that memories seem to be returning to starlight (which is good from the perspective that i was worried about; i thought for a second they might be glimpses into the future), and combined with the time / experiences they do have from this most recent loop, it feels like they've fallen (no pun intended) for avior again, and having more context would certainly solidify that. at the end of the day, this isn't either of their faults, and they're better off trying to deal with this insanity together for sure. who knows if project meridian / closeknit are actually involved with the irl meridian somehow, but this just proved without a shadow of a doubt that if that's true, they're in WAY over their heads. good god...fantastic job as always!!

Syd

God how could I ever be angry with him for that, anyone would’ve caved for worse reasons than he did. Please let us tell him we believe him, that we forgive him

Ellie

Ahhhhh omg if these two don’t end up together and free I’m gonna punch someone

lucy

my brain and heart are feeling and thinking all sorts of things rn, all i hope is that starlight gave him a big hug after all this <3

Leah

This was a masterpiece.. wow.

ejunkiette

This was SO GOOD. I love how this storyline is developing - the answers we were looking for! The CHOICES. One of the things I love about your demons/daemons is how HUMAN they are. Almost an amplification of it, really. Beautiful and emotive and just. very good. 👏👏

Eva137

This was amazing! All the feels!😭 just curious when the restricted audio will drop

Patrish_ka

Watched this at 3 am and had to step away and process. This was ALOT. And somehow I want more lol. My heart was breaking for Avior. Was anyone else screaming at their phone that they believed him????

teaseat

if these two dont get out and live a happy life in a new house together with a cat named little dipper and drink hot chocolate together on a winter night under one of their many shared blankets then what even is the point anymore

Siren

46mins? It felt like 15mins to me, I got so caught up in the confession, my emotions were all over the place,time slipped away, trying to make sense of it all. My mind and heart are in conflict with one another. Your asking us to trust you I- As someone who’s as stubborn as Starlight, you’d have to give me time to allow my mind and heart to align with one another to reach a decision and make sense of the situation. I don’t trust easily, lying once is enough for me. Trusting someone is like taking a leap of faith.

Rahaf

"this is why i didn't wanna bring you hear" ik what he meant now

Rahaf

YES

Rahaf

during the confession, and when his voice was breaking when he said "something broke in me ...." i criedddddd it was painful but i realized how much i love him and he had to go through all of that , my bébé 🥺😭

Rahaf

"my starlight" butterflies.

Official Caelina

I hope we forgave him and trust him again because he did have a good reason to do it 😭 again Thank you Erik for this incredible audio I’m literally in tears😪

Official Caelina

This is the reason why Avior Is one of my favorite characters

Aaliyah Ward

Fuck. This was dense, and complicated. I completely understand why Avior wanted time to think before he spoke with Starlight. We’ll have to see how Starlight feels, but I couldn’t be upset with Avior whatsoever after hearing all of that. Watching the person he fell in love with, living in slow-mo for him, while time was flying and all he could do was watch. Ugh ❤️‍🩹 All of the little details in the story made it even better. Well done!

bailey

literally half awake i opened my phone to watch this video and i didn’t even fall asleep listening to it. i was not prepared for that twist, so amazing. i’m seriously dying to see what happens next. poor avoir, my heart 🥺 i just need them to have a happy ending

Mikayla

I feel like I need to rewatch the whole thing knowing what I know now 🧍🏽‍♀️

Adena Folly

After the Avior video was announced there was some debate on what kind of confession it was going to be - one of love or of revealing a secret. Turns out the answer is YES. I listened to this while walking to work and when the big twist was revealed I was STRUGGLING to keep a straight face around passerby. This was amazing! I can't even imagine the kind of struggle he's gone through (and the listener too, of course), from practically sacrificing himself to protect them from the meridian, then the pain of bringing them back in and finding out they don't remember him at all, and finally them getting hurt in a similar way that he did. My mind is blown, thank you so much for such a deep and moving story!

Eleanor Curtis

SAME :’(. Bout to go back and re watch all his videos and C R Y

Gwen Finch

I was trying not to cry on my way to class while listening to this. This moved Avior so far up the favorite character list idek what to do. Sir you really have outdone yourself again

Sweepy

This means I have to go back and watch Avior’s series all over again with this knowledge, doesn’t it? 😭 I rewatched this immediately, and my heart BROKE when they kissed. Avior must’ve been so happy that they were that close again but yet so torn because Starlight didn’t know the truth at that point 😭 It’s such a tricky situation to be in for Starlight. I know when I was listening to it I was so torn. On the one hand, he did lie, and he did tear Starlight away from their chance at escape, but at the same time I can’t imagine how broken he was, how lonely and distraught he had to be to end up dragging the person he just wanted to keep safe back into this ‘hell’. He’s been internally struggling this whole time with his feelings and that’s utterly heartbreaking 💔 It was a twist I didn’t see coming at all. I thought maybe the dreams were what was to come, like visions, but I did NOT expect the truth! This is so well written, Erik. It’s such a tragic love story, and I eagerly await the next instalment in this series to see how Starlight takes this information. Will they go back to the Meridian to try and get some more answers? Will they still trust Avior? I can’t wait to see what happens 💕

kousenjuu

oh HELL yeah Erik. HELL FUCKIN' YEAH. Go off, my dude. Way to fuckin' go. What a masterpiece this story is.

