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Zinefest is just a few weeks away and I gotta get finished with these zines! Here is one I’m currently working on. I haven’t been focusing too much in making it look “perfect” and i think it’s coming out okay with that in mind.

This is about my Bob Ross Birthday Party back when I turned 22. It was my first birthday I set up myself, that I spent with friends instead of family. It did not go as planned…

While making this I felt so stupid, like a first world problem: BoO HoO mY fRiEnDs DiDnT GeT mE a BiRThDaY CaKe but no, it’s not just that. It’s more the inconsiderate aspect that I invited friends and nobody got me anything, no cake, and nobody wanted to do what I originally set everything up to do. It made me realize some of those people are not my friends…. And it kind of sucked.

However being an adult means you have that true ability to no longer be friends with people if they just don’t make you happy! Some of the friends there were very good, but the other few it just felt like they had everything fly over their heads :/

I’m trying not to feel this way, even to this day. All my friends are adults now so they are busy. I can’t expect everyone to get me something, even though secretly deep down I wish they all could haha. But it’s all a learning experience. Once I’m done with this, all of my patrons will get it for free in the mail!