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TW: PTSD, Discussions of violence

For a story that started off so light and horny, I'm taking it a bit dark this week. Which, based on preliminary reviews from my editors for the book, is fairly on brand.

Update: The book is getting pushed back to a likely December release date, though I am hoping to have the signed copy sign up for Patrons up in November. Where we are at right now is that the line edits are almost done, and then I will take abut 10 days to implement all those edits, then send it off for copy editing. The problem I have encountered is something that I hope will be a bonus for eventual readers: the book is a fucking beefcake. Beefcakes take time for editors to edit. Time is annoying because it moves steadily ever onward.

I have no problem being a workaholic who does nothing but sleep, occasionally eat, and write (and film in the mornings), but I refuse to put that kind of unhealthy pressure on others. Everyone I work with is doing an amazing job, but I gave them a big ass job. Every time I send the book off, its about 4-5 weeks of learning and working on other elements. Which, on that front we're going to get some awesome art pieces from @lucielart (check them out on Insta!) and those should be arriving in October. What is the art going to be of? That's for me to know and you to anticipate.

I hope you enjoy this moment between Azzy and Sariah, I feel like it adds some context to the depth of their relationship in the book and in the videos. Or at least I hope it does.

Until next week! Permission to boop your consenting pets/plants/significant others.

Jaysea

PATREON EXCLUSIVE! PLEASE DO NOT SHARE ANYWHERE ELSE!

Comments

Leah

Very excited for the update, art, and signed copy sign up! What a good Christmas present for us all to have it in December! We can wait, I promise!

McKenna

I CAN’T WAIT FOR MY THICC BOOK!!! AHHH!! In all seriousness, please remember we will be just as excited if the book comes out in January or February or even longer, please please take care of yourself and don't work too hard!!!

Shauna Best

Do you need a beta reader? I have done this for other authors

Melodee Glatzel-Smith

Opened immediately. Read immediately. Your books and characters are so well developed I can visualize so easily and clearly every description but it never feels watered down. Your writing pulls you in in the best way.

Leah

Oh Azzy, my heart just breaks but I love Sariah just supporting him through it!

Dylan

It's amazing how well you describe PTSD. I teared up reading this. Well done as always, and thank you!

Robert A cole

The way you understand feelings and needs always impresses me.

Jenn

They really are so good together, I’m so happy Azzy is letting Sariah in.

Diesel Frog

I absolutely love their dynamic. You write healthy relationships so well. it is such a refreshing change from the normal run of various levels of toxic relationships that are generally in more mainstream media

Devilcat

Time has an annoying habit of taking time. I am looking forward to it. No matter when I get it. I have already told my husband about the signed copy. So he’s expecting that I’ll buy it.

Thornblade

Doggo appreciates your boop and I appreciate the store. Excellent writing as always.

Randi Mutchler

I'm so excited to buy a copy of your book!!! And the way you tell stories has me nearly crying for Azzy I'm so happy he has someone like sariah!!! You are such a great author I would read hundreds of pages!!!

Kristiane Laucht

Funny was for the daytime......oh that hits. And I am absolutely A-okay with FWTBT coming out Nov/Dec, it can be my birthday book.

Kori

I’ve said it a million times to myself while reading and watching Hells Belles but I’m gonna say it again. I LOVE SARIAH!

Randi Villars

My husband suffers from PTSD, from his time in Afghanistan, we’ve had many late nights/early mornings with quiet talk/listening like this. Beautifully written.

Morgan Grimes

I love the depth you give Azzy in these stories. Yes, he’s a himbo, but there’s still depth there, which I love!

Kayla Cox

Thank you so much for your stories. They are beautifully written.

Bri Walker

This was so sweet, and obviously a very important part of their relationship. You captured this part of their story beautifully, as you have with all the other parts so far and I'm sure all the ones to come. Thank you for sharing your stories with us. 🥰

Ellie

This adds so much more depth to Azzy's character. I understand the PTSD side of things from my Army service. So well written!

Embeth Arreyn

Buying a signed copy of your book just in time for the holidays sounds delightful to me 😊 And as a former servicemember and survivor of domestic abuse, I've both dealt with PTSD and been the one other veterans talk with late at night. You wrote that very well ❤️ I loved reading it

Judy Sullivan

It makes their story so much more complete to have the serious moments, even if it sucks for poor Azzy. Love the idea of being able to order around the end of the year! It IS a big story, and no one wants it rushed…it deserves attention and fiddling.

Wildfyr69

Signed copy - YESSSS! And consensual boops from all 3 of my kitties and the horses at the rescue where I volunteer!!

Wildfyr69

Bravo! You always manage to make your characters more real and endearing. Dark is okay when it makes sense. We all have dark thoughts that need the light to be able to start purging them. One of the things I love so much about your writing is that you don't shy away from the topics that make your characters real and relatable. If you did, their stories wouldn't touch nearly as many people as they do.

