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Hey everyone. I'm sorry to have to do this yet again, but a new page just isn't happening this week due to another sad event.

Content warning: Pet death.

We've talked before about our kitten Pickle and his various health issues due to an immune disease, including anemia. No medical professional could figure out why exactly he was like this, but after several different medications and many, many visits to the vet every month, his blood cell level seemed to be back in the normal range. I had made a post celebrating that, only for it to lower back down the next week.

That brings us now to this week. Pickle suddenly and quickly caught what seemed to be an eye infection. The vet was closed over the weekend, so we just hoped to ride it out. But without an immune system, the infection quickly took over his face within a day, even affecting his breathing. When we could finally bring him to the vet, we finally got some semblance of an answer to his health problems - a tumor behind his eye was now bulging it outwards. We knew there was no path for recovery, and he was too good of a cat to let suffer. We made the call, said goodbye, and had him put to sleep in Leslie's lap that day.

He didn't live a long life, surviving only to the age of 2. And it's been a hard year for him, with countless medical visits and medicinal cocktails. But he also had some good times with his younger adopted cat brother Bart, and the three of us combined gave him plenty of love and affection. When we first found him, he was just a 4 week old kitten abandoned in our woods who could barely meow. He showed up in our lives just a couple months before our chihuahua Bruce passed, and I'll never forget bawling my eyes out when he sat on my lap to comfort me after we buried Bruce. He loved to sit by Leslie and make biscuits, and had the softest, sweetest meow when he thought either of us had treats, the voice of an angel. He would always jump on my desk to knock over a little toy duck I have, and it will now stay knocked over.

It's not fair that he had to go so young. But we tried our best and gave him the best life we could, short as it was. He was a good kitten, and a good brother. We all miss him.

So, yeah. Cat eulogy aside, we really did try to push through and get a Rock Cocks page out anyway. We got up to the pencils, at the very least. But man... It's been exhausting. I really don't want to write another one of these incredibly long and sad blog posts about another terrible event in our lives delaying our page production for at least like... I dunno. Is at least a year break between tragedies too much to ask? I feel like I've had to do this more than what should be reasonably asked or even allowed.

I have to thank you all though, as its your continued support that allowed us to give Pickle the little life he had and allowed us to afford all of these vet visits and medications. I'm sorry to have to have done posted another trauma dump blog on you all, but it's thanks to you that we were able to have these good times with Pickle at all. From the bottom of our hearts, thank you so much.

We'll try to get this page out by Monday. I know a lot of you will say we don't have to (and I thank you dearly for that), but we'd still like to try. Thanks for your continued support and understanding, and we hope to see you again soon with more Rock Cocks.

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Michael Yearwood

Sorry for your loss dear authors, take your time, anyone should understand

Byron

I am so sorry for your loss. May the pain fade, and good memories remain.

Huge Cook

I'm so sorry to hear about Pickle. He sounds like a special kitten. And it sounds like he had a lot of love in his life even if it was short. I lost a kitten last year and I'm still not over it. Please take care to grieve and we'll get the page when we get the page.

Rowan

Rest well Pickle

Nellie B

Sorry about your fur baby

Morgan Ellis

He sounds like he was a wonderful cat, I'm so sorry for your loss.

Yourbuddytyler

My condolences guys. I hope you both well.

Jac Gibson

Rest well. Couldn't imagine losing one of the brother my partner and I adopted. Their love is still with you always. But taken before their time

Nitro The Dog

I'm so so sorry for your loss. Sometimes the ones in our care just can't thrive despite our best efforts, and I know this all too well. He'll be waiting for you on the other side knowing that you filled his short life with love and care 💙 take as much time as you need

Michael Butchin

Awwwwwwwww. Pickle. :( I'm so sorry for your loss.

Southie

I also had to say goodbye to my cat in the new year; it's sad to let them go, but I think I can sympathize and say we did good by not letting them hurt any longer. Take as long as you two need to process it; mental health is much more important than a comic page or two. Best wishes for both of you 💜

Tim Starliper

Pickle sounds very special indeed, and it sounds like you gave him the best life he could hope for. We were where you are just a few months ago, with our Zoe. We had to make that horrible decision that nobody should ever have to make. It is still a raw wound, and I am tearing up just writing this. Grieve as you will, for as long as you feel you need. Nobody - and I mean NOBODY gets to tell you when you are ready to move on with your new normal. If it helps at all, when we lost our Zoe, we went through her toys and collars (she had several collars for every season and holiday, it seemed. Not spoiled at all. Nope.). We picked out her favorites and will be putting together a shadow box with these things and some of the many, many, pictures we have of our sweet girl. We have done that for the previous furbabies we have lost, and it is somewhat cathartic for us and gives us a lasting memory of their time in our care - not that any of them can be forgotten. From the bottom of my heart, you both have my most sincere condolences. You can take at least some comfort in knowing that you filled his too-short time on this earth with much love, comfort, and affection. Rest easy, Pickle.

