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🔞We both have filth in us... (Patreon)

Published:
2025-10-01 03:28:29
Edited:
2026-06-09 07:58:15
Imported:
2026-10
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"We both have filth in us, we understand each other. I could date any other girl but I'd have to suppress my true self around her. I can't hide anything from you." -Grave

Listening to: Burning Blue - Mariah the Scientist

♥ NSFW Paintings / Comics (18+)

♥ NSFW animation (18+)

♥ Safe For Work Drawings

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--I'm sorry for the delays and lack in content lately. Due to my declining health, I can't make any promises how on much it will improve next month. If you want to unpledge for the foreseeable future, I totally understand. Please save your money in this economy.

I'm not sure how to talk about the things I've been experiencing without oversharing or bringing down the mood. My perspective on life and on the human condition changed radically this year. I'm conflicted because I can still see how beautiful life is, but it's fucking brutal and unforgiving when you really look at it. I thought becoming successful would help me to address the issues I've been dealing with since I started SWFTD, and materially it has, but when you realize money can't solve the most fundamental problems of your existence, it fucks you up real bad. You feel powerless and begin to question what is all this for. I still believe in love and I want to push forward creatively as an artist, but I'm struggling on what to express to people. There's so much I have to address to fix these feelings of numbness, negativity, and powerlessness. Medication or copes won't resolve it.

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Jackie Not O

Always put yourself and wellbeing first. You can't pour from an empty cup. Do what you can when you can.

fansnotions

I can’t do very much but I hold you in my thoughts/prayers and hope for good positive things for your health and wellbeing. Sending a virtual hug 🫂 ❤️

Sherri F

Well, I will not be unpledging because I support you. Next, I'm sorry to hear you are going through all this. Take the time you need to clear your head and recuperate. We'll be right here waiting for you and cheering you on.

C.G

Never mind the entertainment of others, you must care for yourself first else you and your work wouldn't be done/viewed in honor. And why would I unsubscibe given the known state of Healthcare payment globally or miss chance of update for good news??

Bebe V

I am all in on the heavy content and discussions because I too have felt these intense conflicting emotions lately. I think the readers you may lose because of this aren't worth anguishing over. They're not the right audience. By writing about what you truly want to write about, you will find an appreciative audience that will love your content no matter what. ♥️

xXAllieXx

Health is number 1 thing anyone can try and focus on. I dont and wont unsubscribe because of lack of content. Heck no. Here support for anyone. It’s hell out in the world and not can’t control. It reminds me about Mother Nature, VS can control. Crap out there, Mother Nature, can’t control 86 degrees to rain and snow. Can control what’s in hands. I’ve learned that the hard way with own medicine and therapy. It’s hell trying to figure that out. Rather have updates of good days and or anything in between. Vent, give update about whatever want. Cheering for you and always will 🤘🏼💙💙 *insert hugs

Missy

The world is a mess right now - so that doesn’t help when you’re also a mess too. Hard to find an escape! I just moved cross country in February, back in my family because my mental health was so bad - these are some things in my routine that have helped a lot. If you are able to, perhaps find time in your day to sit outside, in the sunlight. Don’t look at your phone - just spend time feeling the sun on your skin. Notice the little things around you - the plants, the little critters scurrying around - think about their daily life. Look at the birds - listen to their calls, look at their markings. Something else that has helped is taking daily brisk walks - I’m blessed to live near a cemetery that has lots of little critters living in it - deer, groundhogs, bunnies, foxes… I don’t see them every time I walk through there - but just the thought of maybe seeing them is enough motivator to get out. Animals are so healing - even if you don’t touch them - observing them is enough. I know you didn’t ask for this advice, nor do I know if you are well enough to do it. Just going through my own mental health issues and like to problem solve. I hope peace finds you in some way 🫶🏻

DestinyC.

I'm happy to hear from you and the drawings you create are beautiful. If you need time, then take that time for yourself. I'll be waiting with everyone else. 💕 Even if it completely changes because you want to, then so be it. I want to see Grave and Ellie through your eyes. I want to read a story you are proud of. And I am grateful you have shared everything you have thus far and hopefully in the future with no time constraints or pressure. 🫶🫶🫶Love ya hun, do what's right for you.

Starr Atlantis

Dude! When did these go up?! 😋 yummy

Starr Atlantis

I do like this dark side. So often we as humans have to project we have shit together but really we are faking the funk. So a hot virile vulnerable man would get any vagina 💦

Emily Snyder

What you’re describing is ecopsychology. We evolved, body and mind, within nature and are part of nature. We need to feel it, hear it, breathe it in, to feel calm and remember that we’re part of something bigger than ourselves. A lot of dysfunction comes from the lack of that connection. For a lot of folks with depression, spending time in nature is not cure, but it’s definitely an important part of their self-care routine.

MJ

Do what you need to do for you. I am still going to support you. The world is a dumpster fire 🔥 right now. Especially with whose in charge of the US right now. I’m scared. I’m afraid. And I wish I could move back to Europe or Japan. I highly recommend meditation for those negative thoughts, feelings and voices in our minds. It has helped me.

Health And Wealth

Therapy is the debriding the wounds of the mind and soul. Find a tough therapist for in-depth, in person help. You can't do back surgery by yourself. You can face the abyss by yourself. LPCs bring the flamethrower to light it up!!