I want to heal by December; I DESIRE to heal by December. (Patreon)

The general message is LONG! thats why i left hte pics. so get ready to be bored.

I subscribe to the principle that those who don’t contribute don’t eat. In fact, I use my own earnings to pay for utilities, food, and other basic necessities. I don’t want to be someone who just sits around and does nothing—I’ve seen that kind of life, and it’s not only sad, it’s also devoid of meaning.

And honestly—I’m not going to lie—right now, it feels like every choice I make bothers to my friends and important ones, or maybe I’m just not doing anything right! And this shitty illness is caused by stress! If it comes down to it, I’d rather end up broke—even if it means not working for a month—just to get rid of this nonsense... I don’t want this illness anymore. And I want to be able to experience December the way I think it should be: a celebration to close out the year.