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ASMR | Taking the Time to Consider Your Demon's Words [M4A]

but it wouldn't be make-believe if you believed in me --- hope you enjoy --- written and recorded by yours truly Patreon (vote in polls, get credited in videos, get early access, get bonus audios, and more): https://www.patreon.com/redactedasmr Paypal (if you're more of the one-time-tip kinda friendo [i'll put your (first) name in the end of the next video, just let me know if you wanna stay anonymous!]): https://paypal.me/redactedrecords Merch: https://teespring.com/stores/redacted-asmr-apparel Discord (18+, SFW): https://discord.gg/PMKkpSK This original content has been created exclusively for this YouTube channel. No permission for this copywritten audio to be distributed, copied, shared, or plagiarized is granted to any person, organization, or entity.

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Mei Callum

I'm Usain Bolt going for my headphones rn

lucy

I WASNT EXPECTING THIS IM NOT READY

Joker Fan

Ahhhhhhh please don't break my heart 💔

ohana

i'm preparing myself to cry... i'm excited but i can feel my heart will probably be broken by the end of this

Starlight

Avior my beloved, I will believe your words! Wish me luck I’m going in. ♥️ 🍀 Please Erik, don’t break our hearts we can’t take it. 😭

ellie. Elliot

The way I ran to my headphonesss

Candice

Hell yes

Haz

I'm excited and a lil nervous

Starlight

Spoiler alert 🚨 No, I’m in tears. It’s bittersweet, and heart wrenching at the same time. I won’t go into it too much, but Avior is hurting which means I’m hurting. 🤧

Starlight

Me too, this shit hurt my soul. Why can’t our boy just be happy, I believe him! 😭 🤧

Rinakuri Rose

This just took my heart and gave it the tightest squeeze ever!!! TwT

Starlight

I have no words. I’m hurt, crying, and emotionally damaged. Can our boy just be happy for once? I believe him, so let him be happy, please! I know in the end we’ll probably believe him and happiness is on the way, but for right now I’ll just be in the corner crying. ✌🏼 😭

Starlight

This sums it up so well! I sure hope some happiness is on the way. I think we all need some comfort after this one, I guess it’s time to rewatch some comfort vids now. 🤧

Ash

I love how once again Erik has me reevaluating my reactions to things. Initially I'm like 'of course I believe you, I'm not mad, I understand' and then my brain goes..... wait.... I should probably be mad about this, think about this logically, he is right, there is no proof. Hmmm maybe I have some work to do on trust and healthy boundaries. I still believe Avior is genuine but I'm glad that this was written in such a way that it forced me to consider all options rather than just falling into blindly following my heart. Well written, acted and edited 👏

ChocolateMama

I didn't expect to spend the rest of my Friday night crawled up and feeling hella emotional

Char

Broken trust takes time to heal... At least Avior is owning up to his mistakes

CShirSalad

Call me your starlight again!💔❤️‍🩹

cora

avior's storyline broke into my home, shoved me down a flight of stairs, spit in my cheerios and laughed when i tripped over a chair leg. i love it here

Sweepy

Oh mannn I feel so bad for both of them! It’s circled back to the situation Avior described that they were both in when they originally arrived, both distrusting one another and trying to figure out the truth of the situation, except this time it’s just starlight trying to figure it all out, suspicious and confused. I can’t help but believe Avior. I think he’s being honest. He’s right in saying he could’ve just kept up the facade and let starlight become physically close with him again by allowing the kiss from before, but he chose to sabotage what they’d built to reveal the truth. And why would he give them space to think for themselves if he wanted them to think a certain way? Of course there’s always that element of doubt, but he even admits that there’s holes in his story and a lack of proof. I was SUPER worried when Avior said “as long as you don’t try to do it again” about interacting with the meridian. I’m worried starlight is going to try and figure this place out for themselves and touch the meridian again, and then something might happen. This video is simply heartbreaking. Hearing Avior trying to tell his story without getting too emotional, admitting the flaws in his story and how he doesn’t expect anything from starlight despite still being in love with them is painful! I’m so hooked on this story, though, and I can’t wait to see where it goes from here!

Anthea the Tiefling

I can understand both Avior and Starlight giving each other space to process how they both feel about not only the situation but their relationship. I understand just how much guilt and shame Avior must be feeling, and the anger and confusion Starlight is dealing with. While ultimately I believe that Avior had good intentions, he still lied and pulled Starlight back because of his loneliness ( i do believe that the Meridian influenced it too.) I do want both and Starlight to escape, but whether or not the become a couple again, is up in the air. I look forward to seeing what happens

Lucy

why did last night have to be when I slept early lmao, I'm so frightened for this, I love him so much, Avior and starlight deserve so much happiness, why! I mean like I understand why but still! I'm sad and it's so worth it for your story and audios lmfao