Update - I am alive(Thankfully) (Patreon)

Hello everyone. This is an update to my previous post. I apologise I haven't updated sooner.

Long story short, I got serotonin poisoning from prescribed antipsychotics. The doctors who prescribed this kept telling me to take it despite me trying my best to tell them I was having a negative reaction to it. This inevitably worsened my symptoms.

I've stopped taking them and the worst of it is over. However, due to withdrawals from the medication itself + recovery of serotonin poisoning, the battle has not ended.

Here is a list of some of the things I have been going through:

Loss of motor skills

Psychosis, delusions and hallucinations

Depression

Confusion

Paranoia

Anxiety

Appetite Suppression

Depersonalisation

Aching Body

Difficulty sleeping

Slowed Brain Activity

I was in a state of almost constant psychosis and I was terrified of everything(even with my mother, who I live with) Seeing hallucinations while my eyes are closed is the worst.

It has affected my ability to live my life normally. There are times where I disassociate and start pacing for almost an hour at time. I have to think so much about basic actions. I also forget basic things such as eating.

Right now I am at a place where my mental sanity is restoring bit by bit every day. I have missed creating sims content so much. I have been in this community for almost 10 years. I have a lot of things to catch up on. I appreciate the patience you all have with me. I will be trying my best to respond to my messages as soon as I can over the next week. In terms of commissions, I haven't forgotten and I thank you for your patience.

This whole experience has been traumatising. I am not looking forward to sleeping tonight....I am so afraid....but gosh...I am able to type this to you guys...I am so thankful.

I took this photo today after the gym. I am so weak but I am so glad I managed to go today. I see progress.

That stuff on my chin is just jacket fluff(in case anyone is worried)