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I revisited Berserk recently and I was just thinking about the decade long boat arc. People regard it as the weakest point of the manga, but they're willing to be patient because Kentaro Miura's a well-respected artist and master storyteller of 30+ years. I realized recently that despite my growth, I'm still losing a higher percentage of patrons compared to artists with similar numbers who either post less or don't do as much NSFW. If those things aren't required to keep as many patrons, then it has to be the story / 6+ month arcs.My guess is that slow progress / not enough excitement in the plot = less interest and less investment in the characters and their story. I'm wondering if the reason is because my script is bloated and producing a full color comic + NSFW alone takes a long time. It seems like less pages with more advancement in plot is more favorable than extra NSFW pages and long monologues.I've been doing this for about a year and a half, so I know my growth is great because my peers have been around for far longer, and I already caught up with / surpassed some of them. Regardless, I think I'm not living up to my potential and I'm not making the most of the opportunities I've been afforded. I'm confident I can eventually figure out how to produce higher quality art faster, but my writing is where I'm concerned. Any genuine criticism and feedback are greatly appreciated. If you don't want to write it here, please PM me here on Patreon and I'd love your input. Thank you!!❤️Btw, I'm really loving how Ellie's potion shop is turning out!! It looks like Skyrim with mods on a high-powered PC 😂 Also listen to this cute Bôa X Serial Experiments Lain X Dua Lipa remix.  

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Huey Louise

Sending you big big energyyyyyyyy!! You can do this ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

ajoji_comic

Thank you Huey!! ❤️ Those of you who continue to support me motivate me to try even harder, even though I've accomplished so much in terms of growing my Patreon / webtoon audience.

Lady LaVey

I just worry you second guess yourself to much. I get it... sometimes your work never seems good enough, but it is. And it will get better! 🖤💜🖤

Damselbrandi

I love the way you tell stories, don't stop! I wouldn't worry that losing patrons is a reflection of your work, it's more likely a reflection of the economy. Don't try to be another artist, just be your wonderful self! ❤

Lindsay Scott

Of all the webtoons that I have read yours has one of the best character developments. I truly appreciate how real Ellie and Grave are and how their relationship is portrayed. It's great to read a fluffy fantasy story every once in a while but this is so much more. I know a lot of people who are living with PTSD and depression - it is a serious topic that is often not given a voice, particularly if you are the one in the relationship that isn't directly affected. You are doing a wonderful job of highlighting the challenges that this presents. On top of that your art is amazing - I have gone back just to look at the panels many times and always find something new. I truly enjoy this story and hope that you continue to give us more.

Dustycelt

Ellie's shop looks great. I, personally, am enjoying the pacing. Grave is hesitant (understandably) to push but wants to move forward without hurting her. I for one relish this mature response and it just helps builds a better relationship between them in the long run.

Bonny Rozzi

That's f*ckin awesome! I'd conjure there!😉❤️

TinyNomz

The shop looks amazing! Skyrim wishes it looked that good! Personally, I really like the pace of the story. Its steady. I like that instead of the typical "dumb kid hormonal response" we are seeing the evolution of a sweet, adult, and aware pair of people, with so much to give each other.

ajoji_comic

Thank you Lady LaVey!! 🥰 I think being self-critical is part of being a creative. Generally, we have to produce multiple drafts before a work is ready to be released to the public, but sometimes that's not enough. I want different results, so input is really helpful because my perspective could be warped 😓 like some successful film directors can put out films that do poorly because people were afraid to tell them some of their ideas were bad. It's helpful to know where we can improve.

ajoji_comic

Thank you Brandi 💕 that's so very true about the downturn of the economy. I like the ideas I have and the dialogues I write, but I've been trying my best to tighten things up and cover more ground. Some people can tell a complete story with less pages and it still feels fully fleshed out. I want to know the sorcery behind that 🧙

Mikelle Weeks

I really like the story as it is. Really I’m enjoying a more adult tone for the story and the willingness to communicate and work through issues. Personally I like the pacing. I can do long story arcs and hang on, but I like how you’ve paced the story. The only criticism I have is sometimes I think the dialogue is a little too philosophically forced. Sometimes you explicitly say the deeper meaning behind things instead of letting the reader just come to it on their own. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. Especially since as an author you want to make sure the reader understands the significance of the scene. Either or I still look forward to everything you post and looking forward to seeing the characters grow and of course get together 😘❤️. Great job so far and keep up the great work. You’re doing great! Remember to forgive and love yourself along the way and know that every page is a learning process too.

