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Listening to: The Plot In You - Silence (MAPHRA Vocal Cover)I fucking love a strong woman that can express her own pathos so potently. Maphra's singing gives me the feelings I had when I was teenager. I felt things much more intensely back then, and ever since I started trying to take my own suffering seriously, I've been crying more and feeling pain more deeply. Which sounds miserable, but people mistakenly think life is about escaping negative emotions. The emotions are there to inform us of an injury that needs healing. Cutting off our ability to feel pain is like assuming pain receptors are the problem instead of a festering wound.

"Homo sum, humani nil a me alienum puto" - I am human, nothing that is human is alien to me. - Terence, Publius Terentius AferA while back, I remember seeing a canvas webtoon artist shitting on NSFW artists in their comment section for "using webtoons to funnel people to their Patreon and peddle porn." A reader of theirs was praising them for not doing that because it's not prestigious or righteous, or something. I find this attitude towards NSFW art in the West to be very strange. It's not an issue in places like Korea or Japan. It's a huge industry there and the artists are treated with respect like any other art form, given their history of art depicting all kinds of human pathos. It's like in the West, sex in art or media is socially acceptable if it's depicted as something ugly, miserable, or unappealing. You're not suppose to be aroused by it because that's filthy and reprehensible or something. We all know that sex is this complicated thing tied up with so many emotions. Often times, it's not even about the physical sensations. It's more about the emotional aspect for most of humanity, at least that's what I think. We're searching for something when we desire it, something much deeper than just getting off. A lot of people are looking for comfort or an escape, or some way to bond more deeply with someone, or they're hoping to get rescued and address unmet emotional needs rooted in a time when they were younger and much more vulnerable.The things that people find arousing says a lot about them, and this dismissal of erotica that isn't "prestigious" in the West is so bizarre to me. It's such a fundamentally human thing, that I think people who shit on NSFW artists are hiding behind a veneer of grandiosity because they are scared of their own feelings around lust and sexuality.

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Britny Grey

So glad to see you getting back into a smooth flow with your craft and putting it out for our consumption . Im loving the accessories that you're giving them, that nipple piercing on Gray is exciting to see, and the nailsh . I'm very excited to what this new direction will bring for you creatively ✨️⚘️

ajoji_comic

Thank you. The more I address my issues from the past and take my feelings seriously, the easier is to inject my art with my own pathos. I struggled to make things before because I didn't think there was anything inside of me worth expressing, but now I don't feel that way anymore.

DestinyC.

I love the piercings on Grave and that earring on Ellie. And it might just be me but the work itself looks very soft. If that makes sense.....? It's speaking to me like "soft" and "safe." 💕💕💕

C.G

I love your take on this. I look it at it as the matter too common in the West where they believe (and has happened) if they allowed one thing NSFW (not just erotica based but in general) then it's used n 4bsued to the point of true perversion erotic in general is seen as (Which is what happened with public tv when they JUST started allows the F-bomb and more MILD nudity on tv before they moved everything to streaming where it got WORSE) and leaves so little to imagination and take everything out of proper context and use of the act in the media it's shown in and they either take it away or heavily censor it more than prior when all they should've done was put place guards up prior of what is or isn't okay for view in regards to public view and safety of children's innocence (That's long gone since the first active shooter drills began in elementaries now). Or it's heavily censored, not because it's erotica NSFW, but so that Niche NSFW or erotica can still be marketed privately for outrageous prices and use the exclusivity of having acquired it as a bragging badge (like bragging about being into ropes n bindings and showing books from Japan where, while obscure here, is COMMON there to not even evolve the attention or awe it does here among plenty people who "Could never imagine such things". Personally, my issue (and I live in the West) is the wishy washy nature of it all ignoring that BOTH can exist at the time time - Sex is a form of expression that can be, and is, sacred and shared among one another in various forms and aspects than just the physical that's blown out of proportion. BUT can also just be an act. Whether performance or work viewed, it doesn't detract from it's meaning since the meaning (With Consent overall) is the most important part (casual/fling, media/books, relationships, private customers) and not paying node to that is further why violence involving Sex isn't taken as seriously or handle appropriately as it should, just made into a blame game (that usually blames the victims far more than the actual perpetrator when proven) to immediately squash and move on, ignoring the wounds left not only of the victim(s) personally but the surrounding community who witnessed this and further dampans the view and meaning of sex and encounters with others around it.

ajoji_comic

That's an interesting analysis, thank you for sharing. I personally would appreciate less censorship and more artistic integrity. I think if we're not able to express ourselves freely, we will remain a suppressed society where we don't understand each other or understand ourselves. As for what's the ideal way to go about regulating that? I'm not sure. Japan and Korea seems to have a healthier industry for artists in general, but it's hard to say. I'd have to consider it more deeply.

Kamis

I wish more women would make erotic art because there’s a lot of violence towards women from the male perspective and i strongly want that to change. We need healthier expressions of intimacy so people have a healthier idea of expressing their wants and needs. At some point i did think that people making erotic art only did it to pay the bills and that there was no heart in it, but as i’ve gotten older, finding artists like yourself, i’ve found there’s so much more going on and it’s just as meaningful as the non-erotic stuff. There’s so much to be said about finding artists that can depict intimacy in a healthy way.

ajoji_comic

Thank you =) I'm really interested in exploring people's pathos and trying to understand humanity. I experienced a lot of violence growing up and instead of realizing that the people who harmed me were at fault, I misdirected most of my anger towards myself and in some ways, projected it towards the world. That misdirection is what Alice Miller calls 'transference'. I think what happens to a lot of people is that they experience pain and inflict it onto others impulsively. The emotional wound at the core of this behavior often happens so early on, that people don't realized it happened, or they think the damage they sustained is normal if they grew up in a hostile environment. After studying developmental childhood psychology, I've come to the conclusion that hurt children grow up and then become hurt adults that project their feelings of rejection, abandonment, betrayal, etc onto others. They blindly lash out like toddlers in their grown bodies, continuing to hurt people or eventually self-destruct. When I studied serial killers, the ones that targeted women often had some sort of complex with their own mothers, paired with a tragic history as children / young adults. Instead of addressing the parental wound and the emotional injuries they sustained, they projected their feelings of infantile need and dependence onto others in very unhealthy ways such as impotent rage and violence. They take what they think they are owed or they destroy in an attempt to redeem themselves, but it never gets to the root of the issue, so the cycle of tragedy continues. If we can get people to grieve what happened to them during their most vulnerable stage of life, hold the right people accountable, and heal their emotional wounds--I think the world would become less violent.

Kamis

I feel the exact same way. Hugs* if i could give you a hug i would! I’m sorry for the pain you’ve gone through.