offtop (Patreon)

Just to make the situation clear and you don't think I ignore you or why I'm so slow with replying.I didn't expect this would happen to me but it seems like it's the beginning of depression. I think some of you noticed that I'm very slow with art and don't comminicate too much for a long time. I'm trying but it's like you have no strength to do anything or to communicate with a lot of people. And I feel guilty from time to time that I need to be better. I started to notice that breakdowns happen to me more often and deeper, and it's harder to deal with them. I think it's coz of the level of stress last years and maybe some childhood traumas - don't know, we'll see. My friend helped me with application and I will visit specialist next week and start the treatment. I hope I can handle this at the initial stage and everything will be alright asap. 

Don't worry, your rewards will be done in time each month! I'm just very slow with other artworks and replying (but I will do check everything and will answer it just can take 1-3 days). But at the same time commissions (or something I NEED to do) keep me busy and don't let me fall deep into this hole. So... it's kinda a way.Thank you all for understanding and supporting me these hard times. And thank you for your patience - it means a lot! Hope you're doing well. And if you feel that something's wrong - check your health, please! Keep yourself safe.