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It's been about a week since I last posted, and I've been trying to rest, but honestly, the anxiety and that heavy feeling haven't gone away. I think those AI videos might have turned some people away already... I'm just tired and my head feels all over the place.
As always, i will reply everyone's questioner under comment.

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Kusimandro

I was definitely concerned by the AI uploads, but your follow-up post about them was enough to put me at ease. I would hope others like me understand the desire to try a new tool, ethical dilemmas aside.

Rrrrrukas

Sorry for what you've been through. It's not easy to fix your state of mind in the matter of months or even years, it will take a long process but I hope you won't give up. I will always be your fan 💖

KoekoekShark

AI is quite controversial, though the concepts you used it on were somewhat interesting.

Weardo1987

Don't force yourself to draw if it's too much

kaishente es

其实我觉得吧……不用逼自己这么紧。我看你说休息了一周,但我总觉得可能不只是"没休息好"这么简单,是不是你这一周一直在想自己是不是哪里做得不够好,还有什么能做得更好,甚至会担心以后是不是没人看你的作品了……不知道我猜的对不对,如果不是这样也别在意我瞎说。 其实我也有过类似的状态,脑子里担惊受怕的想法根本停不下来,越想理清楚反而越乱,天天很晚才能睡着。后来我意识到有些东西真的不是"再想一下""再撑一下"就能解决的,尤其是像关注度这种不完全由自己控制的事,越焦虑越容易陷进去。 所以真的不用逼自己现在就想通,也不用逼自己"变好"给谁看。

Wolfsniffing

做任何行業的確講究信任跟責任感,但過度勉強自己是沒辦法長久經營事業的。能達到基本要求並且匯報狀況在我看來就是有責任感的表現了。 相信老師你的畫風已經讓蠻多愛好者印象深刻,MXL相當於自己的專屬品牌,能跟其他人做出區別。按部就班來好好經營就可以了。

Pee3peed

I quite enjoyed those AI videos myself. As a way to say screw anybody who left as a result of them, I have doubled my payment amount. You're doing great :)

Izayoi Ulven

While I will admit that I don't find the AI animations as good as the ones you make yourself I didn't dislike them. And I can understand if you aren't in a state to be able to produce stuff but still wanting to upload something. So I think it is fine.

geoshark12

they were tests and you were not trying to pawn it off as if it wasn't ai . i don't personally see much of a problem especially since you decided to move away from it

LimeMaide

you didn't turn me away honestly, i enjoy your content too much and a little bit of experimenting with ai while being transparent that it's ai doesn't bother me much, as long as you don't give up on your normal art, cause i adore your art! i definitely understand how rough it gets with anxiety tho, i have a lot of it myself

shadowstorm2018

You were trying something new to take a little break. That's something you don't have to be ashamed of. Everyone deserves the opportunity to try new things.

Motec Jack

i think ai content is fairly well made, it has limitations and editability issues that limit its potential and so on, but overall isnt bad.

Sebastian

I found your videos pretty interesting. No need to overthink it. Just do what feels right ^^

Vixen Rinn's Den of Debauchery

Genuinely.. you are one of my biggest inspirations and have influenced my art so much. I personally dislike AI art but I won't judge anyone for trying it out. I will continue supporting you for as long as I can, so please.. take as long as you need. Sending my love <3

FrostRiver City

Thank you for your understanding. Knowing that you're at ease makes me feel relieved.

FrostRiver City

I'm happy to share the making-of process if anyone is interested.

FrostRiver City

謝謝,我現在糾結的是如何提供更優質和可選的内容類型給訂閱者。畢竟我不希望你們的訂閲費被浪費。

FrostRiver City

Thank you for staying. I won't give up hand-drawn art — that's where I come from. And thank you for knowing what anxiety feels like.

FrostRiver City

You saying I'm one of your inspirations — I'll carry that with me for life. Thank you for not leaving because of AI, and for your kindness and patience. I'll get better — for myself, and for people like you.

FrostRiver City

Trust me, i love ur arts too, you will become a great artist <3

FrostRiver City

I think my brain is overwork but i can`t find the turn off button.

FrostRiver City

I really appreciate your kindness and support — it means the world to me. But please don't overextend yourself financially on my behalf. Your support alone is already more than enough.

FrostRiver City

Thank you. You're right — AI really isn't as good. But knowing you understand the "still wanting to post something" feeling already makes me feel a lot better.

FrostRiver City

Thank you for seeing that I wasn't trying to pass it off as something else. Being understood that way makes me feel at ease.

FrostRiver City

Thank you for saying that. I've actually been feeling a bit guilty, like I "shouldn't" have spent time on AI, as if it were some kind of betrayal. But when you said "just wanted to take a little break," I suddenly felt allowed. Thank you for giving me that sense of forgiveness. I'll hold onto that.

FrostRiver City

Thank you for being so rational about it. You're right — AI does have its limitations and editing is tricky, all of which keep it from going very far. But being described as "not bad" feels like a fair recognition to me. Thank you for looking at it without prejudice.

Rrrrrukas

Hope I can draw more with you <3 I'm not giving up too ^^

shadowstorm2018

You're welcome and don't feel sorry for trying new things after all that's what makes life interesting

Pee3peed

Don't worry about me over extending myself, I actually recently unsubscribed from a couple of artists who stopped posting a few months ago, and a twitch streamer I don't even watch anymore. It's all good here. I've wanted to support you for years before you made your patreon. I've just been looking for an excuse to up the amount a little.

Zorua Fox

毛老师的质量在这个领域已经算数一数二的了,现在想起来依然会在patreon上买个订阅不定期看看,如果有必要的话就休息休息,希望毛老师能平稳度过这段低谷期,加油