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Edit: I didn't expect so many responses!! 😱 I was going to head to bed after I wrote this, so I'll leave this here for when I wake up. I'll write back to you all soon. Thank you for writing to me💗Finally...an update!!! Sorry it's been so long, but a combination of feeling like no one would care & also not wanting to give ammo to the ppl keeping a close eye on me deterred me from writing, but I feel like it today. It's going to be long so I'll update you on my plants first since most people won't read the whole thing. 

I moved all my plants into one place & added grow lights since winter is dark. My plants are much happier now and  less leggy. I've since decorated them with stuff I've thrifted & cottagey things I found online. There were also a lot of sales at the craft stores, so I got lots of good stuff for a great price. My room feels so cozy now and i love waking up to it. I do get lazy to take care all of them though so some of the fragile ones have lost leaves, but most of them are still kicking. I left the shamrocks in a dark corner and it lost all of it's foliage so I decided to put it in a bright spot and keep the soil moist to see if the corns will push out new growth. About a month or so and it's back to it's former glory =)

As for my health, I find that overall I'm doing better. I'm less stressed since I don't have a long commute to work anymore and I don't have to deal with difficult coworkers, but I do stress about keeping my numbers up and pumping out content. Even so, I try to do all the healthy stuff everyone should do. When I feel overwhelmed, I just try to go back to basics and just make sure I'm eating and sleeping properly. Sometimes that's all it takes to have a bad day.I haven't played many new games recently. I always have a nagging feeling that I should be drawing when I do, but I did spend a good chunk of time on a little indie game about running a tavern. It's called Travellers Rest on Steam. I made Grave the tavern owner and put lots of plants inside lol.

As for the state of my comic, I'm continually trying new things and taking little risks here and there. I feel like it's been hit or miss. I think no matter what I do, if I can't pump out as much content as other artists, it's gonna be hard to grow my audience. That's why I'm still putting bite sized updates. It takes me a long time to draw and research things for the comic and I'm not ready to hire staff on yet. I'm still new to this so I'm trying my best to streamline the process so I can run a tight ship when I can find someone trustworthy to work with. I know there are people out to get me because of all the drama from 2020-2021, so it will take time before I'm comfortable working with someone else.Back when I first started reading comics online, webtoons didn't exist and people had to create their own websites to post their work. It was normal to post one page at a time cause most artists have day jobs and comics take a long time to make, so they'd usually post around 5 panels per update---Hamlet machine's comics is an example. Now webtoons created a new standard and it's really tough to meet if you have a more complex style because people expect 50+ per update---unless it's a comedy or slice of life story for some reason... I'm still struggling with simplifying my work. I know most people won't see/ care about the details or the shortcuts taken. Quantity is more important nowadays so I'm slowly trying to get over my personal feelings about it. I have a plan, but it requires that I learn an entirely new set of skills, so hopefully I can get there soon. I know it will make a world of difference.And lastly, my reflection on the plot of my comic. I know there's not much right now, but I work on fleshing out and rewriting the script often. I have quite a bit of material to work with. Mostly action, and world building, conflict, etc but I'm starting to realize that maybe people don't really want all of that. We'll have to see though. That's why I'm focused on just trying to get through this prototype as fast as I can. If people end up loving that stuff, I'll keep it, if not...back to the drawing board. 

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Jackie Not O

I care to hear how you feel!! I'm glad things are better for you. It's okay to take some time to rest and enjoy yourself. I hate that the quantity over quality is how things are in this content creating world. My favorite thing about your art style and what makes it yours are the details. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels the same. Keep your head up and making great things. Positivity is key.

Winnifred

So many cute trinkets with all your plants! I am convinced that my apt just doesn’t have the right air or something 🥲 but no matter what or where my plants are they always die and im like :’3 As far as games! Have you heard the game spiritfarer? It’s an indie game and does have some sad topics as it deals with grief but it’s made in such a beautiful way. From the art to the storyline and just overall how you experience the game, it’s really really neat. Thank-you for sharing all this with us! Absolutely love your series, wouldn’t be here if I didn’t haha. I hope you’re able to find the sweet spot that works for you when it comes to the series. Will always be here no matter what! <3

