Thank you (Patreon)

This space is literally one of the only places where I genuinely feel safe to be myself. I don’t feel anxious whenever I upload a video. I don’t worry about someone starting fan wars in the comments. My heart doesn’t drop whenever I read the comments, because you guys respect me as a person. I’m not a product to you despite you paying for content from me.

Thank you for giving me that. I really need it.

Thank you guys for really hearing me about the whole request thing and being so willing to go with the flow about it. It’s been so helpful you have no idea.

Thank you all for the endless love and support you show to me on every upload. I see your encouragement and it gives me hope and energy.

Thank you for letting me say out loud that I was struggling with wanting to quit reacting all together and not invalidating my feelings not even once.

Thank you for voicing your opinions and thoughts in the comment section of every upload. I love reading them and seeing how you’re feeling about a character or song. Often times you open my eyes to something I didn’t see before and show me a new perspective.

Thank you for allowing me to react at my own pace. This has been the biggest thing for me. The hardest thing about being a reactor is keeping up with the amount of content that is pushed out on a constant basis. I feel like a failure everyday because there’s always more to be done, but you guys let me take my own pace so that I don’t burn out. That means everything to me.

Just in case I don’t say it enough.

I really don’t have anywhere else to go that treats me like a human being and not a robot so thank you.

Thank you for seeing me.