5am thoughts (Patreon)

Ever since the band meeting the other night, I haven't been able to sleep. A nervous kind of excitement is keeping me up.

I know what to do. I know most of the chords and a general idea of the flow. I know what story to tell. I just need to work well with the people who will help me tell it.

There are so many voices that I need to both listen to, and yet I need to filter it lest I drown out the sound of that voice in me - the one that tells me what I should do and encourages me to keep on. I only pray that this voice will speak to the people I work with as well.

I have faith that I will see God at work as we work on the next album. I have faith that as I mold the next album, God will mold me as well.

I'm ready for this.