Love and Energy Request Please (Patreon)
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Hello BTV Tribe,
I wanted to reach out to you all for some love and energy. I have been getting messages that it's time to go home. I'm resisting as much as I can because I feel there is more work to do. Maybe these calls are just to prompt me to get back on track but it seems like the last couple of months have been coupled by dreams of going home, voices hearing a "coundown" and for the last night I've been feeling pains in my left chest, shoulder, and back. My feet are numb, my eye-sight is getting blurry.
We went out to see Jeff Dunham last night so it could just be the drinks. I only had 2 but they were pretty strong. However, what I'm feeling isn't anything like I've felt before.
Sheree has been having some similar experiences and before we went out she was out of it. It's unexplainable because we haven't added any substances. She was taking a nap and when I woke her up to go out she said "I feel like I'm leaving my body".
I'm just focusing on staying awake, drinking lots of water, and getting some fresh air. She's knocked out in bed but I woke her up and she did some blood pressure readings for me. 115/80. So it might just be some weird effects or maybe we caught something. I feel pressure in my head, chest, and back like my blood pressure is elevated but it's not.
I took some baby Asprin just in case but if anything happens suddenly, I don't think anyone will be around to get me help quickly. It will probably be a few hours until Sheree gets up and finds me so if the "pulling back home" is what I'm feeling this morning then it might just be my evac. Or like I said, it might just be the raw consciousness saying "hey bro, your time is limited, get to doing what is important".
I feel like I'm in an altered state, almost disconnected from my body but I haven't done any psychedelics. I am going to sit down and write my book because I feel whatever I write now will be coming from the raw consciousness.... almost like disconnecting from the "Chris Geo" identity and speaking from my true self.
I'm not writing this to alarm anyone and I feel there is a 99.998% chance this is just a weird night and I'll be fine tomorrow. However, in the event that I am not, I just wanted to say thank you for all your love and support and I assure you that I will begin final operations in the real-world an continue to help you all on your journey.
My codes are required in the Master Control Panel outside of the Matrix. I asked for two more years on 11/11/2020 when I forced myself to come back from the experience where I probably should have left. Well, the two years has expired. On the flip-side, I asked for two "happy" years so Sheree and I can truly connect on the Twin Flame level. So many arguments, so many regrets, so many doctors appointments and things left undone "until tomorrow".
While we argue like any other couple out there the primary root of our arguments is that time is limited. Reflecting on our journey from 2009, we could have accomplished a lot more if we had just focused. I don't have EDS like she has so I can never truly know what she's experiencing. However, there has always been some "procedure", or "injection", or MRI, or SOMETHING that we've been "waiting for" and it seems that our soul mission has been put "on hold".
I've tried explaining to her that our soul mission comes first. With EDS, it's naïve to believe that everything will be "OK" right after this next "procedure". I've pushed her to reevaluate her focus... i.e living our lives and focusing on our mission while dealing with the non-stop health issues. I've encouraged her to embrace her condition, understand it, work at whatever pace we need, make accommodations, but please try to get in the mindset of "We're working on our life's mission while dealing with EDS" rather than "we're working EDS while dealing with our life's mission". But again, I don't know what she experiences.
If my request for 2 additional years has been granted and it's now time to fulfill my end of the bargain and get out of this machine on 11/13/2022 then I wanted to leave you all with the gnosis that the work is STILL being completed. And I finally got Sheree to change her perspective that we're completing our life's mission while we're dealing with the health stuff. So, we've made a lot of progress which I am happy about! But I don't believe the deal was properly done. I asked for two years of HAPPINESS and reconnection so satisfy the 3D avatars desires and complete any remaining soul work. So the way I see it, pulling me out of the machine at the two year mark is NOT what was agreed upon because the two year mark has just FINALLY started again.
My book hasn't been written but Sheree knows the details of what's inside it so I'm confident she will be able to take the torch, relay the information, and provide any information needed for people to find their way out. While it's a book intended for EVERYONE, the purpose is to fill in the missing pieces in each individual so some people may benefit from the entirety, some from a single chapter, and some from merely a single sentence. It all depends on what people need.
I still feel conscious and lucid but there is this "pulling". I'm fighting it the best I can but I'll have to go to sleep sooner or later. I'm trying to stay up until Sheree is up so she can keep an eye on me.
So either I'm about to be pulled out or I'm getting a very loud message to GET TO WORK because time is limited!
In summation, please don't take this message as anything negative. Like I said, I'm 99.98% sure I'll be here tomorrow. But just in case... I wanted to reach out to everyone, give my eternal gratitude, assure you Sheree will pick up the torch and deliver the REAL information that needs to be delivered.
And finally, tonight was a huge epiphany. I've been postponing writing the book, doing the documentary, and even getting more into politics and other subjects. I have to admit to myself that I've been doing so as a tactic to try to prolong the time I have here. If the book isn't written, the clock won't tick down as fast. I know once that is complete then that's one step closer to leaving. I've been irresponsible and not operating in my higher self in the sense that I really shouldn't be trying to buy myself more time. I should make the best of the limited time we have.
So I do believe this is just a wake up call for me and a warning to get on the ball. But if it's not...rest assured, there was nothing left to do here that Sheree can't do and there are things to do on the other side that no one else can do.
We'll probably do a show in the next day or two and I'll look at this message and think "I sounded pretty silly" but on a raw consciousness level, I'll look back on this and remember... it's time to get to the REAL work. I can't put it off any longer as a way of trying to buy myself more time with Sheree and each and every one of you.
Love you all! And thank you for the loving energy and protection... just in case. And I can't emphasize this enough: There is a 99.98% chance I'll be here tomorrow and I'm 99.98% sure tonight is just a serious data transfer into my consciousness and pod that "it's time to stop fucking around".
Love you all and thank you for being BTV Tribe!
Chris Geo