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INFORMATIONAL POST - skip if you hate to read, or you just don't want to bother.
First, I don't want you to think I'm looking for pity. Just going to be transparent about what I was hoping for. A couple of you know that I intended to offer a free copy of a book for long-time supporters and sell at a low price (at cost) to all others. The store would offer full price (11.99 + full shipping quoted before sending).
But it's just not going to happen. My husband finished the taxes two weeks ago, and I made a total of $304.12 from this project after fees, Adobe subscription, and PayPal transfer fees. I switched to Stripe®. Stripe® is free for me. PayPal railed me good! And not in a good way!
Other projects in the past had equal issues. Occultation was a Kickstarter. I did all three books, and it was so stressful and costly that 5 years of work netted only about $900.00 after fees and the extremely high cost of shipping. The UK, on average, was around $100.00 to ship! They were extremely nicely printed books! Hardcover with heavy pages.
I've had other projects that never made it to print. So, I gave up on Kickstarter. I think it was 10 years after I finished Occultation III. I literally had nightmares during that process.
Some stories went to waste. Kickstarter was dead to me. Intimidator was a story about a young man suffering from an overactive metabolism. Unable to gain weight, no matter how much he tried to work out or eat (a real issue a friend of mine had), he was so thin you could see the outline of his pelvis when he wore shorts. Relentlessly bullied, he discovers an old biomechanical android that has been put out of service. Lonely and in need of a friend, he steals it and works to reinitialize it.
I have so many stories to share, but my audience is quite a niche. I know if any of you are old enough to remember HEAVY METAL, you would probably see my inspiration in some of my work. Mostly RANXEROX, Den by Richard Corben, Nikopol Trilogy by Enki Bilal. And who doesn't love Morbius!
Anyway, thought you all should know. I'm still not giving up hope!