Update 02/23/2020 (Patreon)

hey folks, sorry for the radio silence. i wish i had more to update you with but, unfortunately, i'm coming to you now a bit empty handed. part of the reason it's been so long since my last update is i fully intended to show up with a new video first. but it's almost march now and i've still got nothing. what gives?

all i can say is that i've been in a slump. there are several video ideas that are just right there, ready to emerge, but i'm at a brick wall and i don't know what to do about it. everything feels stagnant and exhausting. could it be our old pal depression playing tricks on me again? all signs point to yes.

i could go into a lot more detail, but you're not my therapists. part of the problem is simply that i ran out of adhd meds a few weeks ago due to a prescription mixup, and i won't get more until next week. but part it is just life. worries about the future. worries about how much good my work can do. etc etc.

i'm not going to make any promises, i just want you to know that i am constantly thinking about my channel and what i should be doing.

to everyone who's stuck around despite having waited THIS long between big videos, I can't thank you enough. you've helped me stay housed and fed at a time when a lot of things are painfully in flux.

thank you, as always, for your tremendous support and patience. you will hear from me again soon.