May Plans (Patreon)

i want to preface this update with an apology

even if its meaningless at this point

My mental health has been on the and as of late, i have been too depressed to make any progress on anything, i feel trapped and smothered in my own head and i cant see the light. I keep having dream and urges to take my own life and i cant ignore them any more. My physical health has also been in decline. I've had recurring nerve pain since getting shingles a few years back and the pain keeps getting more intense. I've had some of the worse sleep in my life the past few months because of it, never more than 3-4 hours if I'm lucky. I don't have insurance so i have made any plans to do anything about it besides take pain pills that never work. I had to suck it up and schedule appointments this week to find out what's wrong with me, i will update you all when i get results back.

I never really cared about physical ailments because i can usually thug it out, but my my entire left arm is numb and i keep getting shooting pains throughout my body. my older brother has only just returned to work and my younger sister's schedule is unpredictable. All that extra stress about have no doubt contributed to my condition.But even about all that, i have PLANS!

I have decided to change the form of my Magical girl project from a comic into a story driven video game! Something of a mix of a visual novel and an action rpg but the exact combat style is still in contention but the aesthetic will be like, paper mario meets skullgirls. Ive been teaching myself code and learning through the Godot engine. It is a massive undertaking but i feel like its a good move and i hope to share a bunch of sneakpeaks as well as interaction from you guys.

and because of this scope change i will be doing a major overhaul of the discord and patreon to make way for game dev rewards and related things. So ill be doing alot of catch up until then.im also moving the monthly ych reward to may to start while i wrap up commissions, i apologize again.

Going forward i will be more transparent with updates here and be more available on discord. Thank you all for being patient with me.