I miss my BTV Tribe! (Patreon)

Hey all,

Chris Geo here. I just wanted to write and say how much I miss you all. We have been spread out so thin that I really have a new found appreciation for our BTV Tribe. Things have been so chaotic that I just need to find a little peace. We're going to have to jump on air and hang out! But I haven't slept since Monday.

We've been preparing this huge promo for AyaLife and it's been exhausting! The trial and error aspect of things is the tedious . You start doing one thing thinking you're at the end of the path and then boom, brick wall! Have to start all over.

Likewise, we purchased a really large website. I'm keeping it on the downlow for the time being but it has 1.2 million visitors a month. I'm playing moderator and developer, fixing glitches etc and feeling out the pulse. I have to say, the vibe is REALLY different than the BTV Tribe. But it's been around for 20 years and it has information that is being scrubbed from the internet. We bought it for our kids. Not for Sheree and I's kids, but for OUR kids.. as in the BTV Tribe, humanity, whoever is left after all of this is gone. It's a true record of what's happened over the last 20 years that isn't censored or scrubbed. IN fact, I need to get with Wayback Machine and see if they will archive every single page. It needs to be preserved in its entirety!

I have to say it's a really mixed bag over there. I guess with 1.2 million it's really hard to judge but I kind of feel like the Joker "Muuuuurrraaaay, people are just AWFUL!"

On top of it all, we're restructuring TFR. I don't even know why. I  mean, I guess I do, there are some really good people there. I realized that I had really good friends that we've been ignoring and enemies we've been promoting. (I that sounds like a great way to start a song, I think I'm going to roll with that!)

Anyway, I'm sorry if I'm ranting. I just really miss the laid back vibe of the tribe. And I've been asking myself, what the hell am I doing? I've spent my life helping others, promoting others, lifting others up. And then I look back and I'm like "wow, I wasted my energy on them, and totally ignore the people who deserve it".

I just needed to connect with you all tonight. I think I'm gong to get some sleep and forget about everything except for getting that AyaLife promotion out and then spending time with our tribe. Screw everything and every one.! I need to reset myself and find peace and this is where peace is. Right here.

It's OK,. It will all work out. We'll put this AyaLife promo out, it will help out thousands of people, the energy will cycle, healing will begin as everything ends.

You know it's getting crazy out there? Like seriously crazy. I'm talking about "Bluetooth waves being picked up on dead bodies in cemeteries" crazy! Bacteria growing AFTER people die! We are like so seriously on the verge of a Zombie Apocalypse, even though it sounds just as crazy as drinking Ayahuasca in the Great Pyramid if you would have told my  20 year old self that!

And that's the thing. We can't freaking talk about it! That's why we've had to set up our own streaming servers! Just so we can speak freely!

Ugh. Let me leave you all with something positive... considering the circumstances this is the best I can do!

https://media-cldnry.s-nbcnews.com/image/upload/rockcms/2022-01/220128-home-covid-test-mn-1445-58cd70.jpg :P

Love you all!