ajoji_comic

Aww~ that's so very sweet Lindsay ❤️ I am proud of the work I've made so far, but I still recognize my need for improvement so that I can better communicate my ideas and create the best possible experience for readers that I'm capable of.

ajoji_comic

Thank you Dusty!! 🥰 I feel like I've developed a solid understanding of the Ghibli aesthetic. Warm tones, earthy greens, natural building materials, plants, flowers...😊

ajoji_comic

Thank you Bonny!!💕 I was inspired by a game called Little Witch in the Woods! Coincidentally, the main character is also named Ellie and she looks like a chibi version of our Ellie, except she's a cute witch hehe ^-^

Vy

The shop is beautiful and the level of detail is wow. I really enjoy your story telling and character development, but I would love longer content. One panel leaves me wishing for more and in today's day with so many use to instant gratification and with ADD it's a lot of effort to stay invested. I know it's just you and no help, so I completely understand. For me the quality of your work keeps me here. For some other webtoons I will read ahead on the story (if it exists and not original) for my fix, while the comic is going, but come back for the visual. Like someone else said some also might just have economic hardships, every penny counts. (Might be me too in a few more months). IMO it's not the quality of your work or the story - those are 💯💯💯👍 Keep doing you, because you are the bomb diggity. 😁 PS when I was into gaming the community was super helpful and would help with upgrades if they could. Not sure if this platform could do the same, but maybe post your PC specs if you wanna see if someone has any advice or an upgrade they are willing to part with.

Lady LaVey

Trust me, I understand that! My side business involves alot of me wanting to cry and commit crime. 😂 nothing ever seems good enough. I did PM you... not sure if it made any sense.... but its there.

ajoji_comic

Thanks Jane!!❤️ I do wish for more adult romances in webtoons. Less misunderstanding trope and more direct communication. I feel like there's so much of life to explore together that the characters can talk a bit more directly and still have so much to say.

ajoji_comic

Thanks Mikelle!! 🥰 I do struggle with deciding whether to write something directly or allow the reader to interpret it. In the past, there were misunderstandings about what was going on or what the characters were trying to communicate, so I started to be more direct. I will try my best to work on making my ideas accessible, but not being too direct ^-^

ajoji_comic

Thank you Vanessa ^-^ 💕I too feel my brain slowly returning to monke 😂 the assets I've been working with have saved me soo much time. Fortunately, technology has advanced so much that the production process can be way more efficient, but the learning curve is steep for a lot of it. I want to hire an assistant, but the level of skill I need is fairly high and those type of artists are super hard to come by since they're usually working for big studios. I'm doing my best though and I feel like I've already made a ton of progress, especially with how Ellie's potion shop is turning out. I think it looks game ready in my opinion >w< I plan to upgrade my whole set up with new computers and tools, but I have a lot on my plate right now so it's more of time constraints than a financial problem. Thank you though for the suggestion ^-^

Ele_Smiles

I was literally just thinking about how impressive the amount of content you put on Patreon is. It seems like it out paces WEBTOON’s which I know is not true, it’s just that so much is censored on WEBTOON. How much of a connection between WEBTOON interest/numbers is tied to Patreon growth I wonder? Maybe something to explore there.. I also agree with the Michelle up above on the dialogue. Less dialogue might leave some more room for discussion among your fans about the meaning and how we were interpreting feelings or growth of the characters, especially in Graves case. I personally love the dialogue but I’ve just noticed on other Patreon sites fans really get into different theories and interpretations when authors/artists just drop nuggets instead of robust dialogue. It can be fun and a way to engage your fan base.

Ldyblue

Love love the Elle’s potion shop! You are so awesome! Also don’t second guess your story line it has a great plot! I also love reading your story and of course your art work! Keep it up you will never loose me cause I am a true fan!

Stephanie

I love your art and story line! It will happen when it happens my friend!

ajoji_comic

Thank you Michele!! ❤️ The artists I'm comparing myself to are all indie artists who work independently and not for webtoons. It wouldn't be a fair comparison since Webtoons is able to reach millions of readers every day. I agree on your take about the dialogue though. As much as I love it, I value the reader's experience more since I'm already able to put so much of my own interests into my story. It could definitely help to progress the comic faster ^-^ Thank you so much for your input!!

