Been doing this as part of my warmup (Patreon)

Just been deleting these little self-portrait warmups ^-^ figured at the very least it's something I can post close to every day or at least whenever I do warmups since I don't always get around to doing anything else...

Just been really hard mentally for me since I stopped streaming. All week I've been feeling worse and worse about myself. Kind of just started the day feeling good, then something will happen that will drain me more than it should or I'll just start thinking about how worthless I feel. Then I'll just go back to bed for another 6 hours or so and then the day is over soon and I have to go back to bed...

I think while I have no subscribers here I'll use this space for my own diary space. I'll definitely leave comments off 🤭 I wish I could set just the diary part to some ridiculously high tier so no one ever sees this but me, but at the same time it's like a public record or something. I don't wanna let this get mushy. Whatever, bye bye.