Ashynna

First of all, love the plants. Like wow. Goals right there. Second of all, F those people. Like grow up. We are in a gosh darn panini right now. You do you. Quality over quantity. You're not a machine. You're a person 💚💚 and I am here for the art, the details and the NSFW. Don't care about regular updates tbh

Otakulife☺️

You make me feel better about my mushroom obsession 🥰

Urdo

I been with you for a few month and plan to keep sticking around as your patron! People love your work and will support you. Idk about the drama you mentioned from 2020-21, but you been taking a lot of leaps of faith and hope that your feet land...that's a lot of courage. That will take you far... You are your own person and sound like you still trying to figure out your worth. You might not see it right now and it might be hard to believe it, but believe, you are awesome, and keep on tracking 😘 focus on people that support you because they will bring you higher... A lot of people don't know what it takes to make a comic, including me, so they don't know what they are talking about.

Lady LaVey

This is just my personal observation, but I think you've come such a long way! Not everyday is going to be good or sometimes even okay, but that your trying is all that matters. Even just being a fan and seeing all the shit you went through, and seeing you haven't given up and your only getting better is fucking incredible. Some would not have survived, let alone continued working after something like that.. We can all tell you to not stress about how much work you can produce but its hard not to think that way regardless. Tomorrow is a new day, is something I even have to remind myself. You always have tomorrow. Your doing fantastic in my opinion, not that it matters, but you've grown so much and doing such great work! If bad days ever get you down, remember we are here. 💜🖤💜 And funny thing, since I've gotten a printer have been printing your beautiful porn for the walls in my home!!! 😆

ajoji_comic

Thanks Jackie💗 I do see that mentality in many artistic spaces. I wonder when that shift happened. I feel a lot of works of art suffer when they have to be extended or produced in a short period of time. Before, I would take more time to consider things like camera angles, lighting, and the particularities of a character. Such as how they dress and little idiosyncrasies, but now I realize people don't really care about that. Lots of comics skip out on that to meet quotas and they do a lot better for it, so I'm trying to change my thinking and not be so stubborn in my old ways. I'm in a really fortunate position, so I'm trying to make the best of the opportunities given to me :)

TinyNomz

Im so glad to hear you're taking good care of yourself. Thats the most important thing, and sleep is a ginormous factor. The plants are so CUTE! My living room is stuffed with them. 😂 I happen to love the quality of your art. The details are absolutely stunning, and part of why I go over each picture so many times. Each view shows me something new! Im so sorry the quantity over quality situation is what it is. I know thats extremely disheartening for an artist to put in the work and then no one appreciates it. The fact that you are still going is a testament to your strength. Mad respect from me for that. Always remember that we are cheering for you, on good days and bad. 🌻

Jackie Not O

I personally like quality and appreciate the time it takes. I think being a musician has shaped my mindset in that way. And I have sisters who are artists. I know many aren't fortunate to just be raised around the idea of the arts and what is produced, just doesn't happen overnight. Hopefully someday a happy medium will become of this mindset.

loud37

I love your artwork and I'm looking forward to more of it! I'm excited to read whatever you want to share (NSFW will always be my favorite) with us. Your sanctuary is amazing and I'm so envious of your beautiful plants! I can kill silk flowers. Thank you for sharing this with us.

Khami Kitsu

I love your cute plant space!! As a newer patreon supporter I'm not sure what happened in the past but it sounds like you are moving forward! No matter how you decide to move the plot along, I love your art and I'll be here and ready for it! Thank you for sharing your thoughts today! ❤

Jackiy M

First of all, I love all the green and plants everywhere. Second, I firmly believe you are doing this adulting thing way better than I am. And finally, never apologize for being yourself and doing things you love. You are doing a lot better than you think. So keep on going and keep on shining brightly 😊🥰

ajoji_comic

I didn't expect so many responses!! 😱 I was going to head to bed after I wrote this so I'll leave this here for when I wake up. I'll write back to you all soon. Thank you for writing to me💗

Cora

No worries. Just keep swimming. I’m glad you’re not as stressed now and I hope you don’t let the comic go from something you enjoy doing to something you don’t. I, personally, don’t mind waiting for quality. It’s like a present whenever I see an update.

