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Gavin Early Access (Patreon)

Published:
2023-08-22 01:52:15
Imported:
2026-06

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the youtube version, if you prefer:

https://youtu.be/N8VOMQ42Tlw

and the file and transcript have been added to the Redacted Records Index:

https://redacted-audio.com/index

password:

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Dani.

I was going to sleep! Thank you that’s a perfect timing

Mands

Oh, man I’ve been looking forward to this 🥰 I LOVE all the sleep aids!

Cyma Hana

Just in time for me getting ready for bed!

Siren

I've been sick the past couple of days and this is the first night I've been actually able to breathe so, kinda needed this to make up for the lack of sleep ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ Edit: nearly messed that up bc I almost started crying bc of how sweet this is but I held strong !

Akira Ghost Fox

You have no idea how this was perfect timing for me 🥺🖤 It's been a rough day especially since my therapist leaves later this week so was my last session (which I didn't take so well cuz gonna miss her ) but wished her well on her move and alls but just been mopey all rest my day even my sister couldn't make me feel better. But this is gonna be like..perfect sleep comfort for me to listen to for sure lol

darbyofshire

🥹🥺 Gavin will always always hit most deep for me. ✨❤️

Evelyn Henriquez

Gavin!!! My love, mi amor! Mi corazón!! 🥰🥰 this is what I needed. After the shit day I had.

Origene

🥰😴

M.B.

I fukfjdjdjdhjeheing LOVE HIM 💘 ❤ 💕 ♥ 💗 💖 💘

Spiny Dogfish

I love the sleep aid audios 😭😭

RainyDay

oh my god. the idea that he lies awake next to them and just talks softly as they sleep... i'm destroyed. i swear Gavin was created to heal everything raw and aching inside of me, when he said he still sometimes feels insecure or undeserving of the freelancer's love i Felt that. the words "how could someone like me deserve someone like you" hit home and echoed around in some hurt, empty space in my being. being different from other people or being reduced to a stereotype can make you internalize so much insidious shit, even things you intellectually know aren't true. they turn into deep and vicious fears that can be extraordinarily difficult to overcome. i see myself reflected in Gavin in many ways, and imagining myself as the freelancer has done so much to help me untangle some of those fears too.

Georgia Morgan

erik genuinely thank you so much for creating these characters and making these audios🥺 the comments under every video are proof of how loved these characters are and how much the stories have touched people. i found your channel during a really weird/tough time in my life and it has provided me nothing but comfort and joy since. i’m coming up on my 2nd anniversary of listening to your channel which is CRAZY and has me feeling sappy (along with this sweet gav audio hehe) but i just wanted to leave a comment bc this universe you’ve created and the fandom that’s been formed are truly my safe space and happy place❤️ your hard work doesn’t go unnoticed, and we’re all so appreciative of you. seriously thank you thank you thank you

Cr1ms0n

This is absolutely amazing. I love gavin, his character and how soft he is. This literally made me fall asleep on my desk, it was so soft and relaxing.

theSpooder

Ohh I’m broken. This is so precious. I don’t know why this particular video makes so scared for cataclysm but … my god. What an honest confession. I will always love Gavin so much. He’s so poetic~ (Now my standards for irl ppl are gonna be too high now)

highkeymika

oh i love him so very much he is so special to me ‼️‼️ him not thinking he is deserving of such a pure form of love hits me real hard , as someone who has a lot of similar doubts it was refreshing to hear that over time he's learned that he is deserving of happiness and love , that's something everyone deserves to know <3 (also the way he talks is so !!!!!!!!!!!!! yknow?)

Jesper

Okay usually the sleep aids that are heavy on the talking keep me awake (I power through for baby boii Vincent tho💪). But this?! Put me right to fucking sleep oh my god. Gavin’s voice is so soothing but I think what really did it were the rubbing sounds in the background 😵‍💫🫠🫠🫠 Then I woke up and listened to it all the way through during my commute and the content is so vulnerable and sweet 🥹 A+ Erik. Sending you a big ole hug

malika.

"I carry my love to you" immediately reminded me of the e.e. cummings' poem "[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in]" and this audio was already full of Gavin's love for Freelancer before the line even happened. Such a beautiful snippet of the two of them. And Gavin's right lol just saying 'Gavin is so deeply /in love/ with Freelancer' isn't enough. This video...like truly what he holds for them is beyond even that. How lovely!

Eleneri
>>115875410

I really like your observation! I think, given that Gavin states that demons are magic *and* emotion, that it's perfectly apt to say that Gavin *is* love for Freelancer.

Keegan Davis

I’m currently going through a breakup, a relationship that ended after 5 years. This made me feel…all the feelings. To be this loved by someone just sounds so incredible and I can only hope I get to experience it one day 💕💕

malika.
>>115875410

Thank you! And you’re right gah, Gavin being the literal personification/physical embodiment of love for Freelancer is so, so beautiful and def feels like canon now lol.

Rose Lacey

Finally catching up on audios and this is just amazing!!! Gavin is so sweet

rachel ♡

this is one of the best audios ever made and in this essay i will