The Eternal Struggle (Or: The Artists' Dilemma) (Patreon)

I want to do more on Youtube for a variety of reasons. However, I am a perfectionist and I want a certain amount of quality in the production. However, I am poor and can't afford to hire someone to properly film and edit, and I feel it is disrespectful to ask someone to do it for free. 

However, I feel like the reason I don't have the $ is because I haven't started the ball rolling on content. However, I'm a perfectionist. And so the cycle continues. I know that I need to get over myself and just start doing it, but the perfectionist in my insists that I shouldn't release anything until it's "good enough". Even though the logical side of my brain says that a) there's already so much crap on Youtube that it's ok to not be great and b) We all have to start somewhere and sucking at something is the first step to being good at it and c) Just by *doing it* I'm already streets ahead of people who are just *thinking about it* and anyone who has critique that isn't in a professional industry or already on YouTube or similar is just mad jelly. I think I need a sandwich after running so many laps.