Dracon Atrox

Goodbye Pickle, you had a full lifes love packed into so short a time, more people than you ever met will miss you. If it's not too much for your hearts, why not draw Pickle into your comic? Every traveling group needs a mascot, and who better than a kitten running around the bus?

FuuMixALot

RIP Pickle. I'm sorry you didn't have more time with him. You've both gone through so much recently that I wish the fates would give you a break. Take what time you need. 💙

Jim Avery

Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry for both of you. You both were wonderful cat parents and gave Pickle the best life he could have asked for. Sending you both all my love and support.

Populuxe

I’m so sorry to hear about Pickle’s passing. Take all the time you need to grieve for him. We’ll still be here.

Stoker

You two have been through far too much over the past year. I'm so sorry

R-DOLL

My condolences for your loss. Pickles looks fun and beautiful. Take as much time as you need. Bless you both and your cat, Pickles.

Emi

Oh goodness, I’m so sorry. Losing a pet is never easy and on top of everything else I’m sure this hit extra hard. Take all the time you need guys, we’ll be here 💛💛💛

Jerry Wine

Such a heartbreaking story. RIP Pickles. Life's not fair, but at least Pickles was showered with love in the short time they were around.

CocoLoco

You have my deepest sympathy. I know just how this feels having recently lost my own kitten to similar circumstances.

Quadrant

Screw the page for now. Don't push youself to get one out. Take the time you need to cater to your emotions. I'm sorry to hear about Pickle. You did everything you could to give him a fighting chance and love in those short years and make him comfortable. It isn't fair. Sometimes life dooms good pets and people to failure.

Jenna Elamin-Mueller

I am so sorry for your loss. As someone who has also had to say goodbye to a very young pet, that shit is truly awful and I really feel for y'all.

CianM1301

My sincere condolences. Losing a pet is never easy. Take all the time you need.

Dolbie

You don’t need to apologize for a page delay when going through all this. I’m sorry for your loss. I think I’ll go hug my cats and treasure them. Sending hugs to you as well.

Justin Wood

As many of us have said, your lives come first. Pushing out a page when your hearts are in such a vulnerable state is the last thing any of us would want. Take all the time you need, please.

Ben Burch

HUGS! Come back when you can, we love y'all.

EnterTheHero

Take all the time you need. Rest in peace, Pickle.

Totes Not Thea

Sorry for your loss. Losing any member of your family is hard.

Daniel S

Take your time, losing a pet is rough. Rest easy, Pickle. You were a good kitty.

Kam Kam

Condolences. You gave him a good life

Attie

I'm so sorry for your loss. He looks so sweet, and it's wonderful he got to enrich his and your lives with the time you had together. Our fur babies are family, take the time y'all need to grieve and process 💚

nathan jones

Very sorry to hear of your loss. Pickle was taken away from you far too soon. He was however both loved and well cared for . My condolences.

Oli Platt

Many hugs for you all! Pickle will be missed by many. You gave him a wonderful life and a loving family when he needed it most! 💕💕

Kirsty

This brought me to tears — so so sorry you and Leslie keep enduring one tragedy after another. Its not fair. You gave Pickle such a wonderful life, as short as it may have been. Keeping you in my thoughts— please take care of yourselves.

Fred

So sorry for your loss he seems like he was very loved 💛

Volant Caedis

I'm so sorry guys. Pet death is never easy. I remember how distraught I was when we had to put Bullet to sleep, our Bull Terrier. He was purebred but had a lot of fluid in his lungs and couldn't breathe properly. It took me months before I could feel happy again. And he was only 7. You did the best you could for Pickle and I'm sure he passed knowing he was loved and appreciated by two awesome people. Rock on, guys, and R.I.P. Pickle. Chase all those mice in Kitty Heaven 💜