Pam 701

Your art on this is soooo good. I really enjoy it. Just hang in there and know there are plenty of us who are rooting for you!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Natasa

They are all so wonderful! 💗 take care 💋

Leticia Bushong

I love the mushrooms they're my favorite decor to have around

Erin

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Cassie Amon

I love your cozy little green space! I have a diseased black thumb - if it’s green I’ll kill it by being near it. Doesn’t keep me from loving them! And I love your art and your comic! The quality of your work is what drew me into your story! (Tall, dark, sexy, tattooed beefcake might’ve been a biggie too) I’m sorry you feel like you have to produce higher quantity over your usual quantity and that it’s making you sad. Just know we love you! For what it’s worth, I think you should do this comic for you! It’s your baby - we just get to enjoy it. If you make it all about what you think other people want you’ll get sick of it and burnt out. We’re cheering for you!

Candace Taylor

First of all I love seeing your plants. I feel like Now in my mid 30’s I’m suddenly into plants lol I have a few on my desk at work and I just had a dracena that I grew from a small damaged plant get too big for my desk so I had to bring it home and repot it. It makes me happy to grow them and take care of them. I don’t know what it is hahaha but I like seeing other peoples plants too. As far as the other stuff I know there are people who will give you trouble because of not pushing out a bunch of artwork all the time but it shouldn’t be quantity over quality. Your art is gorgeous and it takes time especially when you are doing it all on your own. Art should be enjoyable for the artist it shouldn’t be causing stress and anxiety to the point you can’t enjoy down time. You are human and need a break from work. Also I totally forgot about Hamlet Machine hahaha I love the comic Starfighter from there.

Sumiremomo

I may not personally be an artist, but I used to write fanfiction. I understand the grind and the pressure from people's expectations, even when it wasn't realistic or was wildly different from my style. Not only that, but my own expectations were impossible, and I was ashamed of my work. It took so much effort to create anything, not because the writing was difficult, but because of the voices I had to push through to get my own words out. I stopped writing for a long time. I didn't have a grand awakening, rather it took years of school to learn that we're taught that there's nothing worse than failing or making a mistake. It also took my husband to help me realize I don't have to listen to those asshole voices - a talent he learned early on, the lucky bastard lol. I wanna validate you here. You've gotten this far because of your quality. You've gotten fans and patrons because of your quality. The people who want quantity are not the ones who got you here, it's the quality people. Also, these same folks who want it for free and are not worth the effort of pushing through. I'm sure you're pushing through enough voices, the quantity people can kindly fuck off. You are allowed to take time to make your comic. You are allowed to make mistakes, revise, or not revise at all because this belongs to you. No one else is in your head to create this. I think you're doing wonderfully.

VeeLo

We love and support you. Sending you many many hugs.

ajoji_comic

Thanks Winnifred! 💗 I found that hoyas & cacti have been the easiest to care for. They're also really cheap. You don't need a humidifier or a light even if you life in a place that doesn't get much sun. They'll just grow slower. I'm not the biggest fan of cacti so I don't have much of them, but you can get some beautiful variegated hoyas for under $10 online if you don't live near a nursery/plant shop. And I have heard of that game! I think it's on my wish list, but I haven't purchased it because I didn't want to get depressed lol..someday though!

ajoji_comic

Lol I love paninis. Thank you Sadé 💗

ajoji_comic

Saaame 💗 Mushrooms are the cutest! I'm slowly turning my room in a mushroom forest.

ajoji_comic

Ppl are very passionate about what can or can't be drawn sometimes 😅 I think I will make a post showing my process in depth so ppl who aren't artists can understand what goes into making a single panel. Thank you Urdo!💗

ajoji_comic

You've been around for a long time & that's amazing because I'm used to ppl coming n going. It's a pleasure having you as a supporter 🥰 I'm honored you'd have my art on your walls! I too have some nsfw paintings from my favorite artists 😂 Thank you Lady LaVey 💗

ajoji_comic

What kind of plants do you have? Overtime i've concluded that I just can't have plants that need constant moisture. I have begonias, but they're all a litty crusty lol. Thank you for cheering me on miss Jane! 💗

ajoji_comic

I had quite a few causalities in the beginning of my plant journey, mostly because I didn't research the plants before I bought them. Overtime as I grew familiar with the different kind of plants on the market and their basic needs, it got way easier to keep them alive. Now it's just a matter of me not forgetting to water/repot them 😆 Thank you for supporting the comic!💗

