State of the Derg... (Patreon)

Hello. I have been utterly struggling the last two months to feel comfortable, confident, and capable of keeping up with everything life has thrown at me, but I haven't even begun any of this month's art and it's not looking very likely that I'll get caught up in ten days, let along with my computer registry getting corrupted and necessitating a complete reinstallation of Windows... I feel crushed again by all of the work I >want< to do, but lack the willpower or confidence to push through it in a timely manner.

If the likely event occurs that I do not get caught up by the 30th, I intend to paws the Patreon and not charge for the next month and try to catch up. I am terrified of losing my focus for years like I did before and never want that to happen again.

Thank you for somehow believing in me when I rarely believe in myself. I still need to figure this out, and I'd be lost without my friends and Patrons.