Troutwaxer

This was a really good read, and I love the way Azzy is both thinking about what's bothering him, and also trying to learn lessons he can apply with Bel and also his soldiers. Very nicely done!

Troutwaxer

Also well done because the book needed something more substantial right about now. Well timed!

Peter Psareas

I am about to read this chapter but need to comment on your intro first. I am looking forward to this book so much. I want it yesterday. But, I want you to be happy with it and feel it is the best you can do. That said. I will (mostly)happily wait to preorder and actually get my copies. It will be a Christmas present to myself. Pleas try not to stress too much. Anticipation isn’t bad. I read it. Now I’m crying. I love watching your characters grow.

Momo-chan

Love the chapter! Love the Beefcake book! Love that you’re making a dream into reality but also making sure it’s done right for everyone involved! I’m beyond excited!!!

Luturu

Patiently waiting and i'm on the edge of my seat while I have the series going on my phone next to me🥰🥰🥰😄

Dennis Perry

Signed awesomeness? Yes please 😁 So excited for when it comes out! Take care of yourself first, though! Drink your water, and eat 😂 Thank you for another awesome chapter to read 😊

Van Brewer

Melting. That is all.

Nicole Dorman

Omg Azzy 😭😭 my sweet sweet himbo Cinnamon roll. Watching their relationship develop, much like watching Lily and Bel's relationship develop, really teaches me about how to be more open and communicative and loving

Samantha Johnson

Got me in a parking lot crying, should have damn well known better. Lol I love how you build your characters layer by amazing layer they may be words on a page but they are never just two dimensional.

Anjuli

I appreciate a non spicy scene.

Ann Sullivan

Holy crap I am sobbing. I want to hug Azzy so hard.

Sean

*sings off key* I like big books and I cannot lie… Edit now that I read the chapter. This was an incredible example of what a supportive partner is. As someone with PTSD, being able to explain to someone what it’s like and what happened is so hard. The fear of judgement is so real. As is that fear of being misunderstood by someone important to you. Very well written. Very well done.

Erika Wood

This made for an emotional but fantastic luck read. I love learning their story. The beefcake will be worth the wait. You're doing great. ✨️

Becky Rowley

The feline overlords (and mistress) don't go for boops but they do go for cuddles!

Gigi Newbern

That's really lovely and help me see Azzy as more...

Monique

I love how Sariah just knows what he needs and how easily they take comfort in each other.

Steph the Bard

The longer this goes on the more I surprisingly relate to Azzy. While I'm not a combat vet, I too have PTSD and woof the bad times are AWFUL. I felt the "funny was for daylight" bit in my bones. The words "shredding his throat on the way out" is a powerful description of what it feels like to talk about the trauma in the moment, or the aftermath of one.

Jessica

I am absolutely in love with Azzy and Sariah's story

Syd San99

I loved seeing this side of azzy

Briony James

Excellent chapter! I love seeing Azzy get more depth to his character, and Sariah stepping up to be there for him like that was beautiful. As for the book, gimmie the beefcake *grabby hands* but seriously, I think we're all happy to wait until you say it's ready! I'm so beyond excited to read the final product

BaconVader

Just when I thought I am ok and tears are gone…you find more. Azzy may be the Margarita goofball…but he is a soldier with PTSD moments. And Sariah…ready to be there to help him through. I know they’re married , BUT MARRY THEM ALREADY

Tyler Davie

Nice how I don't have to pretend to choke up when I'm reading this to my partner and doing all the voices. I can just do it for real. Makes the acting much easier.

Lincoln Walburn

Your writing and understanding of a soldier’s struggle is impressive. I’m looking forward to the book, but every chapter of the Azzy/Sariah story is welcomed. Keep doing you and taking care of yourself. The characters you’ve created through your TikTok series and your writings have brought joy to my chaotic life, so thank you!

PortQueen

Take care of yourself Jaysea. It will be ready when it's ready! Loving everything about the Azzy & Sariah novella. Lucielart looks great in Insta, excited to see what awaits us...

BJ Canaway

Once more, you’ve taken a difficult subject & dark moment and painted them 3 D with words. I can sense the wet sheets, the sizzle of onions & carrots, the food turning bitter & the razor blade words of nightmares being spoken; PTSD & trauma admitted. You are a gifted Bard Jaysea. I,too, want a signed copy.

PurpleGoblin

I love this and you hit it out of the park

Felicity Shields

This was truly well handled. I've teared up. Thank you ❤️

Jamie Suckiel

Just read all the chapters for Azzy and Sariahs story you have written. It has given so much context to him, and to her you character build so well.