I'm burned out (Patreon)

I'm burned out, I get waves of messages around here on Patreon, Youtubue, Iwara, etc. My PC keeps malfunctioning, I have 2 graphics cards. One burned completely and the other only works half and when I want to convert the project into an mp4 video the card stops working. These days, in order to finish the videos I have brought you, I have had to borrow their graphics cards from two friends. Causing them annoyance, obviously. Everything to meet the schedule on time.

In addition to dealing with all that, I am studying and practicing new things so that I can improve a lot more this year. It is very hard because I work alone. And I want to continue alone to be able to capture my ideas 100%.

This year is being hard because I want to improve, but my head hurts when I make a video and it rains down messages of claim, that they want me to do a specific thing and another group of messages asks exactly the opposite. I can't satisfy everyone, seriously.

Some time ago I did a sex scene, many liked it and others were offended. In the end, what I do bothers many and instead of enjoying my work as I did before, it is now stressful for me.

For that reason,  i was no longer replying to messages to anyone. It's just more stress for me.

That is why I have decided that from now on I will do what seems best to me and what I like. As it was in the beginning. When a job becomes stressful, you stop enjoying it, it stops being a hobby and becomes a fucking torture.

If you are agree with my terms(I will do things as I see fit, I will continue listening to suggestions as always, but the final decision will be mine) you can stay and continue enjoying as always (that's the main idea, I work, you support me and we both enjoy).

If not, you are free to go, if you feel upset or cheated, I will return your donation, no problem.

I'd rather work with fewer people but relaxed and enjoying myself than getting bored and stressed to the point of closing my channels.

Please, It is not necessary to comment, because I do not want any more discussions with me or between you all. If you stay, it means you are agree with my terms and that's good enough for me.