some waffle about my last video (Patreon)
Content
Hello folks!
I have to apologise about something. I had planned to make a short discussion video about my last video, talking about the choices I made when writing it and such.
But I was unable to! Like, physically. I sat down to record that video, and I couldn't talk. I got the weirdest stage fright and totally froze up, which was surprising, as that's not something that usually happens to me. I think it's to do with the fact I was unsure of whether the approach I took was the right one, which made me anxious.
I tried to stream myself reading through the script, hoping that being live & talking to the stream chat would ease me into it, but I froze up again. Eventually I abandoned trying to read the script and just spoke to the chat, which worked: I was able to talk about the things I wanted to talk about, albeit less coherently since I was playing a video game.
In future, I think the thing to do would be to do post-video Q&A streams just for patrons, so that I can respond to questions instead of trying to talk off the top of my head. That seems the best of both worlds, & will be the plan going forward.
In the meantime, though, here's me waffling about my last video. Apologies that it is in a lesser form than I intended.
Thanks as always :3