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Hey all! It's been awhile since I wrote one of these... Someone in the past once accused me of having crackhead energy (a compliment as far as I'm concerned), but i sure as hell haven't been able to channel that inner junkie for a wile now.

Sometimes I look at my own work and can't help but feel like it's shit. that feeling can be a short moment in time and at other times it can take literal weeks. When I look around and see something which I really like and it's AI generated I can get an especially what-the-fuck-am-I-even-doing feeling. When it's a human created thing I'm more prone to be inspired.

... Anyway, I had a particularly nasty and long lasting mood in which I could not look at anything I did as worthwhile. Aaaaah yes, my waste-bin was eating good! I still haven't entirely shaken it off, but it's become a lot less present. I've actually been drawing some stuff which had me forgot about time and enjoying the process!

Who knows, maybe getting all of this summer sunlight on my skin is my kryptonite and I need rain and short dark days to feel good again :D ? Well, Autumn isn't that far off anymore so let's find out!

Oh! Let's mention the hub page ... look here for old projects and recently opened up versions of FET/18Titans for all tiers etc.

Btw. I uploaded v1.7.2 of 18Titans the other day. You might have seen it already and if you had no problem getting to the new scenes in v1.7.1... don't bother with this version. IF however you got stuck in v1.7.1 this version might unstuckify it. I did some other smaller stuff in it as well, but the main problem was the one with the gold truck chase.

I actually don't have much interesting going on to tell you about in this update. I've just been (boringly) throwing my head against the wall trying to break my artist block. I've been watching an anime called daemons of the shadow realm(for a while now). Mostly because I like "left" (a female character) and another anime call chain smoker cat, because there was some sort of ruckus about it.

I AM feeling very positive about working on the next build for FET. I'm currently finishing up some bugfixes for bugs which were mentioned last time and been planning out the exact scenes etc for the new FET build. As always I'll try to release the early access version this month, but looking at how effective I've been at that lately, take my intention with some salt.Ah, and if you're the person who told me about a FET problem in a build about a month ago and I promised to make a personal build for you to see if we could identify said problem... I did, but forgot your nickname.. and lost the piece of paper I had written it down on.... I have a looooot of dm's and haven't been able to find yours among them so if what I'm saying sounds familiar. Please dm me again so we can continue with that.

And that's about it. I'll add the pics I've drawn lately and sorta made me enjoy putting pen to paper again below. I hope to have a more interesting(and focused!) yarn to spin for you next time. A next time which won't take me more than a month!Marty out!

Okay, pics time! I noticed I tend to be happiest while drawing Atla's "bad guys" :)