Eternal Sunshine is Top 3, not 2 or 3. (Patreon)

I'm so grateful for this woman's existence. She has been a guiding light for me most of my life so to feel like I'm blossoming as she does was cathartic to experience. Watching back the end of the video you can definitely see that I felt everything, I cut the camera off and I just cried. I cried in a way that felt too personal for me to put online so I held it in. But I've felt this cry coming for most of my life. I was very honest with my mom a couple of months ago because I was feeling so lost and that I believed I felt that way because I didn't think I would live this long. Sitting here as a 29 year old is more than enough proof for me that I have purpose. We all do and this woman is fulfilling hers.  I hope you all enjoy my reaction and I can't express enough how thankful I am for all of you. You have saved and changed my life in so many beautiful ways <3 I wouldn't be who I am had I not found this community. I felt so alone, so judged and trapped in this negative perception of myself that I simply couldn't see my light. For the past 7 years y'all have done nothing but hold the mirror up to me and I don't know if I'll ever be able to repay you for that kindness because you didn't have to. THANK YOU. 

Grateful for this woman, grateful for her friendship, grateful to have these bops as a current life soundtrack. What are your favorite tracks?!