Shana

Not gonna lie, I voted for comfort, but I'm glad that confession won cause this is a masterpiece. So much info to think over. I figured that there was something that was trying to take the listener, but damn, that?? Damn... Was not expecting that roller coaster of feelings. I honestly would forgive him without a doubt. Also explains a lot about how he seemed to be so caring so quickly. I definitely don't blame him for bringing the listener back in with him. I just hope they can figure out a way out. I can already imagine how happy he'll be if they can make it out of there.

Breanna Black

The phrase, "he's an idiot, but he's my idiot," springs to mind. Granted that would likely be preceded by Starlight's justified, barely contained fury, and the rightfully arduous task on Avior's part of gaining their trust for a thIRD time… That said, having a curious nature requires a person be open to accepting new information whether they understand it entirely or not. Avoir likely has complex trauma from this having been going on for two years, so how he processes things both logically and emotionally is unlikely to be entirely linear. Starlight's natural curiosity and apparent empathy towards Avior's situation (at least until this point) will likely help them find common ground again, but this whole mess has gone from traumatic to 👋🌈🌟 traumatic 🌈🌟👋

carlos

I literally haven’t stopped smiling for ten minutes because this was SO. FLIPPIN. GOOD. Proud of you, this was amazing. But also get some sleep ❤️ but also this was great.

Char

I'm not crying I'm WEEPING This was amazing!

Ag C. A. Canty

🥺😖😭 that was so good!!! Ugh! I cannot handle! So good🥰

CShirSalad

Oh my goodness I think this was the most emotionally charged video to date. Avior was pulling on my heartstrings the ENTIRE time. I’m so looking forward to going back on all the vids (again) so I can listen to them with this discovery in mind. We totally believe you Avior! Also my prediction is that Starlight will have to get Avior to give them all of his trust so that can merge with the Meridian in the end because it needs to show them something or give them the power to help with all the craziness going on at the River and in Elegy (if the timeline is kind of lined up). AMAZING storytelling as per usual!

Lav

Could Blake be like... holding them captured in a dream?

Victoria N

The only video I’ve cried in was the Inversion finale, but this one also had me in tears. Avior’s broken pleas, how it chokes his voice, how everything finally seems woven together, not to mention that CLIFFHANGER (ha ha)….Erik, your talent amazes me. I truly had to sit there for a few minutes because I was so stunned. My fear is that if Avior sacrificed himself one time for them….he would do it again in a heartbeat if the situation called for it.

ChocolateMama

What a great way to start my day then with sobbing my eyes out to one of the most beautiful audios I’ve ever heard. Truly incredible 💛

Leah

I’ve listened to this four times already and every time I get emotional. Erik, you are absolutely phenomenal and we appreciate how much emotion you bring to the forefront for these characters 💙💙

Lily J

I feel your fears too. All I can say about the cliffhanger is yes... I won't say more and I'm crying so hard like nooo meh baby~~

Lauraudacious

This is beautiful, Erik. It was well worth the wait (as all of your content is) and I thank you for the care and hard work that goes into all you do. I am still processing... This explains Avior's behavior in the previous three videos brilliantly, and him calling them Starlight so early on... I love this story. Vincent may have been my first love (and will therefore always be special), but Avior has all of my heart.

☆•RedRiot•☆

This was such a good twist I honestly did not expect tbh. But I loved it.... to hear why he's been so distant with her and careful not to let slip certain things was just so heartbreaking to hear him explain everything. I can't even imagine knowing you're love is there but they don't know you is soooo sad!!! I felt for him knowing he had to push her away on the fact they don't remember the love they had for him... my gosh I balled my eyes out as he was struggling to say sorry and everything else.

BloodCursive

Are we gonna get an Age-Restricted audio this month and this audio made me cry in a donut shop

Aaliyah Ward

It’s coming! No pun intended 🌚

Aaliyah Ward

Avior has shown his love the most outwardly of all of the bois. I hope that makes sense. It’s beautiful. If only it wasn’t bc of the “urgency” ? of the situation.

Aaliyah Ward

I’m so glad people can explain the things I also want to say in (better) words than I ever could. A bit of imposter syndrome w/that, but thank you for this!

Patrish_ka

Is it wishful thinking for me to hope that it would be Avior? Lol

milo

had me crying like a baby holy shit. erik you are way too fucking good at this WOO your stories genuinely make me feel deeply and even after over a year i’m still trying to get used to it

Audrey

They better both get out safe and well and get a happy ending or I will ✨RAGE✨ respectfully

Tyler

My jaw is on the FLOOR 😱😱🤗🤗

Clara Catlady

The amount of Trauma, Emotions and Plot Twist almost made me fall off my bed. And I cried… profusely

Kitty

The amount of snotty-nosed sniffling and sobbing I got going on right now 😭😭

Tea Czarownica

Jaw dropped. I kept rewinding it constantly. The emotions in your voice. The impact of your scrips. God damn I’m in awe

ANDREA

Please tell me these two will get a happy endings eventually at the end of the story because god damn of these two deserve it 😭😢😭😢😭