Iriolan

I love what you're doing. I'll be real and say that the multi panels on one page is not my favorite, but it hasn't stopped me from being here and it won't stop me in future. I live for the dialogue. I can get nsfw anywhere. But nsfw AND a great plot with great character development? This is what i am here for. I think it's to be expected that there are going to be people who sign up once look at the neked stuff and that's all thry came for and then they leave. There are people like that. But they were never here for the story anyway. So really catering to them is an effort wasted in futility. I think maybe we don't theorize so much about ellie and grave because they feel real, in the sense that their relationship doesn't seem out of the realms of actual possibility. The way the speak what they speak about how they look at one another and interact ...all the information is there and its easy to see ourselves in their place having the same experience with someone we love. Most romance out there doesn't give you those feels. I think that's why those of us here who've been here consistently are as patient as Ellie in waiting to understand Grave more and hear from him about him. We are always our own worst critic as artists. In my own experience my inner voice is mean. So I find it hard to separate the legitimate self criticism from the just plain mean shit. I hope your inner voice is nicer then mine. And i hope if it's not that you don't second guess too much where you lose what you originally set out to do over trying to please everyone or thinking too much about numbers or doing too much extra to keep patrons. Creative burnout is real. Watch yourself and check yourself for signs of it if you are feeling overwhelmed or overly self critical. What you have here is fantastic and for it to continue to be so it's got to be true to you and your vision. Whoever is here for the ride is here for the ride. People watch 9 seasons of GOT and sat salty AF through the last 2 seasons but goddamn if they didn't watch it til the end. If you love something not even the parts you don't like are going to keep you from it. You have something great here. Truly. Keep doing what your doing.

Derpette1

This is YOUR story, do what you want with it. We are just along for the journey to support. The patrons you lose along the way aren't the audience you need anyways. You have a fan base and we're all here for your growth and we support your decisions. Keep doing what makes you happy babe 💕

Mally

I think people are expecting the same thing out of every storyline. Character development is hard to work through and I think you're doing a fantastic job. People read because they want to escape reality and your story hits close to reality. I love it. Also, while I know it's important, don't focus too much on how many subscribers you have. Think of how you want to lose yourself in your own story and see where it takes you.

Vy

Yes, def game ready haha I'd play the shit outta an RPG with that potion shop. Lol I understand the time constraints... I have an almost 2 yr old and miss gaming, but sometimes can't even find the time to shower. Everything in its own time....

ajoji_comic

Thank you Iriolan💕🥰 I'm really flattered to know you're still here. It wasn't an easy decision for me to transition to the page format since I'm easily distracted, so scrolling format is easiest for me to read, but the page format has been soo much easier to produce. There's a reason why manga still uses it and many of my peers who are way more successful also use it, so I'm willing to give it a chance. Plus it's print ready for the day I decide to sell hard copies of SWFTD. My inner critical voice can be mean, but I don't think that's the problem here. Running a business while being entirely self-indulgent just isn't possible for most people, especially artists. They usually wait until they're comfortable to experiment and do what really interests them. I'm already taking quite a bit of risks by slowly moving away from well-loved cliches and tropes that sell well. I don't mind adjusting things a bit to make the readers happy, but I will always put bits and pieces of what my heart desires into my work. It's why I'm an artist. The world is a rough place and art helps to process it and make living a little easier. Thank you for the in-depth comment ^-^ It's given me a lot to think about.

ajoji_comic

Lol thank you miss Derpette 😂❤️ I've taken a lot of liberties with my story, but I want my readers to be happy at the end of the day. It makes me happy when people enjoy my story.

ajoji_comic

Thank you Mallory 💕 I haven't watched as much anime because I feel the fatigue of being able to predict a story path. Looking at my entire script, and not just what I've put out publicly, I believe one of my strengths is writing a story that has its own identity. The things I draw inspiration from aren't things that average webtoon readers consume so I'm able to keep it "fresh", but I think brevity is something I really need to work on. Patreon numbers can go down even for some of the most popular artists on the internet, so I know it's part of the territory. I just want to know how I can make the experience even better for you all since you are why I'm even able to draw full time in the first place! ^-^❤️

Mally

I gotcha. I honestly have never felt like there was too much dialogue. The pages flow so well that it is just a natural read and I can play the conversation in my head. I have edited other online writers before and I'd be more than happy to help you out if you want to be more concise but I think you're doing a great job!

