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Hi everyone,
I'm still recovering from the allergy complications. It's been an infuriatingly long process with very slow progress, and it's still ongoing. A lot of questions I'm still trying to get answers on from the various doctors about the best way to move forward. I appreciate all the well wishes, and I'm doing my best to get back to normal.
I don't want to go too far down the personal life rabbit hole, but this whole situation has been really tough mentally as well. and continues to be. I take a lot of comfort in structure, and one of the places of structure in my life nowadays is the channel. I say all of that because I'll be releasing some more audios soon, and I want to be clear about the fact that that isn't me not prioritizing my health, it's just the opposite. I need some normalcy back amidst all this. This is an area where I actually have some answers and some control, and I need that right about now. But I also don't want to just get back into the swing of things and act like we're back on a normal schedule without any context, because unfortunately, I'm not back to normal yet. But I'm working on it as best I can, resting and recovering as best I'm able, and honestly, having a place to focus all the mental chaos that goes along with this confusion and frustration is a part of that process.
So, short version: I'm all right, but the problems are ongoing. Some audios are coming fairly soon, because I need to get my mind off this shit, and making them helps with that. Thank you guys for your kind words and for your patience. I appreciate it (and you) very much.
- Erik