TinyNomz

I have several types. Two Monsteras, a whole lot of pothos, plectranthis, spider plants, bamboo, African violet and two very forgiving orchids. They flower for me regularly and I love them! I also have a bonsai ficus. The thing they have in common is that they tolerate benign neglect very well! 😅 If I fuss too much they wilt. Im glad I can cheer for you! 🥰🥰🥰

ajoji_comic

let's just say...webtoon fans can be very passionate 😅 I have a lot of plans for the future & ideas on how I can really grow the comic, but it'll take time, patience & persistence. So the only option is moving forward. Thanks Amanda! 💗

ajoji_comic

Green is a very soothing color, so I like to have it in my art & in my room 😆 Adulting is hard! I'm still figuring it out 😂 Thanks Jackiy! 💗

ajoji_comic

Saame!! 💗 I see all this beautiful mushroom art online like lamps, sculptures, clothing that i want to buy but I have to remind myself to chill 😆

ajoji_comic

It can be a tough hobby to have if you just don't have the physical/mental energy for it. Sometimes I don't & then some of my fav plants start to get crusty, so I panic then water like crazy 😆 SLowly but surely i'm finding a balance between what brings me joy and what i think will bring joy to the readers. I think ive made significant improvements since last year so it's just a matter of pushing forward and seeing what works. Thanks for cheering me on Cassie! 💗 🥰

ajoji_comic

Rescue plants are so precious 🥺 I think every plant collection has a unique vibe and character to it. It reflects the personality of the owner, so I like seeing them too ^^ After this chinese near year comic I'm going to take a little break and then kick things into gear again next month. Yup! Hamlet's still going! Was a very differnet time back then haha. Thanks Candace!💗

ajoji_comic

Sometimes I read fanfiction & its sad to see the same kind of mentality persist years ago. Ppl writing stories for free, readers demanding more within shorter periods of time & that inner voice pressuring us to do more, do better and do it faster...its a vicious cycle that poisons many creative spirits. I try to highlight postive comments that appreciate the work that goes into this stuff and not focus so much on the negative. So thank you for the validation. It'll help calm my mind and I get through this last week's NSFW update. Thanks Sumiremomo!💗

ajoji_comic

I have a monstera too but forgot to take a picture of it. They get so big & heavy, but they are super easy to care for. That's so true about the bonsai ficus though! My mother had a bonsai ficus for years & she fussed with it too much, so all but 3 leaves wilted off. I kept it under a grow light and now it's pushing out cute little buds. I get lazy with my plants sometimes so they can get crusty, but when i'm on top of my routine and they push out new growth, it's just super satisfying 🥰💗

Randy Angie

Personally, I'm here for the long haul. I'm here for a good comic, and I'm willing to wait for however long that takes. Life is too short to allow people on the internet to to take your happiness.

Lyubov

You have a very nice and cozy home you can see that you are working like a bee not only on the comic, you are very strong and I respect you very much for one that gives us a great story of Grave and Ellie . Of course you need a team for your work because I can't imagine how you handle everything alone. There's a lot of nuance here and to pump up this story you have to keep your instagram running. And if you start your work again I think it even bombshell. Love you and hug you very tight

ajoji_comic

Thank you Lyubov!! 🤗🥰💗 I have a plan for next month I want to try. I think it may have better results but we shall see!!

Lyubov

I'll be looking forward to 😆👍

Lady LaVey

I remember seeing it go from 10 to 11 when I hit subscribe, I was like damn ground floor fan 😂 that was so cool for me for some reason! If you have any recommendations for new sexy art I would love some!

Jackiy M

Lol agreed.. audulting is hard👍 🤣 .. and seeing all your hard work from the plant life to the beautiful artwork, it inspires me to pick up my camera and sketch book again. So don't ever let the naysayers get you down. Keep doing what you love... and seriously because of all your collaborations, the story lines in my mind are of epic proportion. Lol 😆... so keep going! You are doing amazing 👏 ❤ 💕 🙌

Hailey Ryan

my plant dreams 😭🥺

Madison Pollock

I know I am a bit late to the party but OMG I love your collection!! 😍 I love the fairy cottage core theme 🥰