Bad news ... 🤕 (Patreon)

Hi everyone!How are you doing? 💙

It's starting to get hot and summer seems to be just around the corner. Sadly the news isn't as good as the weather. 🥺

A few days ago I had another medical check-up and, just as I feared, the disease that has been tormenting me for so many years and that I thought had finally gone away (which is why I was able to have surgery after a few healthy years) has returned💔 ... It was devastating, it really kicked me to the bottom of the well, everything lost its meaning. I can't say I'm okay, my only consolation is that it's a slight return and that they think it's a side effect of the surgery (and all the stress that goes with it 😓).

Just to think that all the suffering and effort, all the hope of being me again after so much, had been for nothing... left me in a limbo of sadness and then extreme apathy. There's nothing I can do now except try to get the doctors to prescribe me medication (even if it's strong) so that everything we've achieved doesn't go to shit in one fell swoop. 🫠

I'm sorry to bring you this bad news, but it's fair that all of you who support me here know about my situation. At least I had started to feel good about drawing again, and although I'm not feeling well, I need to open commissions soon 😭. I will do the commissions at my own pace (slow) and there may be breaks. I will let you know here when they are open, and remember that Gold tier patrons and above have priority.

When I start with the commissions, I will be able to have material for the rewards again, although I don't know if I will be able to be so regular as to have the rewards every month. I will let you know.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart 💗 for everything, if it wasn't for the people who support me, friends, family and those who appreciate my art... I don't know what would become of me.

A big hug! see you soon 🫂