Yuni.Sempai

I wish I had a potion shop like this 😍. You are doing great! The story, the art and the characters are all amazing!! 🫶🏽😁

Sydney🤯

Hi ajoji 😊 I really appreciate your hard work and I love the story. I'm so eager to see where you take us on this journey and I'll be a patron for as long as I can 😊 BTW another possible thing to consider (if this has already been brought up, sorry!) is the cost of living. It has been going up a lot these past few months (I live in the US so this is my perspective living here) and some people might drop out for a month or so and come back once their financial situation gets better. Idk just something to consider but you still have a bunch of ppl here that love your work and love supporting you 🤗

Ele_Smiles

I don’t really understand how this business works but I do know that I LOVE this webtoon and I hope you can keep it going successfully ❤️

ajoji_comic

A totally valid point! Thank you for your support Sydney!! ❤️

Jacqueline N Robinson

Writing and character development is hard work. Making characters relatable and getting the reader to connect is very hard. I see the NSFW side of your characters of where they want to be versus what their relationship is currently. Your characters are complex just like humans really are and that is amazing and difficult work. Don't be to hard on yourself. People who create are so critical of themselves because you want us to see and love your characters like you do. Just keep creating. Just keep pouring passion into your work and it will pay off. No one and no work is perfect so give yourself room to continue to grow. I honestly appreciate you. It has helped me grow in my own way. So thank you and keep creating. Because I love it💙

ajoji_comic

That's understandable! 😃and thank you so much for sticking arond!! ❤️ It was tempting to go down the less serious route since a lot of other comics do it and I probably would keep more patrons, but I wanted to write a male character with complex feelings around sex since they're not always portrayed that way, especially a male character with as much sexual power as Grave. He could have easily taken what he wanted without telling Ellie about his past, future consequences be damned, but he resisted temptation because he felt it was the right thing to do.

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2026-10-13 20:00 Aww, this is so sweet 🥺 Thank you Jacqueline!! 🥰💕 I'm glad you could find something useful in it. I like to take healthy risks with the script, but every once in a while, I have to reel it back and ground myself so I'm not being entirely self-indulgent. It makes me happy when readers are happy &gt;w&lt;
2022-07-05 01:55 Aww, this is so sweet 🥺 Thank you Jacqueline!! 🥰💕 I'm glad you could find something useful in it. I like to take healthy risks with the script, but every once in a while, I have to reel it back and ground myself so I'm not being entirely self-indulgent. It makes me happy when readers are happy >w<

Aww, this is so sweet 🥺 Thank you Jacqueline!! 🥰💕 I'm glad you could find something useful in it. I like to take healthy risks with the script, but every once in a while, I have to reel it back and ground myself so I'm not being entirely self-indulgent. It makes me happy when readers are happy >w<

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2026-10-13 20:00 I'm sorry to hear you are losing Patrons. I've really enjoyed the content here and will continue to support you. But I also understand your frustrations about writing. I'm a writer and I love love love using language to paint a picture. I've noticed on my AO3 account, my fanfic that is fast and smutty gets the most traffic... the stories I write with actual plot, character development, etc... doesn't get as many comments/kudos and it's frustrating because THOSE are the stories I want to tell. It gets discouraging especially when I"m also trying to get my original stories published. It makes me doubt myself, like "am I really doing this right?" Just stick with it and keep it up because you love it! I figure I can't get too into the whole "will people like this?" or else I'll just psych myself out... Do it because it brings you joy and the followers/patrons will come. &lt;3
2022-07-05 16:34 I'm sorry to hear you are losing Patrons. I've really enjoyed the content here and will continue to support you. But I also understand your frustrations about writing. I'm a writer and I love love love using language to paint a picture. I've noticed on my AO3 account, my fanfic that is fast and smutty gets the most traffic... the stories I write with actual plot, character development, etc... doesn't get as many comments/kudos and it's frustrating because THOSE are the stories I want to tell. It gets discouraging especially when I"m also trying to get my original stories published. It makes me doubt myself, like "am I really doing this right?" Just stick with it and keep it up because you love it! I figure I can't get too into the whole "will people like this?" or else I'll just psych myself out... Do it because it brings you joy and the followers/patrons will come. <3

I'm sorry to hear you are losing Patrons. I've really enjoyed the content here and will continue to support you. But I also understand your frustrations about writing. I'm a writer and I love love love using language to paint a picture. I've noticed on my AO3 account, my fanfic that is fast and smutty gets the most traffic... the stories I write with actual plot, character development, etc... doesn't get as many comments/kudos and it's frustrating because THOSE are the stories I want to tell. It gets discouraging especially when I"m also trying to get my original stories published. It makes me doubt myself, like "am I really doing this right?" Just stick with it and keep it up because you love it! I figure I can't get too into the whole "will people like this?" or else I'll just psych myself out... Do it because it brings you joy and the followers/patrons will come. <3

