A Little Life Update 💗 (Patreon)

Hey everyone 💗 I wanted to write you guys a little update and explain why I’ve basically been off the face of the earth these past few weeks

Honestly, I’ve been a little scared to write this because I haven’t really known how to navigate everything. I LOVE posting for you guys, spoiling you, feeling sexy, taking pictures, and showing off for you. But after my competition, my relationship with my body has gotten really difficult.

Body image struggles are unfortunately pretty common after bodybuilding competitions. I went from being extremely lean and feeling incredibly confident in my body to eating more, looking a little different, and suddenly struggling to recognize myself in the mirror. I’ve been really hard on myself, and it’s gotten to the point where I’ve been avoiding taking pictures altogether.

I went from feeling SO confident to barely wanting to take photos of myself, and honestly, that has been really hard mentally 🥺

That being said, I don’t want to disappear on you guys. I still want to create, have fun, and give you the content you’ve been waiting for. So I’m going to work with where I’m at right now rather than forcing myself into something that doesn’t feel comfortable.

I hinted at this in my last post, but this month I’m bringing back something I haven’t done in a while… 👀 Click Me 

It’s something I feel much more comfortable doing right now because I don’t have to worry about showing my entire body, but it’s still sexy, fun, and something I know you guys have enjoyed in the past 💕 

I also have a super cute skirt I’ve been wanting to take photos in, so that’s coming soon too. I just need you guys to be a little patient with me while I work through this chapter :)

And for my Letter tier cuties 💌 I don’t want you feeling like you’re missing out because I’m not doing a traditional photoshoot this month. Instead, you’ll be getting a QR code to a very private little video ;) Consider it a special surprise just for you 💖

Thank you for sticking around, being patient with me, and continuing to support me even when I’ve been a little MIA. It genuinely means more to me than you know. 💗 I’m still here, I’m still creating, and I’m slowly finding my confidence again

Love you guys 🥺💕