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Some of you probably saw this on Twitter, but just in case:
I've had a couple of nasty, frightening psychotic breaks in the last 36 hours or so, which is disconcerting in itself, but I'm most scared by the fact that I don't know why they're happening. Usually there's some kind of pretty self-evident catalyst for a psychotic episode, but this time, I've got nothing. No drugs, no drinking, no staying awake for a week, etc.
I hope this shit will go away in time to record & release Death/Corner at the normal time this week, but because I don't understand what's going on, I feel ill-equipped to make any promises. Hopefully that was some semi-random neural misfire and will dissolve over the next few days, but some of you will probably know that, even when you're not actively hallucinating anymore, any kind of schizoid episode leaves you rattling around inside a hollow shell of yourself for a while. A lot of that "self" has been abruptly discontinued.
Hoping it doesn't matter and everything is as usual, but I figured I should mention it in case of "in case of" –
MSJ