Pixie Starr

Your consistency is really what made me interested in the story as well as the mature male dominant. Regularly I would see the male being persistent however, I love the amount of resiliency Grave has shown it shows that he’s not only thinking of himself but more so of Ellie and her well-being and I ABSOLUTELY love that. The only thing I wish is longer panels but I get that it’s only you and you do have a full time job that is more important so I’ll be fine lol. Keep up the great work! I can’t wait until this becomes an original on Webtoon!

Emily Snyder

Your work is beautiful, and I appreciate you. I love coming here and seeing your new work, and watching the story grow. I do definitely think that keeping patrons is about hitting the balance of NSFW/still advancing the story. I think your readers absolutely love how sexy the art and plot are, but if it’s nothing BUT sex, personally I start to miss the characters’ conversations and introspection. I’m glad to have gotten back to that in the last few weeks!

Car.ma.leon

New patron here! As someone who is married to a gigantosaurus who is also judging me for fangirling grave when he's right next to me, I will say I love your story. It's developing slowly but it's cute and mature. Usually the gigantosaurus bf is either kinda dumb or overly possessive and although grave is intimidating he's also emotionally intelligent. I love that him and ellie talk about real things. I think you're doing a great job. If you feel like leaving some panels black and white to give more content do that. I kinda like the pleasant surprise of a colored panel sprinkled in between black and white. Keep up the great work ❤

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2026-10-13 20:00 Thank you 🥰❤️ I know that feel &gt;.&lt;;;; I'm just going to try my best to improve the speed and quality of my work. I know at the very least, consistency will help =)
2022-07-07 02:29 Thank you 🥰❤️ I know that feel >.<;;; I'm just going to try my best to improve the speed and quality of my work. I know at the very least, consistency will help =)

Thank you 🥰❤️ I know that feel >.<;;; I'm just going to try my best to improve the speed and quality of my work. I know at the very least, consistency will help =)

ajoji_comic

There will be more SWFTD pages in between the summer NSFW comic. I'm glad you're enjoying ^-^ makes it feel worth all the effort I put into refining the script and trying to improve my writing skills. Thank you Emily!! ❤️

ajoji_comic

Lol gigantosaurus~ yep, they do tend to be himbos. They're lovable, but I also like it when they're thoughtful and introspective. I have some ideas on how to speed up the process while increasing the quality, but it's going to take some time to perfect due to a steep learning curve. Thank you Car.ma.leon!! 😊❤

Harlieharlot

I continue to support you and lilydusk. I don't think people understand this is a business. If anyone else reads this comment please know that our payments not only go towards access to content , it goes to the artist to keep up with their work. They need to fund their projects somehow. Continue to support their work by paying for it as well. They work hard to design, produce, render, etc. It is not easy but they continue to do it and I for one am very thankful!!!

Roxxikks

You're the only reason I have Patreon. I'm easily attached to fictional characters and Ellie and Grave are my favs. I'll always be here as long as Patreon hits before my account goes negative. Keep it up and don't get discouraged 🥰🥰🥰

Otakumom84

Just wanted to wanted to say thank you for all your work and posting consistently. I'm ur patron because you're one of the best. PERIOD. I have no issues with ur pace or content and your art is amazing. Not sure what's causing the variance in patrons, but I certainly hope you're able to continue your work. 😁👏❤

maymunah Nageeb

You have great talent and I honestly don't have much of a preference. Sure, sometimes waiting can feel tedious but I think longer monologues are better and those that enjoy (like me) won't care. If the chapters are short ppl might complain they aren't long enough and vice versa. Do what is easier for you! We are so used to quick romance and sex that a slow burn and real display of human interaction isn't common. U r doin awesome. I love everything about this and more nsfw (in different scenarios) is always welcomed!

Sailor Marj

I know it’s hard not to compare your work/followers/progress with others. I struggle with this myself. So long as you love what you’re doing and are not sacrificing living comfortably (relatively speaking), continue on with this amazing work. It’s a fantastic story and gripped me almost immediately. Both characters are incredibly attractive, relatable and REAL. AND they’re intelligent and compassionate. Take Ellie’s lead and show yourself some kindness for all the hard work you put in. I’m willing to wait for an elevated story and beautiful artwork. 💕