a sudden loss of momentum upon attempting function (Patreon)

it's amzing how all of my ambient energy that i've had for the last ten hours or so just disintegrates into another vaguely purposeless lethargy within seconds

i'm gonna WAKE UP EARLY and GET SHIT DONE and possibly NOT GET SHIT DONE but its OKAY cuz im gonna have a RAD AF TIME DOING IT and then GET SHIT DONE LATER ANYWAY

mom: i'm going to need your help for a couple hours later.

there is no purpose in this world that will make being up this early worth it. i can sleep forever now. good bye. 

why am i like this. and i know it is only a couple hours but wow that couple hours means a lot to me (ty all for enabling it <3) and it is enough to make my energy fall out the floor.
this is probably also a challenge to be overcome. or something.

(that's my morning mini vent ok thx)

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some of you probably already have seen them but last night i made placeholder pages introducting both starlight and DTPG on a whim (well, introducing might be a generous choice of diction) which you can see here  and here 

i had a little bit of fun.

also continued working on another character in DPTG who i will throw at the y'all tomorroskis, playing around with expressions for starlight since i'll probably have to do a lot of them lol and also clicking around more with tourmaline which... honestly... should just be a given at this point tbh... considering i do that passively when i have a ffew minutes here and there anyway. whatevskis.

do i really have to clean the bird cage? for two hours? T~T