Still alive... (Patreon)

Although sometime I wonder if I'm going to survive this.

Hello my beautiful people,

To be honest, I was slightly exaggerating here... but not by much.

Most of the time, I feel fine. But from time to time I crash down and those can be scary. I just wen't through a 2 day crash. A lot of nausea, and I pretty much slept for two days strait. I am exhausted... and I am tired of feeling exhausted.

If I could go back in time and cancel all of it, I would in a heartbeat. I can't even be excited about the weight lost, I just want to feel like myself again.

Seeing my surgeon today. I was supposed to get a scan yesterday to see if I'm healing correctly, but something went wrong in their system and my request had been canceled without me being told... I now gotta wait for a new rendez-vous for it. Without those scans, I'm not sure what she'll be able to tell me... but I sure have a lot of questions for her.

See you guys as soon as I can.
Alx

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EDIT:

The doctor is encouraging. She tells me that everything seems to be on the right track. All I need to do is wait, eat my proteins, take my medication, and everything should go back to normal in a few weeks. She's also pretty stoke with the amount of weight I've lost. It is doing what it's supposed to do.